Chapter 59: Unpreparedness and fickleness

These words came out of his mouth, and it may really not matter to him, just touching his mouth up and down, even if he is seen, as a high-ranking president, who dares to say something?

But I'm different, I face gossip every day, and I'm poked and pointed at by others, as a doctor, reputation is still very important.

So I said, "No, I have my own house." ”

When I finished speaking, I noticed that Shi Xiangnan's expression became more and more condensed, as if the sun was just on a sunny day and suddenly it was overcast.

"He Anning, you have such a big tone, it seems that there is nothing that can't be done, so what are you looking for me to do about divorce?" Shi Xiangnan turned around as he spoke, standing majestically in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window of the conference room. I was immediately choked by his words, and I was speechless.

Yes, yes, after I came back to my senses, I realized that the tone of refusal may have been a little blunt before, obviously people have good intentions, I don't speak through my brain, but I let the dignified president be poured cold water, presumably no one has ever been able to break out like I just did, if time can be reversed, I really want to pinch the grunt.

Shi Xiangnan turned his back to me, and I couldn't see the expression on his face at the moment, so I hurriedly explained: "That, I'm just a little anxious to talk like that, you don't know at all, I was misunderstood by others between me and you, how much impact did it have on me, I walked on the road to the hospital, everyone's eyes were looking at me with curious and gossipy glasses, how else can I carry out my work, the hospital is just a sub-hospital of your group, you won't be here all year round, of course you don't care." ”

When I said this, the fingers of my two hands rubbed each other, I was wronged, I was very wronged.

He didn't reply to me, and after a long time, he slowly turned around, staring at me with a pair of narrow eyes: "You mean I have caused you a lot of trouble?" ”

cough cough cough ~ This man, I almost choked on my own saliva when I heard him say this, how can I say it so blatantly, although it means so, but how can I be embarrassed to admit that this is the truth.

I didn't get angry with him, and I was angry and threatened me to fire my good friend, which would not be worth the loss, so I quickly showed weakness.

"No... No, you misunderstood, that's not what it meant. "I feel powerless to explain now, and my tongue is getting knotted.

I looked at Shi Xiangnan, but he didn't say anything more, but chose to sit down, his legs folded, his arms on the handlebar, and he looked at me as if he were nothing.

It seemed that he was waiting for me to continue, so I had to think about it again, and then I turned these words over and over again in my head like a pancake, and then whispered.

"That's right, before I got married, I had a house that I lived in with my sister, and now she lives in the hospital because of her illness all the year round, and this house is empty, so I packed up and moved back. Zeng Xiru made such a fuss in the hospital before, which made me gossip a lot, and after you took me to the emergency room that night, there was some gossip between me and you, so I will refuse your kindness in order to work more securely in the future. ”

Now I can only say this, after all, I didn't have a good name with him, and he didn't tell me to be his girlfriend, so I blatantly moved in with him, so that others knew, and even more ugly things could be said.

I think no matter which woman it is, as long as Shi Xiangnanken gives her a place to live, no one should refuse directly like me, unless I feel that my brain is in water.

This time, Shi Xiangnan was not as angry as Fang Cai, on the contrary, the coldness in his eyes only became a little milder.

I rubbed my chest, suddenly felt less nervous, since I knew Shi Xiangnan's true identity, I often felt that the communication with him made me scratch my head, maybe because of his identity made me unconsciously a little awe.

Finally, at the last moment, he stood up and took a cup of extremely strong black coffee, drank it slowly, and said coldly: "Okay, I respect your ideas, you can do it yourself." ”

He didn't look at me again during the whole process, and they all said that women are fickle, but I also felt that this man was changing so fast that I was really caught off guard when I faced him.

If I stood here again, I felt embarrassed to death, and he didn't say to let me go, nor did he say that he wanted to keep me here, so I could only calm down and whisper: "If it's okay, I'll go back to the hospital first, and there are still patients who need me to go to the ward rounds." ”

Immediately, Xiang Nan drank the whole cup of coffee, picked up the suit he had taken off earlier, and looked at me lightly: "It's just right, I'm going home, and I'll send you by the way." ”

Thinking that the mid-level villa and the hospital are almost one south and one north, how can I not reach the way, I simply whispered when I got off the elevator: "Don't be so troublesome, you are working overtime and having a meeting, hurry up and go back to rest, I will take a taxi back to the hospital by myself." ”

He looked at me with a pale and even weak look, but he still looked at me with lower eyes.

