When Li Ru gave birth to a boy, she was able to breathe in the stormy abuse, it was really a blessing to her son, she could be confined like a normal woman, the close monitoring was much looser, and she didn't need to do the work of the whole family alone, and she could still have a certain space to move, she could walk around, and at this time, she felt that she was still born as a human being.

Later, I heard that the reason why they became lenient on themselves was not only because they gave birth to a son, but also because they believed that once a woman had a child, she would be tied up by the family, and that a woman would not run away if she became a mother.

Yes, you're a mother, this life is so decided, you don't have to choose, it's over, what else can you do?

What's more, it's still very difficult to escape, after living here for two years, she found that there are their eyeliner everywhere, or rather, every villager here is helping each other to watch each other's trafficking in human trafficking, just like taking care of the public's livestock, and there is no mobile phone here, there is no telephone, and it is difficult to communicate with the outside world, gradually, gradually, more and more women give up escaping, accept their fate, or are assimilated, and finally change from outsiders to more vicious locals, and their psychology is also distorted, Intensify the grievances and pains they have suffered and vent them on the next group of trafficked people.

"I suffered more than you at the beginning, why are you better off than me?!" At that time, the assimilated women from other places would only have such an idea, when they went from a miserable daughter-in-law to a mother-in-law, what they would eventually do was to treat their daughter-in-law badly.

Let the tragedy repeat itself, and give your own suffering to others as it is, or even too much!

Usually at this time, the mother-in-law's sons will be very filial, because when the mother-in-law was a mother, she suffered a lot at home, so she gave all her love, the almost deformed doting, to her son.

Maybe what Li Ru will face next is the path that her mother-in-law has also walked, giving birth to a son, then pulling her son to grow up, and finally buying a daughter-in-law, and then becoming a mother-in-law, and then finding long-lost self-esteem and psychological comfort in abusing her daughter-in-law. In the end, the sad old death is here......

But how can she be willing, how can she be worthy of her original family, and how can she be worthy of her schooling for so many years?

Forbearance, silence, don't perish in silence, explode in silence!

Li Ru thought so.

She also hates, resents, and hates her children very much, just like she resents everyone in the Liu family, but she thinks she hides it very well, she works hard at home, and she doesn't dare to say a word, but she doesn't care much about taking children, she can basically ignore it, and it is very common to beat and scold, and she always unconsciously reveals her collapsed and resentful expression to the ignorant child, who made her son a species of the Liu family? That's disgusting!

But she also has an innate maternal love, and there will be times when she can't bear it, but she refuses to give her love to Liu Kangjian, because she hates the Liu family, hates this village, and hates the city where the village is located.

And even if there is no maternal love, there are many people in the family who like Liu Kangjian, not only the parents-in-law are responsive to the children's requirements, but even her hateful husband is also a treasure to respond to the child's request, in the long run, the child will be spoiled, but the uneducated family has no such foresight at all, and his original pink-carved, well-behaved and lovely son became barbaric and capricious little by little, and finally became the demon who killed himself. I won't mention it here.

Later, thanks to her son, after the Liu family opened up the permission for herself and her husband to work in the city, she left almost with a sense of excitement, and finally she could see it out of sight.

Although she still can't leave Chengxiang City and is still monitored every day, at least, she can be a humiliating dog without being chained to her home. I don't have to look at my son to think of her emotionless husband, day and night.

And when you come to the city, maybe there will be more opportunities to escape!

She is not willing to stay here for the rest of her life!

Later, with the identity of a college student, she applied for a primary school substitute teacher in Chengxiang City.

The city is too small, the village is too small, and her ordinary second academic qualifications are actually top-notch, but the documents are no longer there, and it took a lot of effort to prove herself.

In the life of teaching, she seems to have found the meaning of life, and the haze of the past has been swept away in the sound of books, as if she has never suffered those hardships, as if, as long as she is in the innocent eyes of those students, she will have a little feeling that this is not exactly hell.

Can't escape, then face it, she thought.

Perhaps, she could teach them not to become like their parents and grandparents? If you start from the baby, like the tragedy you have experienced, can it be avoided? Thinking like this, she took her substitute teaching job more seriously. Because of this, I soaked in the school almost all day long and didn't go back, and devoted myself to the great cause of educating the flowers of the motherland.

My life is over, but they are different, those children who represent hope will definitely be able to change this place into a beautiful place! She firmly believes this, she, must believe this.

