"I heard that there is a buddy who is so nervous about the exam that he vomits blood?"

"What's the matter if you vomit blood, and those who pee their pants, you don't know, and there are still people who wear diapers to take the exam......"

"Hey, it's the guy in front, called Wang Xiaobai, we are in an examination room, and the old blood sprayed is like a ...... of piercing intestines."

The next day, Wang Xiaobai came to take the exam, and suddenly found that he had become a celebrity, and in the process of waiting, many candidates and parents pointed fingers at him, some sympathized, some ridiculed, and some sighed...... In addition to Wang Xiaobai's wry smile, he is also a mixed bag, no matter how it is, the mathematics is considered to be good, and after the two subjects are finished today, he should be able to get on the line.

Wang Xiaobai didn't dare to wear Wenchang Tower again, he almost lost his soul once he was possessed, but he didn't dare to use it a second time, not to mention that he was still sure of these two subjects, maybe because he vomited blood yesterday, the two invigilators paid special attention to him, often revolving around him, and occasionally asked if he was uncomfortable?

After the last two subjects, Wang Xiaobai felt that the test was not bad, especially the extra points in mathematics, and he was very confident in the next book.

As soon as he got on the bus, Chen Jianbin was still in the original seat, saw Wang Xiaobai, stretched out his hand to greet him: "Wang Xiaobai, you have grown up, I heard that you vomited blood in the test, did you vomit two taels or two catties?" ”

Wang Xiaobai was very helpless, he was about to become a joke, sat down next to Chen Jianbin and punched him and said, "Can your special mother stop yelling?" Not enough people know about this, do they? ”

"No, if you think you can't get into college, you can learn to cook with your buddies, and you don't need to vomit blood in the exam, it's too exaggerated, right?"

Chen Jianbin laughed at Wang Xiaobai to his heart's content, other classmates also laughed, the teacher who came with the car was also very concerned about Wang Xiaobai's health, which made Wang Xiaobai quite embarrassed, he believed that he vomited blood in the exam, it would become a legend of the county No. 1 Middle School forever, the bus returned to school, it was dark all morning, and when he returned to the dormitory, Wang Xiaobai was the only one in the entire dormitory, and even Huang Laoqi disappeared, Wang Xiaobai felt extremely lonely.

Early the next morning, Wang Xiaobai rode home with Chen Jianbin in a car, and when he got home, the door was locked, Wang Xiaobai called his father, only to know that his mother was going to give birth, and was in the delivery room, Wang Xiaobai didn't even put down his schoolbag, and rode to the town hospital.

Seeing Wang Xiaobai, Wang Jianjun's tears fell, and he said, "Xiaobai, you came just in time, your mother should be fine, right?" ”

I vomited blood in the college entrance examination, and my father didn't ask a word when he saw it, but asked him if he would be okay, right? Wang Xiaobai felt very aggrieved, but looking at his father's appearance, he still comforted: "It's okay, now that medical technology is so developed, if it doesn't work, just plane, it'll be fine!" ”

"Mm-hmm, I think it's okay too." Speaking of this, Wang Xiaobai just finished the college entrance examination and asked, "How did you do in the college entrance examination?" Are you sure you can get into a good university? ”

"I think it's okay, I should be able to pass a line, Dad, what do you think I should apply for......"

Wang Xiaobai and his father just wanted to talk to him about applying for a major, when the nurse came out and shouted: "Bai Li's family, Bai Li's family, I gave birth, my mother and daughter are safe." ”

"It's a girl, it's a girl, God will......" Wang Xiaobai's father almost jumped up, forgetting his son's words to the back of his head...... Wang Xiaobai was very helpless, but he was relieved to hear that the mother and daughter were safe, and the next thing was to be hospitalized, and it would take a week to be discharged.

Wang Xiaobai saw his sister on the hospital bed, the wrinkled skin, ugly like a puppy, opening his mouth and crying, even so, Wang Xiaobai could still see that his sister's facial features were more similar to his father.

Wang Xiaobai looked down at his sister, the sister who was crying suddenly grabbed Wang Xiaobai's fingers holding the small bed, something strange happened, the sister who grabbed his fingers suddenly stopped crying, and giggled...... A similar voice seemed to be very happy to see him, and the little hand held his fingers very hard.

Wang Xiaobai also felt the wonderful connection between him and his sister, not only the blood connection, but also an indescribable feeling, he couldn't help but ask softly: "You are so small, I am your brother......"

"Giggles......" A small laugh spread in Wang Xiaobai's ears.

Wang Xiaobai's sister has a nice name, Wang Shilan. It seems that he has been thinking about what it sounds good to call it, anyway, it is better than Wang Xiaobai, and there is nothing to say next, Wang Jianjun has to take care of his mother in the hospital, Wang Xiaobai went home by himself, took care of himself, and had to cook porridge for his mother and send it to the hospital......

