The girl was asking again, "Am I good?" ”

Song Youchen laughed, and his eyes were red with laughter. Bookmark this site

He held her face, leaned over to kiss her, and then replied in a low voice: "Good, Tang Tang is the most well-behaved." ”

The girl's originally straight body slowly relaxed.

Song Youchen rubbed her cheeks, thinking a little self-deceptively, this is actually quite good, isn't it?

Tang Tang has been in the plane for almost a year, and there are only two years left, and in order to deceive her, he said that he would support her for five years.

If she really thinks that she can leave in five years, then his goal has been achieved.

However, such a premise must be that Song Tang is not sick.

After a year of treatment for depression, she came into the world for two years, and her symptoms did not improve in the slightest, and even began to worsen.

The long-term anorexia and refusal to eat made her physical condition quite bad, and even her muscles began to atrophy slightly.

Song Youchen could only give her nutritional injections to maintain her various functions.

However, even doctors have said that this method treats the symptoms but not the root cause, and this is not the solution in the long run.

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Another night, he watched Song Tang fall asleep, and when it was almost eleven o'clock, she woke up and saw Song Youchen there, and sat up with her body propped up.

Song Youchen pressed her: "You sleep, I'm going back to my room to rest." ”

If he was there, she wouldn't be able to sleep in the middle of the night.

Song Youchen turned to leave, and when he closed the door, he saw that the girl had been sitting, as if to make sure if he had really left.

He looked at the girl's calm and terrible eyes, closed the door, but did not leave, lit a cigarette, stood outside the door for half an hour, and then opened the door again.

Sure enough, he wasn't there, and she fell asleep again.

Even if you have a light sleep, you will wake up again soon, but you still fall asleep.

Song Youchen laughed at himself a little, took the car keys and left the villa.

He didn't return from a hangover, but he still remembered that Song Tang would always ask him if he was obedient at a fixed time at noon every day.

So before noon the next day, he took a shower and asked the driver to come and drive him back to the villa.

When he arrived at her room, his tall body was sunk into the sofa, and his whole person was depressed.

Song Tang couldn't see it, but just asked, "Am I well-behaved?" ”

Song Youchen looked at her with eyes that were not fully awake, and he didn't laugh until the girl became agitated again.

"You're not well-behaved, Song Tang, you're not well-behaved at all, the worst is you." He pulled her into his arms, hugged her from behind, rested his chin on her emaciated shoulder, and whispered, "I'm not wrong, Song Tang, you don't know how painful it is to live a lifetime of being alone with your memories." ”

"If you don't show up, I may never marry a wife in my life, and I won't have a woman I like, but my life will be very comfortable, and I won't regret it for the rest of my life."

He was drunk, worried that the cramped sofa would make her uncomfortable, so he hugged someone and lay down on the bed together.

Song Tang looked restless when he heard that he was not obedient.

Song Youchen didn't want to be appeased, he wanted to vent once.

He held the man tightly in his arms and said in a low voice: "You have shown me the most splendid feelings, and you have also made me experience physical pleasure - it is an addictive thing, you know?" ”

"Song Tang, you are poison, but I am willing to eat it...... I'm really not very demanding, I just hope you can take me with you when you go. ”

He laughed, "But you always leave me alone, and I don't know where to look for you." ”

After you left, I was like an addict who had no money to buy medicine, and all my life I lived under the pleasure of drug addiction that you weaved, unable to sleep and unstable in death.

Sometimes, it's really hateful, why do you show up. 166 Reading Network