Chapter 292: What is the sorrow of life

Faced with Ye Xin's question, Tang She didn't know how to answer.

If he gives the details, will everything change as a result? And what will be the result of the change? Will it affect everything that happens ninety years from now?

After thinking about it for a long time, Tang She still decided not to tell the truth, he just said: "Among you people, only one will survive and leave Yongcheng with Ling Jian." ”

As soon as Tang She finished speaking, Hu Shen immediately asked, "Who is it?" ”

Zhang Dingfeng asked inopportunely: "Is Ling Jian on you now?" ”

Tang She looked at Hu Shen: "I know that you have always wanted to find Ling Jian, and I also know what you want to do when you find Ling Jian, and I also know that there are some things that you have deceived Tang Anshu." ”

After Tang She finished speaking, everyone looked at Hu Shen, and Tang Anshu also looked at his master with questioning eyes.

What did Hu Shen deceive himself?

Tang She said: "Now that the matter is over, I think it is better for you to be honest with Tang Anshu yourself, there is no need to hide it anymore." ”

Hu Shen said stubbornly: "I haven't lied to him, I've told him everything." ”

Tang She shook his head and said, "No, you didn't, you didn't tell Tang Anshu that you found something behind the Wanyan Stone." ”

Hu Shen frowned and looked at Tang She: "How do you know this?" ”

Tang She said: "Originally, all this should have been after you found Ling Jian, in order to keep Ling Jian for yourself, you had to tell Tang Anshu the truth, and this truth was passed down from generation to generation by the only surviving person among you, and then told me after ninety years." ”

Tang Anshu asked, "Master, what else are you hiding from me?" ”

Hu Shen still shook his head: "I said, I don't have anything to hide from you." ”

Tang She said: "Let me say it, then it will be embarrassing, you should say it yourself." ”

Hu Shen got up abruptly and said angrily: "I have nothing to say!" ”

Tang She also got up: "Then let me tell you, you made up a story, and the reason for making up this story is that you have to find a perfect excuse for yourself to find Ling Jian, and the dirty things you did, you found a description of Ling Jian behind the Wanyan Stone, which said that Ling Jian can go back to the past and change the future, this incident did not affect you much at the time, you thought it was just a legend, and at the same time, you also found three jars behind the Wanyan Stone. ”

Hu Shen angrily rebuked: "Shut up! ”

After Hu Shen finished yelling, he looked at Zhang Dingfeng: "Dingfeng!" Grab the tomb Jane! ”

Bai Zhi and Xingshu immediately pointed their guns at Zhang Dingfeng, but Zhang Dingfeng didn't make any moves, just sat there, looked at Tang She calmly and said, "You go on." ”

Zhang Dingfeng's indifference let Hu Shen know that he was still betraying his relatives in the end, and he thought that coming here was only one step away from Ling Jian, so he said the real reason why he was looking for Ling Jian, but he concealed part of the truth, and it was also because of this part of the truth that Tang Anshu was able to release his past suspicions with him and no longer be enemies.

At this time, Tang She wanted to reveal all his lies and expose his lies.

Tang She looked at Hu Shen and continued: "Those three jars have Fu Bag, Ao Yin and False Beast written on them, and the records next to them show that they are the three fierce beasts that were once sealed behind the Ten Thousand Words Stone by the Earth Master Society, and you still didn't think too much about it at that time, but you were bent on escaping from the Earth Master Society......

Escaping from the Earth Master Association and returning home is Hu Shen's only wrong, he resents the Earth Master Association, he hates that place, he hates all the Earth Masters.

In the end, after the fall of the Earth Division, Hu Shen fled and returned to his hometown as quickly as possible.

After returning home, what Hu Shen saw could only be described in four words - his family was ruined.

The Hu family is in ruins, the relatives in the family are dead, and the only thing that is complete is the good memories of his hometown in his mind.

At that moment, Hu Shen collapsed, he didn't know where to go, and he didn't know what to do.

Tang She continued: "For a long time, you have been wandering, but every once in a while, you will still naturally return to your hometown, looking at the dilapidated house, recalling the good times when you were young, at this time, you think of Ling Jian, think of the legend that can go back to the past, change everything, you who have lost your life goal, decided to find Ling Jian as your lifelong goal, although you don't know if Ling Jian really exists, and you don't know if Ling Jian really has that function, because of what you think, Just to find a goal for yourself, that's all! ”

So, Hu Shen started his own plan, he spent a long time investigating everything related to Ling Jian, to determine where he should start, his strength alone is too weak, he needs someone to cooperate with him, at the same time, Hu Shen also realized that he is becoming more and more unable to control the gradually expanding darkness in his heart.

It is not difficult for people to go to the light, but it is often just a thought for people to fall into darkness.

