Looking at Mo Wei's firm eyes, in a trance, Zi Beyu seemed to see Lai Wende, saw him holding his shoulder, and said with a smile:

"Don't speak, I know, your heart is full of confusion, but don't think so much, you are you, you are the one who is fearless in everything you do, come on, don't let those ghosts contaminate this world, don't let those ordinary people suffer like this. I believe in you, just as you were willing to do your best for me. ”

Zi Beyu still wanted to say something, but suddenly the scene in front of him changed again, he came to a wide space, still that ocean, or that surging feeling, this place, he came back again.

"You're back."

It was the black shadow again, Zi Buyu came back to this vast space, looking at Wang Yang, the black shadow turned his head to look at him and asked:

"Do you see what that means?"

"I don't know the meaning of the song when I hear it at first, but I am already a person in the song when I listen to it again?"

"Tell me, what did you hear from "Guan Shanyue"?"

As soon as the words fell, Zi Beyu heard the melody ringing in his ears, this should be a very passionate song, but listening to this tune, I don't know why, deep in his heart, there is actually a touch of sadness.

"Is it the song "Guan Shanyue" written by Li Bai?" Zi Beyu was a little uncertain, and the black shadow shook his head.

"No, it's not anyone's poem, it's not anyone's song, don't you listen to this song, don't you feel like your own song?"

"Huh?"

As soon as the black shadow said this, Zi Beyu's heart suddenly felt a lot more, and he suddenly turned over all his memories.

Listening to this melodious tune, Zi Beyu suddenly felt a touch of soft light in his eyes, and in the soft light, he saw himself when he was a child, the naïve but very determined self. The self who broke free from his father's arms and went to that place, surviving in the gap between life and death.

I saw the self who resolutely left because he couldn't save the little girl, escaped from his son's house, and went to Longhu Mountain to cultivate. On Longhu Mountain, Zhang Tianling was very optimistic about him, personally taught him a lot of Taoism, and told him how to solve some human feelings. On Dragon Tiger Mountain, he saw a lot, and he also learned a lot of things.

Then he went down the mountain, and after going down the mountain, he met his former friend Yang Huai'an (the elder brother of star fruit and bayberry). After the two talked, Zi Beyu left, and later, when the Yang family incident happened, Zi Beyu arrived and took over his younger siblings from Yang Huai'an's hands.

Watching Yang Huai'an turn around and use his life to resist those pursuers for Zi Beyu, that was the first time Zi Beyu felt like something was blocked in his heart, he didn't understand that feeling back then, but now Zi Beyu understands, that is the feeling that only when the most important thing is lost.

Later, he and Li Ming met in Wuling City, and then he completely settled in Wuling City, opened a night road dark lamp in Taoyuan Town, met a mysterious Zhuang Duruo, and with the help of Zhuang Duruo, he received a lot of commissions and beat his popularity.

"Are you done with your memories?"

The black shadow spoke slowly, and he saw a lot of emotions in Zi Beyu's eyes, which were all lost before Zi Beyu.

"Why haven't I felt these things before?"

Zi Beyu's eyes returned to normal, he turned his head to look at this black shadow, I don't know why, he felt a sense of familiarity from this black shadow, this familiarity, like an old friend who had been separated for a long time suddenly met again.

"Because you didn't feel your own things thoroughly, you didn't know what you gave up in training to gain strength, you gave up your emotions, you gave up what you needed most, what you gave up, that is, me."

The black shadow suddenly pulled down his cloak, revealing a face that made Zi Beyu very surprised, he looked exactly the same as Zi Beyu, no, not exactly the same. Zi Beyu is a different pupil, and he has red eyes.

"Do you know why yours is an alien pupil?"

"Isn't that because I don't accept their power?" Zi Beyu remembered that when he didn't know that Zi Buyu and Fuya existed, he was a black pupil, but now, it was a different pupil.

"No, it's not." He shook his head, looked at Zi Beyu and said, "That's because you gradually regained your missing emotion, think back to the previous you, you at that time, you were cold and ruthless, like an ice cube, without any temperature." ”

"However, since the Yang family incident, your heart has begun to change. At the end of the sacrifice, the seeds of affection sprout again in your heart and grow stronger, so your eyes begin to change, and you begin to become the person you hate the most. ”

"The person I hate the most?"

"Those who talk about righteousness and morality all day long, those who are full of the heart of the Virgin, those who will take care of anything that happens."

"No, I won't." Zi Beyu shook his head, he hates this kind of person very much, what this kind of person says is good, it is kind, and if it is bad, he has to take care of everything, and he has nothing to do.

"No, you will. Come, pick me up, and we'll be a whole version of ourselves again. In this way, the gaps in your soul will be complete, and you will be able to use more Dao methods. ”

He looked at him, stretched out his hand, and looked at him expectantly.

"Are you saying that I want to accept you and restore my original self?"

"Yes. Have you forgotten what you told your father Zi Wenqing back then, that you want to be like him, to become a hero of one party, and one person to protect the safety of the other? ”

"I haven't forgotten. I just ......"

"It's okay, we are us, we are a whole collective, without me, the future catastrophe, you will be very difficult, so, let's return to one."

He walked in front of Zi Beyu and looked at Zi Beyu.

"Is that so?"

Zi Beyu sighed, why did he feel like he was like a sweetheart, there were people everywhere who wanted to be with him, and said that he was an indispensable part of him. In addition to Zi Buyu, Fu Ya's feelings are very strong, and Zi Beyu even feels that he is like Tang monk meat, and everyone wants to come and eat it.

"I hope I really won't become the person I hate."

Zi Beyu stretched out his hand and held his hand, and in an instant, a strange feeling spread from Zi Beyu's hand to his heart, and he suddenly felt as if something was filled in his heart.

"I hope you can see everything clearly now, and don't be confused in the future, just like you heard the Yellow Emperor say, the truth of many things is very cruel to you, so I hope that when you face the truth of things in the future, don't be afraid, face it, understand, this is what you have to face."

"Huh?"

Zi Beyu was a little strange what he meant by this, but his figure disappeared completely, turning into a bright light, and gradually blending into Zi Beyu's heart.

"I didn't know that I was a guest in my dream, but when I woke up, I was like Nanke."

......

"Are you awake?"

Zi Beyu slowly opened his eyes and found himself lying on a large bed, and Mo Wei sat next to him, and Mo Wei looked at him with some concern.

"What's wrong with me?"

"You just fainted, I thought something was wrong with you." Mo Wei exhaled, glanced at Zi Beyu's eyes, and was suddenly stunned, "Beyu, what's wrong with you?" ”

"Huh? What's wrong with me? ”

"You wait."

Mo Wei stood up, this was supposed to be his bedroom, he picked up a mirror from the table, and handed it to Zi Beyu. Zi Buyu took the mirror, looked at it a little strangely, and found that his right eye had actually turned red. His eyes changed from a black and a red pupil to a double red pupil.

"What have you been through?"

"Nothing." Zi Beyu suddenly laughed, "It's just that I found what originally belonged to me." ”

Zi Beyu took out a pair of contact lenses from his pocket, threw the storage box into the trash, clapped his hands, and said:

"Let's get ready, it's time to start our counteroffensive against the 'deaf'."

"Counterattack? How do you want to counterattack? ”

"Let's go to the vine first. There are always people who know better than us what exactly 'deaf' is thinking, as long as they ask if they can't. ”

"Ask whom?"

"You'll know when the time comes."

(End of chapter)