I looked at Gu Wanwan with emotion and said helplessly: "This patient is probably my last patient in this hospital, let's go." ”

It's just that when I arrived at the emergency center and saw the person who was pushing him into the hospital bed, and his whole head was bloody and blurred, I was not so relaxed, and I was so surprised that my whole heart hung up, and when I saw the person's appearance, I couldn't even breathe.

I never thought that the last patient today would be Shi Xiangnan.

Shi Xiangnan was covered in blood, lying motionless on the bed, because he was shot in the head, he was in a coma, and the whole person lost consciousness.

"Brother Nan, Brother Nan", I called out to him, but he didn't respond at all.

Just as I was about to go to the emergency room for rescue, Qiao Chenfeng suddenly grabbed me from behind, and even said with some resentment: "He Anning, are you crazy?" He did that to you, are you sure you want to save him? ”

He stared at me with some disappointment: "You disappointed me too much, how can you always ignore your self-esteem in front of Shi Xiangnan, and save him from such a lowly person?" ”

I shook off his hand with all my might: "He is the person I once loved, even if he cuts me with a thousand knives and calculates everything, I can't watch him die, the doctor is benevolent, in other words, if it is Lin Nianxuan who is lying here today, I will try my best to save it." ”

With that, I turned around and went into the consultation room.

When I saw the person lying on this bed facing south, I felt like my heart was about to stop beating.

I didn't have time to ask Fu Chen what happened, I just watched his blood flow more and more, and I was a little helpless after so many years of being a doctor.

Watching the doctors in the emergency room rescue him, even his blood kept flowing out, I wished that the blood was mine.

All the doctors in the emergency room were trembling, I grabbed Shi Xiangnan's hand, put my face close to his, and almost cried and told him: "Brother Nan, you can't be so fragile, you can't die, you hurt me like this, I haven't got it back from you, how can you die so quickly." ”

But the silence of his expression made me more and more flustered.

At this moment, I don't even want to hate him, and any love-hate entanglement is not worth mentioning in the face of life and death.

I only heard the rescue doctor say to the nurse: "The breathing is very poor, get on the oxygen pump quickly." ”

"The blood pressure is very low, and the systole is 70."

"Oxygen saturation was not measured, pulse 110."

"I was also shot in the abdomen, there was internal bleeding, and I needed an emergency blood transfusion."

Hearing this, my heart twitched so badly that I couldn't imagine that one day he and I would say goodbye in this way.

Although I hated him to death, I was terrified when life and death were in front of me.

I don't know how I would hate him if there was no man in this world.

Without him, all my hatred is meaningless.

"Deputy He, the X-ray of the brain has come out, you can take a look."

I put away all my emotions and took a closer look at the film at the light. 下️

"What do you think, Vice Courtyard He?" The senior deputy director of the Department of Brain Surgery asked me with some concern.

I stared at the film, pointed to the part where I was shot, and told him: "It's not a problem to take out the bullet, because it doesn't hurt the nerves, but the problem is in the broken bone, because it's very close to the major artery, so it's dangerous when you take it out." ”

Although this operation was not too difficult for me, I had to face Shi Xiangnan, which was a torture and a test for me.

Looking at the man who was breathing weaker on the hospital bed, I wished that it was me who was lying on the bed now, I was really angry with myself, and I hated Shi Xiangnan when I said yes, why can't I hate it at this time.

The dean standing next to me saw my appearance, and finally couldn't help but speak: "Since there is no nerve injury, and he has bleeding in his body, then the spleen will be removed first, and then transferred to the brain surgery. ”

When the dean left, he didn't forget to comfort me: "You have dealt with more complicated situations than this, I believe you have no problem, since you have the opportunity to open his brain, it is better to just see what he is thinking in his head, how can such a good woman say let go." ”

After saying that, the dean sighed and left.

For others, it may be as simple as operating on a patient who has been shot, but for me, every decision is extremely difficult.

……

When I was ready to stand in front of Shi Xiangnan, I told myself that I had to face all this coldly, that his life was now in my hands, and that if he had the slightest mistake, he would not have gotten off this operating table.

I looked at Chen Xun, who was looking south for blood pressure while he was observing, and asked him in a low voice, "What will you do for someone if you love her?" ”

At this point, as I said this, I was holding a perforator and drilling my head to the south.

Chen Xun said with a smile while handing me the surgical forceps: "I will do a lot for her, she is happy that I am happy with her, she is unhappy, I will take her out to find fun, as long as she is happy, she can do whatever she wants, even if it is for me to die, I am willing." ”

"Deputy Director Gao, what about you?" Chen Xun turned his head to him and asked him when he handed me the high-speed pliers.

