Chapter 189: Trapped by the net he cast
Shi Xiangnan's voice is particularly good, not only low and rich, but also magnetic.
I still remember the first time I met him, the sudden hearing of his voice made my heart beat wildly, so his voice always tempted me.
But everything that had happened these days and the divorce settlement on the table reminded me clearly, so I stared at him: "How can this pain compare to the pain in my heart." ”
The moment the words fell, I could clearly feel the hand that landed on my shoulder froze.
But he quickly withdrew his hand, and continued to stand in front of me and look at me with an indifferent face, and said, "What kind of settlement do you want?" ”
I walked around him to the desk and picked up the divorce agreement that the lawyer had placed on the table, and since the divorce was divorced, I had to read all the terms clearly.
After reading it, I turned to him and asked, "Why did you suddenly figure it out and agree to give me half of the shares?" ”
I clearly remember his expression when I asked for shares, and even tried to persuade me to give up when I moved out, but after only a few hours, he agreed very calmly and generously.
"If you don't give it, will you sign it?" Shi Xiangnan turned around and looked at me with the corners of his mouth hooked.
Well, I only have this request, and I will hold on to it and never give up.
I bit my lip and finally asked the question he had been entangled in my heart for a long time: "Why did you help me divorce and marry me with all your might?" Why didn't you marry Lin Nianxuan early in the morning, why bother wasting this year with me? ”
"It's coming to an end, there's no need to ask about it again."
Hearing him say this, I still felt uncomfortable in my heart, he didn't tell me anything, even if I stood in front of him and asked directly, he didn't want to tell me, I felt more and more that it was what Shi Xinting said.
I shook my head vigorously, and tears still flowed out of my eyes: "Shi Xiangnan or me, you can agree to give me the shares so happily because you feel that you are taking advantage of me, so you want to compensate me." ”
He didn't speak, and smiled silently, but this smile looked bitter.
I think I have to accept what Shi Xinting said, and all my expectations and love for him collapsed at this moment.
When Xiang Nan reacted, I took the pen and quickly signed the divorce agreement, and then I smashed the pieces of paper directly on him.
I stepped back step by step, looked at the man in front of me, who was already a stranger, shook his head and said: "It's already this point, you really don't need to hide it from me, and you don't need to lie to me, you approach me and marry me, just because my relationship with Shen Yuexin can let you find a contradiction to help your parents out of this breath, but I am also a victim, have you ever thought about my feelings?" It's your own business how you want to get out of this breath, but why do you provoke me? ”
Shi Xiangnan's expression was still very calm, and if he had to say that there was any change, he could only frown slightly.
He was almost indifferent to what I said, I don't know if he didn't want what Shi Xinting said before or if he still had fantasies about Shi Xiangnan, and always hoped that he could refute when I said this, but at this moment this bayonet stabbed me deeply in the heart, and even slashed twice in the heart.
Look, he's really ruthless, he doesn't say a word, he doesn't explain, this can be regarded as a tacit acquiescence.
Shi Xiangnan suddenly walked over and stretched out his hands to hold my shoulders, but I calmly shook his hand away: "Please also respect yourself, I have just signed, don't have such physical contact with my ex-wife, I don't want to provoke Mr. Shi's current wife for no reason." ”
After saying this, his expression became ugly, and he was gloomy as if he was angry with me.
Is it angry to say such a sentence? Speaking of Lin Nianxuan, did it really make him so unhappy?
What about me? Who cares about my unhappiness and my anger?
Seeing him like this, I continued with some annoyance: "I naively thought that you couldn't see me being bullied by Shen Yuexin and Wang Mingcheng, so I took so much trouble to cast a big net to catch those two people, at that time I hugged you happily, my heart was moved, and there was warmth, I told myself in my heart, look, you have met such a good man, but you must not let him down, but now that I think about it, I am really completely trapped by your net, I can't get out, and I have never entered, Right? ”
He still didn't answer me, that's how I was when I was with him, I always talked to myself, and he wouldn't say a word for a long time.
Now that I think about it, it's really ridiculous, people never took me seriously, it was just my wishful thinking, and when it came to separation, he didn't want to say a word to me, and he didn't know how to fail like this.
At this time, I was a little dizzy and pestle on the table, and I closed my eyes and slowed down.
Shi Xiangnan walked over quickly and grabbed my wrist, just wanted to hold me, I quickly dodged, and gasped coldly: "Let go... The way you look will make me think that you are reluctant to me. ”
He stared at me tightly, his eyes burning like they were about to burn me.
