Chapter 145
As soon as Bai Susu left, Su Yaoxue closed the door and shouted in a low voice: "Dark Er, check what is going on for me, and tell me quickly when you find out!" ”
"Yes." After saying that, Dark Er disappeared into the tree.
An hour later, Dark Er came back and told Su Yaoxue what he had found.
"You want to force me to marry her son again? She's really a thief," Su Yaoxue rolled her eyes, and then thought of a good idea, "They look good tonight!" Fight me? Let them shoot themselves in the foot! ”
On the way to practice martial arts, Su Yaoxue met Mu Jiuyuan.
Mu Jiuyuan stood under the tree, wanting to speak and stopping.
The wind blew the jujube tree, and a small snow-like jujube flower fell, dyeing his clothes with a faint fragrance, and then, the fragrance slowly drifted away with the wind.
There was only one figure of her in his dark eyes, as if he wanted to engrave her appearance into his heart, and the hand under his sleeve gradually clenched, and the reluctance in his eyes became more and more intense.
"What's wrong with you? Got something to say? Su Yaoxue tilted her head slightly.
"Yes," Mu Jiuyuan bowed, his thin lips pursed slightly, and after a long while, he said with difficulty, "I'm going to leave for a while." ”
"Where to go?"
"Go to the capital."
"What are you doing in the capital?"
"King Qin."
"Oh." Su Yaoxue understood, but those things were too far away from her.
Obviously, the time spent with Mu Jiuyuan is only about half a month, but why is there a thick layer of reluctance in the bottom of my heart?
It is undeniable that Mu Jiuyuan has a fatal attraction to her, because she is also an ordinary girl, she will fall in love with the other party's appearance and temperament, and she will throb because of the bits and pieces he has done for her, like a bush of weeds in the mountains that no one cares about, and she is suddenly carefully taken care of as a precious orchid, how can she not fall in love with this feeling?
For the first time in her life, there is a man who will harden her softly, will silently help her do so many things, and will say that he likes her in order to save her face......
It's good to meet him in this life!
But......
"Then you probably won't come back again, right?" She pretended to smile easily, then shrugged her shoulders, her movements were slightly exaggerated, "That place in the capital, the mountains are good, the water is good, and the people are good, you will definitely meet someone who attracts your soul, I wish you happiness." ”
"Then you don't want me back?" The fragility and loss in his eyes leaked out like a tide.
It's a pity that Su Yaoxue avoided his gaze, turned her back to him and reached out to touch the jujube branch on the side, raised her eyebrows slightly, and said in a casual tone: "If you want to come back, come back, if you don't want to come back, don't come back." Why do you want you back? ”
She was just an insignificant passer-by in his life anyway.
If you've met it, it's good.
For the rest, let it be.
"If you want me back, I'll be back." He made a firm promise.
"I hope you want to come back, not because I want you to come back," Su Yaoxue exhaled softly, "And there's nothing good here, a remote and poor town, how can there be a prosperous capital!" ”
"I don't like it there," at the moment of parting, infinite courage rose in his heart, he wanted to say all the words he had hidden in his heart, he desperately wanted to know the answer, at this moment, saying these words was the bravest thing he had ever done in his life, "I like it here!" ”
"Don't be kidding, I like the capital too, okay? There's definitely a lot of good food out there. ”
"I like the people here too!" He said with great seriousness.
"Aren't all the same everywhere?"
"There's another person here that worries me!"
Su Yaoxue was stunned for a moment, then turned her head curiously and asked, "Who?" Didn't you say you were going to King Qin? Won't your father go with you? You're going to leave him here? ”
At this moment, a sense of powerlessness rose in Mu Jiuyuan's heart.
It's a bit like a chicken talking to a duck.
"I can't bear you!" He said loudly.
When Su Yaoxue heard this, her brain felt like it was about to explode.
His expression was so serious, it didn't look like a fake.
"I can't bear you!" He repeated it again.
Su Yaoxue lowered her long eyelashes.
"I can't bear you!"
Su Yaoxue was stunned.
Reluctant?
This statement is too ambiguous.
At this moment, she had to face up to a question that she had never dared to think about, she raised her head cautiously, swallowed her saliva, and used the greatest courage in her life to ask, "Do you like me?" ”
Mu Jiuyuan seemed to be frightened and didn't dare to speak, but his cold face like a fairy was dyed with a rouge color, and his eyes that were like an abyss on weekdays were like a deer in the forest at this moment.
He didn't dare to answer, and he didn't know how to answer.
I thought he was brave enough, but he didn't expect that when the incident came, he still wanted to run away.
And, again, began to regret his impulsiveness.
Would she say anything cold to him?
Or are you angry and walk away?
Or was it to mock him for not being able to say such a thing to her?
So, he first mocked himself in his heart, what qualifications did he have to muster up the courage to say such things to her? Now it was good, and she noticed his dirty thoughts.
He is a mortal, how can he like her?
Besides, she would feel guilty for that long just killing someone.
Walking from the mountain of corpses and blood was too dirty and smelly, and getting closer to her would be a blasphemy against her.
He was covered in dirty mud and should not have touched the sun.
"You don't really like me, do you?" Seeing that he didn't answer for a long time, Su Yaoxue subconsciously affirmed this answer a little, "But...... Why? I don't have amazing talent, I don't have the beauty of the country, I don't have the heart of a saint who is unique in this world, how can you like me? I don't have any merit except for being good at fighting! And I can't beat you, this advantage can be ignored. ”
Mu Jiuyuan finally breathed a sigh of relief, and began to reply seriously: "I have seen the first beauty in the world, but she is no different from other laymen in the red dust in my eyes; I have seen the most talented woman in the world, but her talent is only a bargaining chip for her future marriage; I've seen the kindest Aunt Tzu Yun in the world, but I'm indifferent to her theory of helping the world.
"Beauty is innate, not soul;
"Talent is acquired, and it has nothing to do with the soul;
"Mercy and love are acquired virtues, but unrealistic and empty theories make me feel indifferent.
"I used to think I wouldn't be attracted to any woman in the world until I couldn't help but set my eyes on you. Your optimistic attitude towards life, your style of doing things with clear grievances, and your chic attitude of enjoying life...... It captivates me again and again, leading me to discover more and more of the good in life. Their souls are gray in my eyes, but yours is colored in my eyes. ”
Su Yaoxue was even more confused by this sudden confession.
She didn't even know she was that good!
"But I'm also very troublesome," she said, scratching her head and being a little embarrassed, "won't you be annoyed after a long time?" At that point, you will feel that other people are good and that. For example, this one knows the rules better than me, the other one is more talented than me, and the other one is more worry-free than me......"
"Do I like those?"
"Hehe, I forgot you don't like ......"