Pre-game

self

I'm Susan Shan, girl. Although he is an adult, his mind is not yet mature.

Work is the most inconspicuous position, surrounded by tall colleagues, and poor I am the invisible person who is caught in it. A colleague who is too busy to take care of himself, and he has no attention to the ordinary and featureless me. Indifference beyond imagination.,And,Always like words that are hard to tell from false to me.。

I hate everything now, and the most hateful thing is that I can't stand it, but I can't leave.

Because there is no way to change all this, I can only pretend that I don't care about anything. Therefore, enduring life is the status quo of my life.

Actually, it shouldn't have been like this, because I was an outlier in their eyes who wanted to try to fit in, and the inexplicable feeling of being out of place made them always isolate me. It's not them, it's me.

Perhaps most fundamentally, the nightmare that haunted me was what caused all of this to happen.

No matter what I did, I couldn't shake the feeling of being haunted by panic.

I'm Susan Shan, the city's most inconspicuous and dreaded ant. Until, that being appeared.

In winter, the northern water city.

The shivering body was wrapped in outdated clothes, wrapped like a rice dumpling, it was 7 o'clock in the morning, there was still an hour before work, if you didn't eat breakfast, the time might be just right, the rumbling of the stomach and the roar of the boss after being late appeared in the ears, breakfast may not be so important compared to the roar of the boss after being late.

Always have no time to take care of yourself, always anxious to visit the place where the subway is going to appear, a few seconds are as long as centuries. Day after day, not being scolded by the boss every day is the happiest day.

In fact, I have long had enough of this life, and every day I fantasize about whether there will be a surprise in a fairy tale that will make me live a different life from now on. However, every day I wake up, the sky is still the same, and it seems that this world is so monotonous and boring that cannot be changed.

There seems to be some weird atmosphere in the subway today, although it is still very crowded, probably because two good-looking girls are talking about topics that attract me.

Although they were whispering, I was attentive and tried to listen to the voice very clearly.

Woman A said with a solemn face: "Recently, there have been a lot of inexplicable people in the subway. ”

Woman B responded, "Well, have you heard?" It's scary, I hope I don't encounter it. ”

Woman A: "Is it someone who ran out of a psychiatric hospital?" ”

Woman B: "I don't know, but fortunately, I didn't do anything out of the ordinary." ”

Woman A: "Oh, it's really scary, I don't want to go to work like this." ”

Woman B: "You don't want to go to work every day, but so do I, hahahaha......"

I secretly laughed when I listened to their humorous dialogue, it turned out that they were all everyday inconsequential jokes, and the authenticity of such urban rumors was too low, and I seriously doubted that they were discussing urban novels.

The sound of the subway whistling drowned out the whispers of others, and if I accidentally heard a group of people discussing this bodyguard, I would define them as having read too many urban novels.

The crowded subway did not allow people to discuss these topics, and women A and B had long since been crowded out of the crowd. The congestion of the subway every day is a part of life, in fact, it is nothing to crowd or anything, it is people's eyes, and recently there are a lot of strange people who are distracted and absent-minded, and occasionally there will be strange smiles.

Being squeezed onto the glass wall of the carriage and squeezing his face into a meat bun is a normal day, and if it is not like this, he will feel uncomfortable.

The sound of a mechanical watch is unusually clear.

My intuition tells me that some danger is approaching, but the brain doesn't want to admit it, it just wants to get to its destination quickly. My nose sniffed hard at the dangerous smell, and then through the reflection of the glass wall of the subway, I seemed to see a strange scene.

A puff of smoke spread through the air, forming the shape of a skeleton, and then disappeared above the person's head, as if it had penetrated into the person's skull.

I suddenly thought of the subway rumors! Blinking your eyes vigorously, could it be a hallucination? Don't believe in yourself very much,

But some people started screaming, the carriage was a mess, and I was stuck to the window wall and couldn't move.

The subway seems to have really happened to the urban legend that Woman A and Woman B said.

Caught off guard, it seemed as if the man with mental problems cried and rolled to my feet. He jerked his head up, lifted a dirty face with tears in his eyes, cracked his lips, and stretched out his claws to me! But how could I let him succeed, and I was about to be caught by him, I squeezed my body hard, and suddenly his lips cracked and smiled

"Are you sure, haven't you done anything bad?"

What are you doing, why do you ask such a question, I kicked him mercilessly with a clear conscience.

At this time, the subway began to shake violently, and then stopped, and the voice of the station announcer came from the subway, "Pingjin is here, please get off." ”

Not my destination at all, I was squeezed off the subway by the chaos of people, damn it, the car drove away and took the weird guy with me.

