Chapter 4 Remembering the Past with Him
I was paralyzed by alcohol, and under the teasing of his eyes, my hand directly held the hard heat below him, and he instantly stiffened and looked at me, and a low and hoarse voice sounded in my ears: "Are you sure you want to provoke me?" ”
I confess that I was immediately bewildered by his sensual and seductive voice, and climbed into his ear with my own eyes: "Sure! ”
Then he picked him up and went to the hotel, who knew that as soon as he entered the hotel room, he was directly pressed under him.
When his fingers slid over my waist, I was a little conscious, instinctively cowardly, twisted under him, and said vaguely, "That... Forget it. ”
However, the man didn't seem to want to let me go, he hugged me tight, his breathing became rapid, and I could feel his powerful heartbeat.
He didn't give me a chance to escape, he slammed my lips hard, his hand slid all the way down on me, and when he touched me, I panicked.
With a hint of grievance, I wanted to push him away: "I still don't want it, sir, don't do this." ”
But this man, propping himself up with strong arms, looked at me condescendingly like a cold and arrogant king, and he sprayed in my ears with the smell of wine: "At this time, it is useless to regret it. ”
Before I could react, he forcibly continued to kiss me on the lips, and the more I resisted, the deeper he kissed.
Probably due to the invasion of alcohol, my boyfriend and other women suddenly appeared in my mind, which suddenly made my flustered heart bold.
At this moment, I felt my clothes peeling off one by one, and I was frantically tearing his clothes, his big palm directly caressing the softness of my chest, and then my body was as crisp and numb as if it had been overpowered.
The moment he rushed in, I felt a tremor in my body, and then he moved uncontrollably on me, almost breaking my bones.
So the clouds and rain lasted for a long time, like a cracked earth that had dried up for a long time, and he was crazy and indulgent in my body, as if he was about to pour out the desolation in his body for a while, and I was desperate to vent my madness.
In the next two years, this man and I became friends who didn't talk about feelings, didn't talk about love, didn't talk about transactions, didn't talk about money, twice a week, and some were just the kind of desires between adults.
He marked his phone number on my phone, noted Jason, and I told him my name was Helen.
When both parties have desires for each other, satisfy each other, and after waving their sleeves and dressing away, they are pitiful that they don't even say a word, but I unconsciously went away in this transaction.
I began to miss him every day, but when I met him he was indifferent, and I didn't want to express it, and finally I just closed my mouth and enjoyed the sex he brought me. The pleasure of falling in love.
I don't know anything about him, I only know the English name of the man in front of me, and I don't even know the Chinese name, but I know that he has money, to what extent, I am not interested, but I remember one night he offered me sexually, and unexpectedly did not go to the hotel, but asked the driver to pick me up and go to a half-mountain villa.