"He Anning, you'd better learn to take care of yourself as soon as possible, not everyone is obliged to take care of you, the people around you will leave you one by one over time, so you have to be strong."
What does it mean to say this?
Do you think that if I leave He Anning, I will not be able to live a good life?
Is he really big-faced, thinking that everyone will seek death for him?
It's a pity that I won't, if it had been before, I didn't know anything, none of this happened, maybe he left me, I would be sad, I wouldn't be able to live a good life.
But now it's different, everything has changed, and I know that he doesn't love me at all, so why should I hurt myself for him.
I shook off his hand fiercely: "I always worry when I don't work, and I naturally live a good life when I don't meet Mr. Shi, so I will live this single life well, and I will never let myself spend the rest of my life in vain." ”
I didn't think my words would stimulate him, but he stared at me with a serious face, and even shouted, "He Anning! ”
I was almost forced to retreat to the corner by his eyes, leaning against the wall, I choked up a little: "I don't want to dwell on Qin Yanran's affairs, I don't need to fight with a dead man, but Shi Xiangnan, I used to focus too much on you and ignore other things that are more important to me, you are so powerful, so omnipotent, how can you not find someone who wanted to spend 100 million to buy my life at that time?" The reason is that that woman is the person you want to protect, so you have been hiding it from me, that person is Lin Nianxuan, right? ”
I just stared at him like that, hoping he would give me a reply.
This time I showed my determination, but I also saw a determination in his eyes.
Eventually, he condensed his face and told me, "Yes." ”
I couldn't hold my emotions all of a sudden, and I instantly felt that the man standing in front of me had become so strange.
If what Xiang Nan did to me before dragged me from a high position, then his admission at this moment sent me to hell.
I leaned against the wall with my eyes closed, but he tried to hold my shoulder: "Actually, many things are hidden from you as a last resort." ”
I shook off his hand with all my might, and sneered, "Forced to do it? Did someone put a knife holder around your neck and told you not to tell me? Shi Xiangnan, don't make excuses, I'd rather you tell me plainly now than listen to how helpless you are. ”
"He Anning, Lin Zheting helped me when I was desperate, I can't ignore this kindness, I told you, if you want revenge, what do you want me to do? Many things are not as simple as you think, Lin Nianxuan is not simple, and the Lin family behind him is not simple, I need to see the consequences at every step before I can go on. Like you said, I help you get rid of Shen Yuexin and Wang Mingcheng, which is also equivalent to helping myself, every step I take is planning for myself, do you see me clearly now? ”
He did this when he went south, how could I still not see clearly?
I saw it clearly, I was blind for so long, and finally saw the strange man in front of me completely when I got divorced.
If it weren't for being here, it would be really hard to imagine that Shi Xiangnan's every word was so hurtful.
My tears are no longer falling down without obeying the call, obviously they are all divorced, why bother shedding tears for this extremely bad man.
I tried my best to wipe my tears with the back of my hand, but the tears were like a flood that broke the embankment, and the more I wiped it, the more fierce it became, and finally when I couldn't control it, I leaned against the wall and slowly squatted down to let it flow to its heart's content.
Shi Xiangnan's expression did not change, still cold, still frowning deeply, and slowly squatted down in front of me.
He reached out and straightened the ends of my somewhat messy hair, and wiped the tears from my face with his warm fingertips.
I really hate this man, the more he is like this, the more I am a little overwhelmed, he suddenly hugged me, and his big hand immediately stroked it, but only then touched my back, and then he took it back.
We were in such a stalemate, I didn't resist, but tears kept flowing, and I choked up: "Shi Xiangnan, I just want to know, what is your attitude towards me, have you ever loved me for so long, except for using it?" ”
I don't know what I'm doing when I ask this, maybe it's unwilling, maybe there's still that little fantasy in my heart, but when he speaks, this little fantasy also comes to naught, and finally disillusionment.
"We're divorced, does it still make sense to ask any of this?"
I stared into his eyes, and he said this with a calm soundness, as if he was saying something that had nothing to do with me.
"yes, there's no point anymore, there's no point in everything." I laughed and pushed him away.
This man doesn't even bother to answer me a question now, what am I still doing here?
I immediately got up and walked hurriedly to leave, when I heard him whisper, "I'm sorry! ”