I saw that his expression was not quite right, so I looked at him with some weakness: "You... What's wrong, what's wrong with your body? ”

As a result, the response I got was just a cold sentence: "Take care of yourself!" ”

Hearing him say this, I was really stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt that I had lost face, and my life was a mess, first I was sick before, then I broke my feet, and now I am divorced, which is enough to worry about people, how can I still have the heart to care about others.

I came out of the elevator one after the other, and probably he also thought that my legs and feet were temporarily unstable, so he simply slowed down in front of me.

It wasn't until Fu Chen parked the car in front of us that he sat in the car coldly, and I still had to struggle with how to refuse him, he suddenly pressed the window down, and said with a pale face: "Get in the car." ”

Seeing him like this, I was a little cowardly, although Fu Chen was by his side, but seeing him sickly, I still couldn't leave him alone, so I had to get into the car stupidly.

After getting into the car, Fu Chen took out a bottle of mineral water from the car, and also took out a bottle of medicine from his pocket and handed it to Shi Xiangnan, and he quickly finished eating and leaned on the back seat, lowering his eyes.

I glanced at the name on the vial, and saw that lansoprazole was clearly written on it, and I gasped.

It was already half an hour later when the car drove to the entrance of the hospital, and Shi Xiangnan had been leaning on his seat with his eyes closed, looking much better than half an hour ago, at least not so white.

I didn't wake him up, but when I picked up my bag and was about to get out of the car, I turned my head and asked Fu Chen: "I saw that he was uncomfortable, and he took lansoprazole again, does he also have stomach problems?" ”

Fu Chen looked like he wanted to speak and stopped, glanced at Shi Xiangnan, who was closing his eyes, and finally opened his mouth and said: "Miss He, Mr. Shi has been working overtime since last night and has not eaten a drop of water, and he has the habit of reading documents and drinking coffee, so it is very bad to drink coffee on an empty stomach, if it goes on like this, it is easy to relapse the old disease, and not long ago, Shi always had reflux esophagitis caused by stomach bleeding......"

I lowered my eyes and looked at him, Shi Xiangnan, you are obviously a big president, and the times are not without people, you work so hard overtime, and your body is so broken, why bother.

No wonder he was nervous about me when I had a stomach problem, because it turned out to be a sympathy.

I wanted to get out of the car and leave directly, but when I thought of Fu Chen's sentence "reflux esophagitis caused by stomach bleeding", I couldn't let him go inexplicably.

I don't know what kind of state of mind I am, Shi Xiangnan's car has been driving a long distance, I am still standing at the gate of the hospital quietly watching, until the car disappeared into the traffic without a trace, I slowly turned around and left.

……

Thinking that my life was too messy some time ago, I neglected my sister a little, so after returning to the office, I changed into my white coat and headed for the cardiac surgeon.

She hadn't been awake for a long time, probably because God also thought that my recent life was a little tired, so when I went to see her one day, I heard that she had just woken up.

Maybe I haven't seen me for a few days, and when I see me, I smile brightly, but seeing her like this, my heart is really uncomfortable.

"Hey, I haven't seen you in a long time, why do you come here like I owe you money." My sister didn't forget to tease me.

"You can still joke, it's just okay, you've been getting lazy lately, aren't you sleeping a little too much?" I responded with some feigned displeasure.

My sister heard the meaning of my words, so she smiled softly at me, and when I sat down, she was half-lying and pulled me: "Okay, sister promises you, next time you will sleep less or no sleep, okay?" ”

I looked at her with some sour feelings, and by the way, I stretched out my little thumb and bent in front of her: "Okay, then you are the talker."

She slowly reached out and exchanged hands with me, then turned around and struggled to pull out a passbook from behind the pillow for me.

"These are all for you, anyway, my sister won't need them in the future."

When she said this, I immediately felt that this passbook suddenly became like a big stone, and it was so heavy that I could not breathe.

"An Ning, I think if you don't have a suitable heart, then don't wait any longer, the waiting time is too long, my sister is tired, I go to the intensive care unit again and again, and I come back from the ghost door again and again, just let me fend for myself."

I listened to her words, and for a while, my heart was full of panic, and I felt very sad, and I was a little unhappy: "Sister, don't think about it, of course the heart is not when you want to have it, no matter when, we have to wait, I will not let go of any chance, you too, you know?" ”

So I returned the passbook she gave me, continued to put it under her pillow, and then bowed my head and said: "Sister, in fact, I blame me all these years, blame me for failing to protect you well, so that you are often harassed and cause your condition to worsen, if you are really left to fend for yourself, I will spend the rest of my life in self-blame, I know you can't bear to see me like this, you will live well." ”

"Tranquility ......"

"Sister, we don't have a mother, are you really willing to leave me alone to live?"