Hua Xu'an slowly let go of his hand, and there was loneliness in his eyes that could not be concealed.

Seeing his expression, Qu Tiantian couldn't help but feel distressed, and said: "At least at this stage, I don't plan to marry you, it's not that I don't recognize our past relationship, it's not that I don't recognize that you are my fiancé, it's just that I'm not ready yet." ”

"That's when you're ready."

This is really another problem, how to grasp the psychological construction of this thing, this is not only a problem for her alone, probably a problem for people all over the world, if this heart can be controlled by yourself, is this still a normal person?

"Xu'an, don't you force me, okay? In fact, although I have always admitted your statement and admitted that we are an unmarried couple, I don't know anything about our past. How we met, how we got together, what happened to be in love, and so on.

I have a lot of unknowns, and I have a lot of confusion, and if I don't ask, it doesn't mean that I don't want to know, and you have never taken the initiative to share those past with me. Xu'an, I know it's really unfair to you to say this, but now I am a reborn me, a completely new me.

You want me to be 100% invested in your relationship with you because of my status as a 'fiancée', which is impossible! I am a thoughtful, emotional person, not a machine. I've been working hard to put myself into this identity. ”

What she said was very true, she had never said what she thought to Hua Xu'an like now, and Hua Xu'an listened to these words.

It turned out that she had so many considerations, it turned out that she had so many doubts and incomprehensions, and so many incomprehensions and confusions, and indeed, he had never considered these from her point of view.

She said that she wanted to know the past between them, how they went from knowing each other to falling in love, which he never mentioned because there was nothing to speak of.

She said that if she didn't ask, it didn't mean that she wasn't curious, but he didn't say it because he was afraid, he didn't dare to say it, once he wanted to speak, it would be all lies, and these lies, and more lies would be needed in the future to come back.

He has always hidden his selfishness, and to put it mildly, he has been deceiving and concealing it.

She never complained about anything, and what was he doing now? He has done everything completely to take advantage of people's danger, is he still forcing her to do what he doesn't want to do?

I believe that if he had to force him to marry him, maybe she would have agreed in order to fulfill her obligations as a 'fiancée', but he was morally kidnapping, this was too despicable and shameless, he had his own bottom line, he couldn't do it!

Hua Xu'an looked at Qu Tian, whose eyes were red, and his heart tightened in an instant, and he took her into his arms and hugged her tightly, "I'm sorry, I'm leaning, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!" It's that I'm too impulsive, it's me who is bad, it's all my fault, I'm not considerate, I don't care about your feelings, I'm sorry......"

Hua Xu'an blamed himself and apologized again and again, Qu Tiantian stretched out his hand and patted his back and comforted: "Don't say sorry to me, everyone can say anything in the future, just be more frank and communicate." I also have a fault, and even if there is a fault, it is not all your fault, it's just that you can't kill me like this in the future, it's really scary. ”

"I promise you that I will not murder you again in the future, nor will I force you again, will not restrict your freedom and right to make friends, you can be completely yourself, as long as you are happy."

Qu Tiantian smiled and shed tears, this is the Hua Xu'an she is familiar with.

Although the two have reconciled, the contradiction has indeed passed and can be turned over, but the problems that exist between the two seem to be magnified.

Qu Tiantian fell into a deep confusion because of Hua Xu'an's request to get married. She likes Xu An, but she lacks a little love, she must admit that Xu An will be an ideal other half, but if she really wants to make a decision to marry him, she will back down, she will not agree.

She has become accustomed to this mode of getting along between the two, just like friends and relatives, if it becomes a husband and wife...... It's just that she finds it difficult to accept just by imagining.

And Hua Xu'an sat in the office and fell into deep thought.

She was curious about their relationship, and she said she could admit that she was his fiancée, but she couldn't devote herself to it.

In fact, her words are very understandable, that is, she has no love for him!

Feelings are probably predestined, the first person she saw after waking up was him, and the person she got along with the most was him, they had lived together for so long, she had been his 'fiancée' for so long, but she still hadn't fallen in love with him.

As soon as Xi Zhiyi appeared, he approached her life so easily and gained her attention. Whether it is in her heart, there is still a special affection for him.