I took the high-speed forceps and was about to perform a craniotomy when I heard Deputy Director Gao's answer: "I, of course I married her, I love her and I will marry her and take care of her, what about you?" ”

"The periosteal pry is for me, I'm going to pry the skull open now." After I finished speaking to Chen Xun, I couldn't help pursing my lips and continued: "Just like you see this, at the most urgent moment, I will open my brain for him, even if there is little hope." ”

Everyone looked at me stunned: "You are still the greatest." ”

"Don't look at me, I'm going to take out the bone crush now, and give it to me with Janssen's bone forceps."

I carefully removed the two bone fragments, and then I gently pinched out the largest bullet with surgical forceps.

But the biggest danger of this operation is that the two largest bone fragments are pressed against the large veins.

I closed my eyes and almost breathlessly removed a piece of bone from a large vein.

But in the end, it caused a massive hemorrhage, and I almost took it upon myself to put a hemostat on his large vein.

"He Deputy Hospital, hemostats can only be used for ten minutes at most, otherwise Shi will always face paralysis even if he wakes up."

Of course I know this, but I can't help it, it's the only way out.

I looked up at Chen Xun: "Remind me every few minutes", and then I lowered my head and continued the operation.

At this time, the southward heartbeat is very abnormal, a large amount of oxygen enters, and the air in the ventricles needs to be pumped out.

"The hemostat has been going on for five minutes." Chen Xun reminded me anxiously.

I can't care so much about it, so I can only continue to operate.

Even if there are unimaginable consequences in the future, I am willing to bear it, after all, it is much better than death.

"Vice Courtyard He, it's been ten minutes."

Ignoring his reminders, I gathered all my spirit to stop the bleeding with a dressing.

At this moment, I was sweating profusely, and the assistant nurse wiped my sweat for me, and I continued to operate.

"It's been thirteen minutes, how long do you need it? It's too dangerous. Deputy Director Gao anxiously reminded me.

I immediately replied to him, and said very firmly, word by word: "Do you think I want to? He's the man I love the most, and I don't want to do it for one more second! If the hemostat is released now, do you know what the consequences of massive bleeding are? I will bear all the consequences of what I do now! ”

Instantly, the entire operating room became silent, and only the sound of the instruments could be heard.

When Chen Xun reminded me that it had been fifteen minutes since the hemostat, the bleeding finally stopped.

Faced with this scene, I let out a long sigh.

I was suddenly scared, I was afraid that my self-action would hurt him, I didn't know if I should continue, and I flinched a little when I looked at the broken bone on the computer.

I turned around and let my emotions ease, and tears even flowed down my cheeks.

Deputy Director Gao came over to comfort me: "Don't let yourself be too nervous, take it easy." ”

"Maybe my self-action won't help him, and it may hurt him." I looked helplessly at Shi Xiangnan.

"But if you can't control it, I believe no one can do it better than you, if you can't persevere, I can continue your operation, but do you need me?"

I looked at him in a daze, and also looked at Shi Xiangnan: "I hope that the last operation here will go well, I can." ”

I sorted out my emotions and got back to my place and continued with the current surgery.

I looked at the broken bones under the computer microscope, stabilized my mind, and said firmly to Shi Xiangnan with surgical forceps: "Brother Nan, I am going to help you take out the last broken bone pressed on the big vein now, you are stronger, I don't know what will happen in a while, but you must help me, you have to get through, you still owe me a love debt, I still have to ask you back, how can you bully me like this, let me watch you marry another woman, I also want you to watch me marry another man." ”

After saying that, the whole operating room became very quiet, but fortunately the rest went well, and when I took out the last piece of bone, the bleeding did not continue to continue, and the bleeding stopped.

I stretched out my hand and took the squeeze irrigator and said to Shi Xiangnan: "Brother Nan, there is one last step, I want to brainwash you, and you will cooperate with me again." ”

Eventually, when I watched Shi Xiangnan being pushed out of the operating room, I secretly told him, "That's all I can do for you, and I just hope you wake up soon." ”

When the nurse pushed Shi Xiangnan out of the operating room, Lin Nianxuan, Fu Chen and others were waiting in the operating room.

Seeing us come out, Lin Nianxuan immediately followed, staring at me deadly: "Why don't you find the best doctor?" He Anning, if Jason can't wake up because of your medical skills, I won't let you go. ”

Deputy Director Gao cautiously grabbed Lin Nianxuan: "Miss Lin, Vice President He is the best expert in brain surgery in our hospital, there is no problem with her skills, Mr. Shi's operation was very successful, you can rest assured." ”

Lin Nianxuan viciously grabbed Deputy Director Gao's clothes: "What are you, if Jason can't wake up, I'll let all of you go home unemployed." ”

She pushed Shi Xiangnan and didn't forget to push me hard when she left: "Get out of the way, don't think that he will be grateful to you if you save Jason, don't dream, he still wants to marry me when he wakes up, you are just his ex-wife who doesn't want it." ”