Chapter 111: Ideological Struggle
Xi Zhiyi's silence was enough to confirm everything she said, he didn't dare to look at her, his heart was empty.
"I'm sorry!" After a long time, his apology rang out.
I'm sorry...... What is this sorry for? I'm sorry for her before, or I'm sorry for the lies he told. But either way, she couldn't accept it.
"If you want to go, I won't stop you."
I don't know why, I feel uncomfortable when I hear his words, don't you just fight for it and explain it? It doesn't matter if she goes or stays, doesn't she even want to keep it?
I was also very unhappy in my heart, so I said a little angrily: "Okay, I'll go!" β
Xi Zhiyi was not hindered by her leaving, what qualifications did he have to stop it, and what face did he have to stop it.
Walking aimlessly on the street, Qu Tiantian recalled the experience with his 'ex-girlfriend' that Xi Zhiyi told at that time, and remembered that he asked her if she was willing to choose to forgive, and she gave him a negative answer without hesitation.
In fact, at that time, he was purely trying to test her tone, standing in the position of an outsider, how would she choose. Probably because she refused too decisively, he was unwilling to recognize her, told her true identity, and told the truth.
So he took every opportunity to get close to her, get closer to her, tell them about their past, and tell about the 'ex-girlfriend'. Knock on the side and test her tone many times, substituting those memories for her.
An unexpected acquaintance, she cheekily chased him all over the campus, played the first job in her life for him, began to hide everything from her family for him, changed from a good girl to a rebellious woman, regardless of the opposition of her family, and even if she wanted to cut off contact with her family, she had to be with him.
Fate built another wall between them, and he had an accident, and she gave him her cornea in exchange for an even greater catastrophe. And the final solution of this mystery was still in that situation, and she also lost a child because of it, a child, that is a life!
Although there are thousands of misunderstandings, misses, or helplessness, whether it is him or her who is wrong, there is no way to undo it all now.
Even if she didn't recover her memory, she really couldn't do it without caring about such a profound experience, it was her, she had experienced it before.
If she said hate, she must have hated it at that time, but in the experience she had, he brought more good memories to herself. She was conflicted, entangled, and although she couldn't accept everything with an open heart, she really couldn't hate him.
Thinking of the nervousness and maintenance he felt about herself when she was besieged by those online public opinions. She went on a trip, he put everything down to accompany her, she was injured, his eyes and face were full of distress, as if it was worse than his own injury. When an accident happens, he can push her away without hesitation, preferring to let his body block it.
What kind of feelings can make him risk his own life......
Qu tilted a flash of inspiration in his mind, he could not even want his life for her, and she could also give up the light for him, give up seeing the whole world, why do you love each other, but still hurt?
No matter what happened before, she doesn't have so much hatred now, and now Xi Zhiyi is still lying on the hospital bed, which is all to remind her that he is for her!
Her heart became a little clear for a moment, she could be sure of her feelings, so in this case, what was she thinking about? She turned and ran back.
When she ran to the ward, she was shocked to find that the bed was empty and the sheets were neatly tidied up.
I ran to the nurse's station and asked the nurse, "Hello, I want to ask where the patients in ward 1 have gone." β
"He's out of the hospital."
Discharge! "I mean Xi Zhiyi from Ward 1."
The nurse also looked at the computer screen to confirm, "That's right, I'm talking about patient Xi Zhiyi." β
"He was in the room half an hour ago."
"He really hasn't been gone for long."
Not long ago? Is it because he was angry, so he was angry and wanted to be discharged from the hospital? But how did he leave? As he is now, someone will come and pick him up.
Duan Yunian! Yes, he must be the only one. I took out my phone and wanted to call him, damn it, what a coincidence, the phone ran out of battery at this time.
Go home, he must be home, he looks like this, Yu Nian will definitely not send him somewhere else.
Qu Tiantian ran all the way, and finally got a car on the side of the road and ran to his house.
In fact, after Duan Yunian received a call from Xi Zhiyi that he wanted him to pick him up and be discharged from the hospital, he immediately called Qu Tiantian, he just moved in yesterday, and his condition is not stable today, so why did he have to be discharged from the hospital?