A woman who is devoted to her career is terrible, completely ignoring her family, and the Liu family also has an opinion on this, which is too deviant and too unruly, but it has become a general trend for young people to go out to work, and the older generation cannot stop it, it cannot be stopped, not to mention, Li Ru can send back a sum of money every month that is not cheap for the countrymen, and Li Ru's reputation as a college student and teacher can also bring them endless vanity, so the Liu family allowed themselves to work in the city.

It's just that there are unforeseen circumstances, and it has only been a few years of hard work, because of financial problems, the school collapsed, and she, a substitute teacher, quickly lost her job, and most of the students were dismissed from all directions, going home to farm or work, and seeing that the students who had just been educated had a prototype were going back to their fucked families, and then could become the heirs of the patriarchal traffickers, she felt a burst of despair.

Do you want to give up? The pillar of her spirit collapsed overnight, and she had to go back to that thatched hut to be beaten every day?

Why? Why does she have to sacrifice herself again and again?!

No, absolutely not, just leave it at that!

So she spontaneously set up a Hope Primary School, in an abandoned factory site, began to teach for free, the number of students is insufficient, she learned from the actions of other rural teachers who had seen in the news, that is, walking more than ten miles of mountain roads every day, knocking on doors door to door, persuasion, with full sincerity, to impress those parents, let them allow their children to go to school, the daily expenses of the school, she herself wears many hats, to maintain.

This insistence is twelve years, almost only at the end of the year can go back to the countryside Liu family once, the Liu family as always scoffed at their behavior, but for the sake of money, for the sake of not running away, after a long time, they turned a blind eye.

In this way, more than ten years of perseverance, the energy is transferred to the cause of education, will not feel the pain, she thought so, and then desperately for the cause, finally, the hard work paid off her hope that the primary school finally improved, and even many smart students can enter the provincial rankings, and most of the students she taught, but also got rid of the colored glasses of gender, which is the most gratifying thing for her, and the example of her selfless student assistance is also on the news, In the end, he even stumbled into the popular selection of the top ten people who moved the Celestial Empire.

It's just that at that time, she was already in her forties, and her original brilliant youth was gone...... Life is actually so short, she was still fantasizing about graduation on campus the day before, but in a blink of an eye, she has been abducted for more than ten years. The little girl finally became an abominable aunt.

Who will compensate her youth for her grievances?

"There is a greatness that comes from the ordinary, and there is a nobility that comes from dedication. The three-foot podium and the two-foot whip interpret your life without regrets......"

That's what it says on the news, which makes her a little flattered, but the feeling that her efforts are recognized is really good. But this does not change the status quo of being beaten by her husband after returning to the rental house, and her health has already deteriorated.

Oh, that's fine, die early and be born early.

Soon, many reporters came to the city to interview her, and when they asked her what she thought, she really had mixed feelings. A thousand words, only one sentence: "I want to go home, please, take me out of here, I was abducted!! I've escaped three times, and each time I've been trapped on a narrow path in the mountains, or pursued by an accomplice in the city! There are so many people here who have been trafficked just like me! My two ships, my second sister-in-law escaped! But I really don't have the ability, I can't escape, I can only run a primary school to do my best, don't let myself waste it, I just want to go home now, please help me! ”

"But you have all given birth to ...... children" Reporter A looked embarrassed, he hesitated: "After so many years, shouldn't you learn to forgive and give your husband a loving hug?" ”

"My husband will beat me after drinking, I don't live as much as death, he ......"

The reporter felt that Li Ru was a little ignorant, so he didn't listen to him, Li Ru only saw this paragraph in the newspaper the next day:

Because she was the most educated person in the city, she became a teacher at the city's elementary school, and because of the longing eyes of the children, she chose to stay in a foreign land that brought her pain and humiliation. Because of an instinctive love, her long-suffering life bloomed like a beautiful mountain flower. ”

Li Ru held the newspaper ball in her hand, couldn't stand, sat in the corner of the wall, bent her right leg that was crippled by her husband, and cried bitterly angrily.

One "pain" and one "humiliation" finished writing about Li Ru's experience of being abducted, abused, and subjected to domestic violence. The report does not dig deep into the root causes of the government's ineffectiveness and gender inequality behind the abduction and trafficking of women and children, and does not explore why the educational conditions in poor areas are so poor and how to improve them. There is only one message to be read from this report: "The more such people, the better".

"Such a person" refers to the victims who have been abducted, abducted, abused and abused, and when they see that rural education needs them, they still resolutely choose forgiveness and devote themselves to the cause of "great love".