Chapter 15: I can't bear to see you sad
My sister has been rescued and sent to the intensive care unit for the third time, but I can't do anything about it, watching her break out of the ghost gate again and again, my heart is unpleasant.
Even though I am a doctor, I am used to seeing life and death, but when I put it on myself, I found that I was not so relieved at all, people have always been like this, when I comfort others, I can only watch her suffer.
Sometimes I'd rather be the one who lies in bed, and I'd rather be the one who had a congenital heart disease.
My sister's life seems to be very bad, many times the heart matching has not been successful, so many years have been waiting for a heart that can match her, I even used to apply for resources like an international medical library when I was at the Zurich Medical School, but there has been no news or even far away.
And now, I just want to give her the best life.
Even though she had spent most of all these years in a hospital bed, I was willing to buy her all the things I thought were best for her.
Although over the years, my sister has felt that she has dragged me down, but in fact, we are the closest relatives, and it is her dedication to her illness that has allowed me to support me all the way to the present.
I watched countless small tubes and various instruments connected to her body, and even when I heard the sound of the heart monitor, my heart felt like someone had inserted a knife, and I was lying uncomfortably by the window, and tears flowed down uncontrollably.
"She said goodbye to me when I got off the night shift early yesterday morning, why did my sister suddenly get sick again?"
At this moment, I stared straight at Qiao Chenfeng and didn't leave, and I asked him in an accentuated tone.
Qiao Chenfeng lowered his eyes, frowning as if blaming himself: "There was a patient on the same floor who was rescued last night, He Xinyan was probably scared, so she was sick, fortunately I was on duty yesterday, and the rescue was timely, but then I called you, but no one answered, so I simply called you again this morning." ”
When the words fell, I stared through the glass window at the sick people inside, and I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time.
Until Qiao Chenfeng approached me, he hugged me in his arms, and said in a tone of pity: "I have been helping you keep an eye on it, if you have a suitable heart body, I will tell you immediately, as long as I can help, I will try my best to help, An Ning, I can't bear to look at you so sad." ”
Of course I understand Qiao Chenfeng's kindness, and I naturally know his heart for me, but I can't give him the same emotion in return for so many years, after all, all I have for him is the friendship between friends.
So I broke free of his embrace: "Chenfeng, don't do this, okay?" I thank you for taking care of my sister for so many years, you took care of her in my absence, but I don't want you to waste time on me, after all, I am married. ”
I looked at my watch, and it was time to go to work, so I said to him, "I have to go upstairs, I have a patient to consult in a while, and I will come to see my sister when I am done, and I will have to trouble you to take care of her." ”
After speaking, I was just about to turn around and leave, Qiao Chen suddenly grabbed my hand: "An Ning, if you get divorced, are you willing to give me a chance?" ”
There was a strong expectation in his eyes, of course I knew that this was impossible, so I had to withdraw my hand, and said with a smile that I couldn't help it: "Doctor Qiao, don't waste your time on the time of a married woman like me, you are not too young, you have to find a suitable partner quickly, I am still waiting to eat your candy." ”
As the words fell, I turned around and tried to get out of here.
It's just that Qiao Chenfeng immediately changed the topic and stopped me: "Who is the man who came with you just now?" ”