A week has passed, Wang Xiaobai's home and hospital are running at both ends, fortunately, his mother and sister are very healthy, but no one really cares about him, Wang Xiaobai wants to fill in the volunteer questions to ask for his parents' opinions, but all the parents' minds are on Wang Shilan's body, Wang Xiaobai simply didn't ask again.

A week later, Wang Xiaobai returned to school by himself, this day was the day his mother was discharged from the hospital, Wang Xiaobai, who was unaccompanied, rode a bicycle back to school to fill in the volunteers, and many parents helped to get ideas...... There are 12 disciplines, 61 university majors, and more than 500 university majors. Economics, Law, Education, Literature, History, Science, Philosophy, Engineering, Agriculture, Medicine, Art, Management, ......

Wang Xiaobai's goal is to be admitted to a good university, as for what to study, he has no time to think, his parents don't seem to pay attention to what he studies, his father means to study forestry, and he can work in the Forestry Bureau when he comes back, his mother has no suggestions, Wang Xiaobai is really not interested in dealing with wood for the rest of his life, and he is not much interested in other subjects.

His eyes fell on philosophy, the experience of the past few years, made him more and more curious about the world, the original world view has long become fragmented with the existence of ghosts and gods, and philosophy can be regarded as a scale. The function of this scale is to start from the rational existence itself, to find the essential origin of rationality, and the relationship between self-existence and other beings in the world.

There is no universally accepted definition of the term philosophy in the academic community, and there is no possibility of agreeing on a definition. From the perspective of the history of philosophy, philosophy is the study of a number of issues, involving concepts such as these. Philosophy is the study of universal and fundamental questions, mostly related to reality, existence, knowledge, values, reason, mind, language, etc.

Maybe philosophy can explain some of Wang Xiaobai's doubts, without anyone's guidance, remembering all this he had experienced, Wang Xiaobai decisively chose the philosophy department, filled in the volunteer, Wang Xiaobai felt empty in his heart, very confused about the future, wandering around alone, ran into Li Xiaojing, Li Xiaojing came over and asked: "Wang Xiaobai, what college did you apply for?" ”

"I applied to an upper-middle school, and the target was the Department of Philosophy of Kyunghoku University. What about you? ”

"I applied to the Department of Finance of Fudan University."

This is the difference between a scholar and an ordinary student, Li Xiaojing is Fudan University, Wang Xiaobai has no confidence to report a better teacher, and he couldn't help sighing, Li Xiaojing lowered his head and said: "Our university is not in the same city, and it will be far away in the future, Wang Xiaobai, will you still contact me?" ”

"Of course I'm connected, don't everyone say that we are having a partner, you admit it yourself!"

Wang Xiaobai made a joke, Li Xiaojing suddenly cried, Wang Xiaobai was startled, she didn't know what was wrong with her, and hurriedly said: "It's okay if you're not happy, what are you crying about, I'm joking with you." ”

"No, I'm not crying because you're joking, you know, my parents couldn't wait to divorce the day after I finished the exam, although I had been prepared, but I was still psychologically uncomfortable, I don't have a home, our school is not in a city, and I will be alone in the future, woo woo woo ......"

It turned out that because of this, Wang Xiaobai suddenly realized, with Li Xiaojing's relationship with his parents, it is a miracle that he can delay the divorce until now, sooner or later, Wang Xiaobai comforted: "Your parents' affairs, you don't know, I know that you are bitter, in fact, it is not easy for the two of them, they have been making do for fear of affecting your studies, now that they are divorced, they are all free, don't feel bad, we will go to college soon, we are also adults, and the future road is on our own......"

"I know, I know it, but I feel uncomfortable in my heart, I envy you, envy your parents so much for loving each other, your family is reunited, but I don't have a home......"

When it comes to home, Wang Xiaobai said with a wry smile: "My parents are not divorced, but no one cares about me, you also know that my mother gave birth to a second child and gave birth to a little sister, I can almost ignore it, college entrance examination, fill in the volunteers, not all of them are me!" Their minds are now on my sister, and I have become an outsider, hey! ”

Hearing Wang Xiaobai's complaints, Liu Xiaojing muttered: "Your mother is too, she is so old, what do you want a second child!" ”

After speaking, he felt that he shouldn't say this, coughed embarrassedly, and said softly: "And I take care of you, care about you, Wang Xiaobai, whether we are in college in the same city or not, don't forget me, when I graduate from college, no matter where you are, I will go to you, let's be together, not like my parents, you have to send me WeChat, call me, if you have time on vacation, come to me to play......"

After speaking, he looked around and saw that there was no one, and plunged into Wang Xiaobai's arms, Wang Xiaobai hugged Li Xiaojing, squinted at the sun in the distance, and was falling into the horizon little by little, and the whole world was rendered a golden red......