"Qingyao. Did you find it? ”

Another message popped up in the small window.

Lin Qingyao didn't know at that time, some authors were very comparative, and they would learn about other authors' data from the side.

"Hmm."

She didn't know if her subscription was good or bad, so she sent a screenshot of it.

After a few seconds, the other party replied: "It seems that the website is really sluggish in traffic, whether there is a recommendation or not, the subscription is almost the same." ”

At that time, Lin Qingyao didn't know the meaning of this sentence, until something disgusting happened later, she left and went to a relatively large station on the Internet that was suitable for newcomers.

There, although there are more authors than readers, everyone can get full attendance on Weibo by warming each other, although there have been very bad things, but for the first time, Lin Qingyao saw his book on the webpage.

After the text was pushed, Xiao Feng Tui, during that time, because there were no readers, my mood was very low, including my health was not very good, but I gritted my teeth and insisted on writing 6,000-10,000 words every day to survive.

After 300,000 words, there was still nothing to gain, until one day I received a text message from the mobile customer service, with my own book on it, and when I clicked in and saw a different new cover, frankly speaking, Lin Qingyao was still quite happy.

Later, I went to the infinite channel, but I didn't expect someone to chase it, and after a long time of breaking the update, I suddenly received a private chat from the editor one day, saying, "The copyright side thinks that your book has a prospect for film and television development, you fill in this IP report form, remember to restore the update." ”

It was at that time that I suddenly felt that it was good to do something without being mixed with interests.

Lin Qingyao settled in Yiwei, and understood that in addition to the text and cover, "Lingnan Flowers Are Blooming" was really cold at the beginning, and the readers in the comment area still came with the last book, cheering her on every day, and all kinds of grades were so bad that she once wanted to close the pen, during which there was a long and difficult period, which was called three nos. (No clicks, no recommendations, no readers.) ）

It is particularly ridiculous for many authors who have written essays.

Every day, I looked at the crazy collection that fell, and kept denying myself, at that time, Lin Qingyao asked himself: Is it that he writes rubbish, so no one wants to read it.

Later, I simply developed a negative mood of breaking the jar and breaking it.

Isn't there no reader? Isn't it dropped as soon as it is updated? Isn't there no recommendation?

I'll keep writing.

Anyway, I just want to write everything I express, and I don't just live by writing, I am firm in my goal, and I write a million books that will continue to be updated until the end.

I have completed the task, and the reader will watch it if he wants to read it, and he will not force it if he does not want to read it.

In front of outsiders, including writer friends who had chatted before, what a ridiculous insistence.

The child is lonely, but when the child is lonely, he will create a world of his own.

Once upon a time, I longed for someone to be able to understand my thoughts like myself, but what if there was no one?

I'd rather not have than perfunctory.

It's good to be worthy of yourself.

"Ah Xing."

Thinking of the past, Lin Qingyao tried his best not to let his tears fall, "I understand what you said." Despite the darkness of the world, I would like to believe in the light. ”

"You know what?" She smiled at him, "This road in life is very long, but there are very few people who are firm in their original intentions. ”

"It's like, when you used to film, you didn't want to rely on that kind of dirty means to quickly rise to the top, and I am the same."

We all know that we can avoid so many detours and use the fastest way to reach the height that others have worked hard for a long time behind our backs.

I'd rather have a harder process than change my original intention.

What if it's so cold that you shiver, at least you are by your side, as long as you are around, all problems can be solved.

"And—"

Lin Qingyao adjusted his emotions and said to the man, "You just said a little too sadly. ”

"In this world, although you may not get it if you work hard, but after working hard, you will live better than your previous self."

"If you don't want to change yourself, then you can only keep a bad self forever."

The circle is complicated.

Many people have changed their taste on the way to the same industry.

In order to cater to the public, do things you don't like, and change your original pure and good self.

Like, Ann Ye.

When she was An An who did not have an afternoon, she accompanied Lin Qingyao through the long stand-alone years, even in the later period, she could be seen in other big places.

What touched me was her perseverance.

And then -

People enter a circle and become indescribable monsters, even eroding their brains and becoming worldly.

The elegance of Baume & Mercier is understood only by themselves.

And the public, wearing tinted lenses, complimented on the surface, but behind it was full of laughter.

We are in such a circle, we can't change others, we can't cater to others, only we have our original intention, step on our strength, and step out of our own way.

It's been a long time since I've been able to talk so freely.

Lu Zhixing's words made Lin Qingyao put all his sighs into the cold palace: "Xiaoyou." You're still too simple, don't you know that everything now is based on money? Do you think that the poor can't even eat, can't solve the problem of food and clothing, and will learn from us to pretend to be high and talk about dreams? ”

"I'll prove it to you!"

The man shook his head and entered the elevator.

Maybe it was a long conversation that turned into a noisy war.

Lu Zhixing always takes a shower after every workout.

At this time, Lin Qingyao entered the cloakroom, and five minutes later, he changed his outfit and left the villa.

The wind by the sea in winter is cold to the bones.

I just came out angry, but I forgot to bring my mobile phone.

I don't know where the perseverance comes from, so I walked from the villa by the sea to the mouth of the old alley, asked the doorman for the key, and packed some luggage.

"Xiao Yaoyao, you're going to go far away."

"Hmm." Lin Qingyao didn't say too much to the doorman, "Go out and film." ”

"Xiao Yaoyao has become a big star now, it's just different."

The doorman waved at the petite shadow, "Next time you come, remember to sign my name." ”

"No problem."

Fortunately, a lot of the documents are at the Heiston Hotel.

After sorting out everything, Lin Qingyao went to the train station to buy a ticket to the south, looked at the crowd of people, and embarked on a journey without a destination.