He wanted to ask Qu Tian to find out what was going on, but her phone was turned off and could not be contacted, and under Xi Zhiyi's urging, he could only rush to the hospital and take him home at his strong request.
When he arrived home and dropped off his luggage, he ordered him to be evicted.
When Qu Tiantian arrived at his house, there was no one in the living room, but his slippers were not on the shoe rack, so they must be on his feet, so she went upstairs.
The door was not closed, there was still a crack, and the moment she grasped the doorknob, she suddenly became nervous, she did not dare to push the door open, she did not know how to face him.
As soon as he let go of his hand, he bounced back and made a sound, Xi Zhiyi heard the movement, but he didn't see anyone, he knew that the person standing at the door was her, without any reason, he just knew, that is, he decided.
"Tilt, it's you, right!"
Qu Tiantian clasped her hands tightly, her palms sweated involuntarily, and her feet seemed to be hanging a thousand pounds, so that she couldn't take a step.
Suddenly hearing him snort, Qu Tiantian pushed open the door and ran in, only to see that the white gauze was bright red, how could there be so much blood, isn't it stitches?
"I'll call someone right away."
As soon as he stood up, his arm was grabbed by a big hand, and the whole person fell into a warm embrace, "It's good for you to come back!" β
A simple sentence of 'it's good if you come back' knocked straight into Qu Tiantian's heart, although there were only five words, but it contained too much in Qu Tian's listening, he was afraid, he was afraid that she would never come back if she left.
At this moment, the softness in his heart was touched, and now he is just a fragile man, not the president of the high-ranking Zhiyi Group, nor the pride and conceit of the so-called man, so he makes Qu Tiantian feel distressed.
Reach out and wrap your arms around his waist and hold him tightly. She has been chasing for so long, loving for so long, and giving so many men, she has to firmly believe in her original vision, since she has determined it, then it is him! Even if there is a cliff in front of her, even if history will still repeat itself, even if she is going to fall to pieces, she will admit it.
"I thought that I might be her, but those things made me difficult to accept for a while, but I couldn't let go of you, I couldn't hate you, and I didn't care about you."
Listening to her crying voice, Xi Zhiyi stroked her back distressedly, "It's my fault, it's all my fault, I shouldn't lie to you, I should tell you everything when I meet you in the mall, I'm sorry!" β
He kept apologizing, and could feel his guilt and helplessness. Qu Tian's hands around his waist tightened a little.
"Don't say sorry anymore, don't do anything sorry for me again, those bad experiences will let it disappear with my lost memory, let's not mention it again, okay?"
"Good!"
What she did not want to recall, he would avoid mentioning it, and there would never be any more unpleasant things in the future, and he would give her double everything he owed her in the past.
"But, why did you want Xu An to take me away?" Qu Tiantian suddenly raised his head from Xi Zhiyi's arms, with two tear stains on his face, and looked at Xi Zhiyi with teary eyes and asked, "Why did you come to me for so long." β
This Xi Zhiyi is really wronged and couldn't be more wronged, "If it is within my control, how can I let him take you away, at that time they all hid from me that you were being treated in the hospital, in fact, you have been secretly sent to the United States." After I know the truth, there is no way to find out your whereabouts, Hua Xu'an and he have planned everything.
I've been looking for you since you left, and I've run out of connections and entrusted a lot of search experts, but he really protected you so well that I couldn't find a clue. I finally found information about you in the hospital that time, but unexpectedly, when Yu Nian and I found Hua's family, Hua Xu'an actually took you away one step earlier. β
It seems to make sense to say this, Xu An has indeed been very careful to protect her, I thought I was really just afraid that she would get lost in a foreign country, but I didn't expect it to be so.
That's embarrassing for him, he suddenly disappeared without a trace, after looking for her for so long, he finally found a clue but said that he was broken, and he was probably going crazy at that time.
"What would you do if I really fell in love with Xu An during that time and really became husband and wife with him?" After all, she really believed that she was Xu'an's fiancΓ©e at that time.
Xi Zhiyi smiled firmly, "You won't, except for me, you can't fall in love with anyone else!" β
He was confident, "Oh? Is it? Why? Xu An is no worse than you, he is also very good, he is the best of the younger generation, such a charming person, especially when I get along with him all day and night, why can't I fall in love with him? β
"Because ......"