I couldn't take my eyes off the extremely hideous face that flashed by, and I froze in place, my brain in extreme confusion.

People are right, there have been a lot of people who have behaved strangely lately. Fortunately, it was just a false alarm, and it was indeed as rumored that it did not cause any actual damage, at most it was a little numb to the scalp.

Whether or not to go to work is the most headache.

The subway station acted like nothing had happened, and I don't know when it started, but I learned to turn a blind eye.

Work is like a dark creature, the overlord of the steel forest, and everyone must obey it, even if their hearts are full of disgust, they must be greeted with a smile. Shouldn't it be a canary or a golden phoenix? Why did it turn into a black crow? The black crow swirled in my mind, turning into the boss's face, whining and releasing a talisman-like charm.

Extremely sad feelings wrapped around me, I don't know when it began, the emotion of escape was like a thicker and thicker coat, wrapping me thicker and thicker, and I began to pant hard.

I turned on my phone and crackled a line: 'Boss, I'm sorry, I was attacked by the subway and was frightened, I asked you for a leave of absence. ’

With a long sigh, he threw his phone into his bag, and no matter how he looked, he didn't see a glimmer of hope.

I have no way back but work.

I thought that this oriental world with beautiful mountains and seas would be different, but I really didn't expect that this world, every place is very similar, and the pain is the same, but here it is dressed in a more gorgeous coat. I chose the east far from home, the trees, mountains and seas, the cruise terminal, the large pansies and wild lilies are in full bloom, and the mist lingers above the high-rise buildings, and suddenly the fairy island descends on the world. At night, the marigold lights are in a variety of colors, and under the black matte dark curtain, they are even more dazzling.

But the ocean that once cleansed the soul became muddy, and the nightmares that I wanted to get rid of came one after another, becoming clearer and clearer.

A vague figure looked at me, unable to see her eyes, she opened her mouth and said, "Susan, how are you doing?" ”

The body was woken up by the cold wind, only to find that the palms of his hands were full of dense beads of sweat.

The edited text message didn't go out, and I fled to the beach.

In front of me is the endless sea, the sea has already covered the soles of my feet, and I just fell asleep. Inexplicably, the girl named Yiyi came to mind and remembered that she was a childhood playmate who had not been able to contact her for a long time. Everyone has changed places to live, and they can't be contacted, so it's normal, I miss her a little.

Also, Yiyi knows that I have a lover, will she be happy for me?

I remember when I first arrived in this strange city, it was also the same winter as now, and before I knew it, the time was almost a year, and the more I was about to reunite my family, the more sensitive I became. Tears will involuntarily freeze on the face, freezing two blood-red marks.

To me, Bu Yu is like the warm sun in winter, an oxygen that I desperately need to breathe in.

In addition to work, Bu Yu is my only support, and I don't want to lose Bu Yu, so I have to work, and it was a sister who taught me this. And Bu Yu is a person who is tempted because of need.

The first time I arrived in this strange city, I escaped. In winter, he is always hit by the cold wind, and his thin and petite body, wrapped in a lot of dirty clothes that are large in his body, trembling and walking in the empty alleys of thousands of lights, dragging his aimless feet.

Suddenly, he was stopped by a sudden roadblocker.

A tall man stood in front of his body, draped the clothes in his hand over the girl, and his body was so close that it was an irresistible feeling.

The girl who was almost unconscious from the cold was me, and the person who stood in the way was Bu Yu.

"An extra piece of clothing, it will be a little warmer." It's a man with a somewhat hoarse voice and a bit of a gentleman.

"I've been following you for a long time." He continued: "Would you like to eat something? ”

I nodded, in response. In fact, my stomach is already hungry and growling non-stop, and my self-esteem has always been vulnerable in front of a hungry stomach.

The first time I came into contact with a restaurant decorated with flowers, the desserts were so beautiful that it was impossible to try them. The goblet with the red liquid glows like a rainbow,

"What's your name?" He asked, handing me a cut of snack with a fork.

A little shy, my voice trembling a little "Susansan" I responded.

"It's a good name, eat it, I've already eaten it."

"Yes"

I wanted to say thank you, but thank you came to my lips and became en.

The knife and fork reflected a sharp and dazzling silver light, and his side face was angular, but I only dared to peep at him secretly.

He seemed to know that I was peeking at him, and his eyes grew more and more sad.

The orange light casts a soft color on the face, and the sadness and warmth make people feel distressed.

"That cashmere jacket is a relic of my deceased wife, you wear it properly, give it to you, can you promise to help me keep it well?"

If he is rejected, will the tears in his eyes roll down?