Since Xi Zhiyi already knows about her existence, his actions will only increase, and he will do everything he can to snatch her back.

Hua Xu'an already felt that Qu Tiantian's amnesia was an excellent opportunity and advantage for him, but after thinking about it again, what about Xi Zhiyi? Without those bad memories, he could have pursued her again in a new identity.

Huaxu An seized the opportunity better than Xi Zhiyi, but there was still no way to change Qu Tianyi's heart, obviously, her attitude and feelings towards Xi Zhiyi were still different.

Since he returned to China with her, he was ready to be met by him, but he never expected him to appear so quickly, so fast that he didn't have time to make the slightest preparation.

It seems that it is time to have a good chat with him.

Hua Xu'an's phone call also shocked Xi Zhiyi, and he also thought that this conversation with Hua Xu'an was very necessary, but just because of the importance he attached to him, he had to pass him first.

"I took her away immediately after you knew about the informed consent form, so I won't find anyone when I go to your house, I thought you went abroad again, and I didn't expect you to choose a city so close to City C."

Xi Zhiyi recalled his past experience of looking for Qu Tiantian, and he never guessed correctly. Every time, he is seeking the near and far, and he does not look for the places that are within reach of him, but tries his best to find them.

"Yes, I didn't expect such an accident at all."

Xi Zhiyi is really grateful for this accident after accident, which time he didn't meet her again in an accident, even fate seems to favor him a little more, giving him opportunities again and again.

"Hua Xu'an, I know what you think about her, I saw it in the town at that time. I believe in your sincerity towards her, but your sincerity towards her does not mean that you can deceive her. Although she doesn't remember the past, you can't change her past, and try to change her identity and her life. ”

Hua Xu'an retorted: "Sometimes a white lie is far better than telling her the truth, do you think her heart can afford to go through those blows again?" Being hurt by you again and again, several times because you went to the hospital, the pair of corneas you lost, and the child, which one do you think she can afford now? ”

In a place where Hua Xu'an couldn't see, Xi Zhiyi's hand, the knuckles of which had been pinched white.

Even if he tries his best to make amends and make amends, there is still no way to erase everything in the past, but he still has to work hard, which is better than doing nothing.

"I will not shirk any of the responsibilities that I should bear, but I despise you for taking advantage of the situation. You forcibly tied her up to you as your fiancée, have you ever asked her what she really thinks? Do you know if she recognizes you as a fiancé in her heart? ”

Hua Xu'an's face darkened, this question had already given him a deep blow to this question just now. In her subconscious, Xi Zhiyi is still a special existence, and no one can replace him.

"No matter what she really thinks, and whether she admits me as a fiancé from the bottom of her heart, at least for now, my status in her mind is far more important than yours."

Xi Zhiyi must admit this, and she must also see clearly, she is very nervous about Hua Xu'an and cares about him very much.

"Hua Xu'an, tilting amnesia is a new opportunity for you and for me, you have seized the opportunity, at this point, I lost your game, but the final decision is still in tilting, as long as you don't become a real husband and wife for a day, I have one more chance to snatch her back."

Sure enough, Xi Zhiyi is planning to fight him to the end.

"Okay, then I will tell you, I will not let you succeed, I will definitely let her marry me willingly, and I will definitely let her be officially promoted to Mrs. Hua as a fiancée!"

Hua Xu'an's seemingly firm remarks made Xi Zhiyi feel a little more relieved, if he was really so confident, he would not emphasize so much to him here.

What does it mean that he has been gone from her life for so long, and she has not fallen in love with this 'fiancé'? The answer is self-explanatory.

"Mr. Hua, no matter how much you say, it is better to prove with practical actions, it is unknown who wins and who loses in the end, if the person who is finally chosen by the dump is you, then I will respect her decision and let her go, on the contrary, if the person she chooses is me, please leave our life."

"Good!"

Just as Hua Xu'an stood up and was about to leave, Xi Zhiyi's words made him tremble.

He said: "I wonder what will happen if she suddenly regains her memory one day and finds out about a scam you gave her?" ”