At that time, there was always a group of frolicking children running outside the martial arts hall. And Tang Yun had never joined them. Because he must work hard, he must be promising, he must get ahead so that his mother can live a good life, and he must be better than other children, so that the "cold rice" that the Feng family gives to him does not seem so meaningless......

Every year on Chinese New Year's Eve, Tang Yun always likes to lie in front of the window of the martial arts hall and watch the children behind the window fire guns. He didn't have his own fireworks, and he didn't have the opportunity to go out and play. To the Feng family's martial arts hall, he was just another cleaning robot that didn't use electricity. Run when you have a job, and run when you don't...... Honestly stay in the corner. For Tang Yun, one of the very few things that is valuable to him is to occasionally go to the next door of the martial arts hall and listen to the excitement or ...... in the cram school for cultural classes that has long since moved away Zama step, and then watched the other students in the martial arts hall practice boxing, silently experienced it himself, and secretly wrote down their moves.

In fact, Tang Yun was sent to the Apocalypse concentration camp at the age of 12, and he only studied in a poor school that was almost equivalent to a shelter for left-behind children for a few years, and he was not taught anything. Most of the most basic knowledge comes from this small cram school for cultural classes and my mother. But even in such a life, regardless of talent or effort, Tang Yun is the best one among his peers.

Every time he had a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, he was the last one to be served.

The past is always vivid, Tang Yun remembers clearly, because he sandwiched two more fish, shrimp and seafood that are relatively rare in Bozeman State, he was severely scolded by Feng Teng in front of all the Feng family relatives on the Chinese New Year's Eve table.

Gluttonous, no big, no small, no interest, shameless, no tutor...... In the end, he was greedy, and then he talked about his father, saying that he was as unruly and selfish as his father Tang Chengze...... And then ...... He keenly found that his mother was basically the same as himself, the last to go to the table, always rushing to work, and always sitting in the most inconspicuous corner. Hold up your chopsticks and always pick up the most common, cheapest, least appetizing, least touched. Especially the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner when she was scolded, after Feng Teng scolded herself, her mother never sandwiched the dishes on the table, and she was just silently picking up the dry white rice in her bowl.

And at two or three o'clock that night, after Feng Teng and the others were full of wine and food. His mother took him to the martial arts hall and said that he would check whether the electric fire was turned off properly and whether the lantern to welcome the solar term had been extinguished. But when the mother and son walked into the martial arts hall in silence, Tang Yun's mother took out a handkerchief, which contained three shrimps and a large piece of fish tail. Then the mother didn't say a word, silently watching Tang Yun eat, and when Tang Yun stuffed the "delicacies" in her hand into her mother's mouth, her mother cried silently. That night, the sound of firecrackers outside the window never stopped, even after three o'clock in the morning there was still the sound of children laughing outside the window, and a few drunken neighbors playing cards next door had been laughing and laughing, never stopping......

Sure enough, his mother and son are just the two in the corner of the "Feng family", the two who are waiting to die, the two who eat cold rice, and the two who are helpless......

And ...... for yourself

Tang Yun suddenly felt that he was too selfish, too useless, and too a failure!

Even if he is always chasing and killing from all walks of life, even if he always feels that he does not have the capital to let the Feng family look up at him. But how could he not go back to the Feng family for so many years and not see his mother? Myself...... In the bottom of his heart, he still suspected that his mother would "never love again" like the people in Juguxing, and he must go to the small downstairs of the Feng family to confirm his mother's feelings for him. Think of the three shrimp and a fishtail wrapped in that handkerchief...... What do you have to doubt?

Feng Teng regarded himself as a "sacrifice" to show his loyalty, and entered the apocalypse by himself, leaving his mother in the martial arts hall like a handyman. In order not to be reported by those military moths who took refuge in the apocalypse, he also injured his master Hong Weinan and connived at the military to forcibly buy the Kyushu Martial Arts Hall.

He...... Really damn it!

......

Tang Yun looked at Feng Teng's face that had frightened him, but he couldn't give birth to a little fear. It's changed, everything has changed.

I'm not afraid anymore, I'm not wronged anymore.

Three shrimps? A piece of fishtail?

The prospective head of the East Lake Du family is his own woman, seafood, and aquatic products? East Lake ink and lake gallbladders can be eaten as a meal, and what are the fish, fish, crabs and crabs in the entire Laoshan Lake District of East Lake Prefecture that cannot be eaten?

He is the son of Iri, he is the son of a hero, he has an industry, money and power. He is the behind-the-scenes leader of the Apocalypse and the fourth brother of the Nightmare! Even his own woman is a big business lady, a royal nobleman, who else in this world can bully himself and his mother?

But there is another point that Felix didn't say, and Tang Yun didn't complain to others.

That is, no matter what, the Feng family took in themselves and their mother. Although this kind of adoption is not so much as some kind of milder kidnapping, some kind of well-intentioned injury, the truth is that it is far less than leaving the mother to be self-reliant, pulling herself like a single mother, but ...... Tang Yun also has an uncle and an uncle, but after his father passed away, the help they have extended to him is almost zero...... But it doesn't seem to be to blame them, the Tang family knows that the Feng family looks down on their father, after the death of their father, how much affection can the children brought out by a woman like a woman like a plaster stick to the Feng family have for the Tang family? Will the Tang family not know? To help yourself with feelings, this "Feng family" who will inevitably become the white-eyed wolf of the Tang family...... This is not in accordance with the principles of economics, that is, it does not conform to the relations of production determined by the productive forces, that is, it does not conform to the so-called "morality".

From the point of view of human beings and the evolution of all living things, this kind of selfless behavior must not become an emotion. Even if you have ever had feelings, you will be consumed from your subconscious by the other party on the grounds of "a white-eyed wolf who can't be fed", "a stone that can't be hot", and "it's the Feng family at all".

To be ruthless is to be affectionate, and to be affectionate is to be ruthless. As a human being, we evolve according to the laws of survival. What feelings to talk about? What morality will be?

Tang Yun lowered his head, his face was a little downcast, and he muttered softly to himself.

"Since the world is inherently unforgiving......"

"I should have killed him......"

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