At that time, Hu Shen, in order to test his ability, had done a lot of bad things, and every time he did these things, he felt extremely guilty in his heart, and even secretly cried, but he couldn't control his behavior.

Tang Anshu understood when he heard this: "There is no parallel world at all, you died, and came to this world again, hiding in your body and assuming the names of Fu Nan, Ao Yin and False Beast, this is all a story you made up yourself, just to escape responsibility, as long as you do something wrong, when your conscience is disturbed, you will tell yourself that those are made by fierce beasts, and they have nothing to do with you, right?" ”

Le Zhengxian just shook his head slowly, he really couldn't understand what Hu Shen was doing.

Hu Shen was silent, just stood there, and now he was like someone who had been stripped naked and paraded through the streets.

Hu Shen muttered: "It's not true, you framed me." ”

Tang She said again: "Your conscience is uneasy, but it is also because of your uneasy conscience that you decided to find someone who can stop you in the future, so you chose Le Zhengxian, you accepted him as an apprentice, and killed his father, as well as dozens of members of the Qu family, let him bury hatred, and keep tracking Ling Jian, you know that sooner or later, he will know that all this is done by you, and if you are still crazy at that time, Le Zhengxian will kill you without hesitation, this is the insurance you left for yourself." ”

The second insurance left by Hu Shen is Tang Anshu, he needs to find a child with a tragic childhood and almost completely lost trust in others as an apprentice, only such a child will fully believe in himself.

And this child will be the pioneer of his future to get the Ling Jian, of course, at that time, the child also knew that his master was a villain, but that didn't matter, because he had his own set of arguments.

That is, there are three fierce beasts living in his body, everything he does is done by the fierce beasts, and it has nothing to do with him, he can't control himself.

Hu Shen was angry at this time and said: "I really have fierce beasts in my body, there really are, they made it, it has nothing to do with me!" ”

Tang She said: "Maybe there is, in the words of our era, you belong to schizophrenia, in words you can understand, you are a person with hysteria, of course, Tang Anshu used to have hysteria, but you hope that his hysteria will become more and more serious, so that you can be under your control." ”

When Tang She said this, Benzoin remembered Tang Anshu's abnormal behavior when he was in prison, and even sometimes Tang Anshu would pass out by himself.

At that time, Benzoin once suspected that Tang Anshu was suffering from hysteria.

Tang Anshu himself was very puzzled, because he didn't have those memories at all.

Tang She continued: "Hysteria can be cured, everything Tang Anshu experienced later made him gradually get better, of course, you also found this, but it doesn't matter, at a critical time, you threw out your lie, that is, there are three fierce beasts living in your body, plus a series of strange events experienced in the underground city, so that Tang Anshu has to believe you, and promise you, help you find Ling Jian, you master and apprentice both have one of the most confused and similar places, that is, I don't know why I want to live, What do you live for? ”

Indeed, this is the most confused place Tang Anshu once had, he didn't have such a big ideal, he didn't want to become a world-famous earth, the reason why he was looking for Ling Jian was just for the master, in order to repay the favor, and after all this last night, where should he go, he never thought about it, and he didn't dare to think about it.

Because Hu Shen's purpose in accepting Tang Anshu as an apprentice was to hope that Tang Anshu would live for himself, nothing more.

But Hu Shen himself didn't know why he lived, he just wanted to establish a goal for himself and move towards that goal, and he even hoped that he would never find Ling Jian for the rest of his life.

In other words, from the moment Hu Shen was brought into the Earth Master Guild by his family, he was controlled by a fierce beast that everyone feared, and this fierce beast was called Despair.

But Hu Shen didn't have the courage to end everything by himself, so he lived in his own world, he not only deceived others, but also began to deceive himself, until one day, even he believed that there were really three non-existent beasts living in his body.

He didn't even dare to think about what he would do if he really found Ling Jian?

He was even more afraid, if he found Ling Jian, went back to the past, and went back to when he was ten years old, how could he prevent himself from being sent to the Earth Master Association at that time?

Hu Shen sat down slowly: "No, you're lying, you're not talking about me, it's someone else, that's not me, it's really not me." ”

Tang She stood in front of Hu Shen: "In your heart, you are the most pitiful person in the world, and everything you do is because of the betrayal of others, and to stop the betrayal of others, the best way is to betray others first, so from the moment you entered the Earth Master Association, you began to lie and make up stories that you yourself believed to be true." ”

If Hu Shen's arms were still there, he would definitely attack everyone, but unfortunately he had already lost his arms, so he could only stand there and scold everyone angrily until he was exhausted, then he turned around and left slowly.

Tang Anshu slowly followed, wanting to dissuade Hu Shen, but he held back.

All this is his own fault, there are too many people in the world who are more unfortunate than him, is not every unfortunate person to impose his own pain on others, and use his own pain as a reason for doing all kinds of bad things.

Being a human being should not be like this, and being an earth should not be like this.