It seems that it is not appropriate to say anything except 'en'.

I chewed the food in my mouth slowly, the air was quiet at the moment, and he was waiting for my answer.

"Sanshan, it's okay to refuse me. Sorry, you really look like her. ”

Is it like a deceased wife? I envy that woman for having such a considerate and warm husband, and a life that I could never have dreamed of. Was it her, who has died, who arranged for me to wander to this city, and then met by him? If yes, then I want to carry her share and live again.

Bu Yu is considered a local upper-class person, living in a house by the sea and a car with a lot of space, and I am young and beautiful with nothing. Because I looked like a strange woman, I deserved to be his wife, and I started a new life in the city as Mrs. Bu.

The feeling of kissing, the blurred figure kept caressing the body, and beyond the entangled figure was the room with the walls dyed red by large poppies......

"Susan, are you okay? You okay? You okay? You're still ......."

Ghostly greetings haunt me all the time.

Yes!

Even when I returned home and slept next to Bu Yu, this ghostly greeting was still everywhere, especially when I closed my eyes.

If it's just a simple dream, maybe there's nothing strange about it, the strange thing is that every picture is repeated in the dream one after another, and the vague figure that has been repeated, I think, the figure that is entangled with me in the dream should be Yiyi. But in the dream, only her blurred face could be seen. Such a blurry face is more and more missed, but the red poppies always remind me of my powerlessness. It is indeed difficult to completely seal away the past, and the more you care, the more it permeates life.

I won't let go of even my dreams.

I was awakened from a dream, and my body was already soaked with sweat. Outside the window was the night shrouded in dark clouds, and Bu Yu's snoring was very soft, and he shook his body suddenly, as if he was experiencing something.

I have this situation frequently, it may be caused by work pressure, ridiculous, I used to yearn for work, I was actually knocked down by work, I, I, everyone's disdainful eyes flashed in my mind, twisted my neck in disgust, I don't want to be suspicious of everyone, it may be that I am too sensitive.

"Haven't you slept yet?"

It was Bu Yu's voice.

"I, I want to drink water." I replied hesitantly.

"Hmmm......"

He rolled over and went back to sleep.

In the bedroom, there was a beautiful chandelier with a golden cat statue and a green cat looking straight at me. After drinking water, I feel a little sleepy,

When the morning really came, I felt the panic of time.

Bu Yu rubbed his sleepy eyes and asked with a look of surprise, "What happened last night?" ”

He hesitated to answer Bu Yu's question, and seemed to have made up a lot of determination before he squirmed his lips and said, "I remembered what happened before. ”

Bu Yu's expression was very strange, he looked at me with an affectionate expression, and said, "You know, I like your mysterious feeling, so please don't go on......"

He gasped and buried his head in my chest, breathing more and more rapidly.

Bu Yu like this is always impossible to refuse.

suddenly

'Di Di Di'

It's the sound of your phone.

"Scared! Your phone always scares me. Bu Yu, who was working, shook and collapsed on top of me.

Bu Yu, who was disturbed by his mobile phone, looked resentful, I took the opportunity to push him away, he let go of me, and his interest disappeared completely.

"Who sent the message early in the morning? Don't you know what will disturb other people's important things? ”

Bu Yu said this, but the sour smell in the air filled the whole room.

At this moment, I bit the corner of my mouth, trying to hide the snickering expression, although I wanted to hug this sour jade, but my hand still opened the phone against my will.

What is it?

The screensaver of the phone was supposed to be a super cute white rabbit, no matter how you pressed the buttons at the moment, it didn't jump out, and, the screen with an obvious fluorescent feeling was black.

Will it be a mobile phone virus?

I was about to turn around and ask Bu Yu, who was already getting dressed, for help, when a few fluorescent fonts suddenly popped up on the screen of my phone. 'Hello, welcome to the game of malicious revenge, you are player number 655. ’

Malicious revenge game? Recently, the push of mobile game APP is indeed varied, and there are not a few people who install it without the consent of the owner. But the words of malicious revenge are like an ominous dark cloud, shrouded in my heart.

The sky and the phone seemed to be a little wrong, the cloudless blue sky outside the window suddenly flashed a bolt of lightning, the sky instantly overcast, obviously it was early morning, for a moment, it was like returning to the evening.

I wanted to call Bu Yu to help me, but suddenly, a little white dazzling light appeared on the mobile phone screen, and the dazzling white light point rotated rapidly, and I felt that my body was sucked into a world composed of dense white light points, and my eyes were dizzy, and I lost consciousness in an instant. A cold voice rang in my ears.

"Game on, Susan Shan, please enter the world of your personal memories."