When I said these words, Chi Fengmin kept staring at me.

After I had said it all, it was another half minute before he said, "I believe you haven't changed." ”

His attitude was so crisp that I was a little strange, "Can I know why?" ”

His eyes flashed, and he said, "I've seen this happen once. ”

I didn't speak, I intuitively felt that this matter was related to what Li Yu said, and I was afraid that as soon as I opened my mouth, he would stop talking.

Sure enough, Chi Fengmin said with a pale face: "The incident that Li Yu said, it is indeed not your nightmare, nor me, but ...... My dad. ”

I froze.

"When I found you, you were dead...... The bed was covered with blood. Chi Fengmin showed a trance again, "I rushed in with my mother, I was so angry, I was going to call the police, and he started beating me and hitting my mother." Fighting, you suddenly sat up, you looked at us, and said 'brother, mother, father, ......'"

I was confused, "How come I don't know about this?" ”

"It's not just you, my mother doesn't remember it at all, and if it weren't for you just now, ......" Chi Fengmin said, showing a painful look again, pausing for a while before continuing, "I forgot too." ”

I can understand Chi Fengmin's forgetfulness, and from his expression just now, I know that that incident scared him a lot.

But I ......

I don't have much impression of Chi Fengmin's father, and I don't have any strong emotions, neither good nor bad.

I said, "When was that?" Did I move out after that or did I stay with you? ”

Chi Fengmin said: "I still keep it, because after I walked out of that room, everyone forgot about it." ”

I said, "I didn't understand you." ”

Chi Fengmin said: "I just forgot about it, and then the maid told me that my mother found a lot of blood in the room, and my mother was very nervous to take you for an examination." Do you remember this? ”

I shook my head, "I don't remember that......"

"My mom completely forgot the reason and took you for a check-up, and the doctor said you weren't hurt, but you had already had sex/sex, and my mom was very upset and told you not to fall in love, saying that she didn't like girls who didn't care for her." Chi Fengmin said: "You were also very angry that day, and you came to tell me, crying that my mother misunderstood you, and I completely forgot about it, so help you explain it to my mother together." ”

I said, "Does your dad remember?" ”

Chi Fengmin shook his head and said, "I don't know about this, because of his domestic violence, so I rarely interact with him." ”

I said, "I feel so strange to what you're talking about, I can't believe it's happened to me." ”

Chi Fengmin said: "Do you have no impression of what happened in our family anymore? ”

"That's the only one, I used to think it was you, but now it'...... Now I have no picture in my head. I said, "As for what you said about your father's domestic violence, I have no impression at all." ”

I only remember that Li Yu said this.

Chi Fengmin said: "At first, he often beat us in front of you, but later, because the welfare institution would ask you regularly, you told them that he lost his temper, and it took him some effort to settle the matter, and after that, he was no longer seen by you." ”

I said, "I see......"

It's a strange feeling, and even though I'm the main character, I feel like I'm listening to someone else's story.

I remember that when Li Yu mentioned that I was raped by Chi Fengmin, I still felt very painful, but now I don't feel anything at all.

I even started to get distracted, and something else came to mind:

What Chi Fengmin said to me this morning was not true, and now that I think about it, it should be Li Yu who told him about the soul, but he didn't believe it, so Li Yu set a trap. He first asked Li Nuannuan to give me that kind of hint, which made me start to think about the relationship between my soul and body, and asked Chi Fengmin to confirm. Li Yu himself talked to Chi Fengmin and asked him to talk to me about this.

After talking about it, I naturally became curious about his soul state, because I was a little skeptical about whether Chi Fengmin was really himself. And Li Yu naturally trapped me, so as to prove to Chi Fengmin that the soul is real.

However, due to Chi Fengmin's unbelief, Li Yu temporarily changed his moves.

Now Chi Fengmin believes in the soul theory, not only does he believe it, but he also firmly believes that I am Song Jiayin. And the reason he gave was very reliable, that I had this self-healing ability long before I was still in their house.

This can at least prove that I am indeed the Song Jiayin that Li Yu knows, right?

However, there are some parts of this matter that don't make sense, and that is:

If I could have healed myself then, why wouldn't I have healed when I had a minor injury?

If it can only heal itself in extreme cases, then why didn't I heal myself later when I was beaten by Li Nuannuan to the point of massive bleeding and kicked in the heart by Li Nuannuan?

I think this should be related to the "awakening" that Wu Jingkang said, and you can ask him.

But this is enough to refute Li Yu's so-called "dove occupies the magpie's nest".

Although Li Yu did not answer Chi Fengmin's question about "whether to find the real Song Jiayin", his attitude was already acquiescing. In other words, a person who claimed to be the real Song Jiayin made him believe in the identity of the other party.

That's what makes me feel the most sad thing, I'm standing here alive, and he runs away to believe in other people, and I can't prove myself. I've been through so much with him, I've paid so much for repentance of that mistake, and yet he believes that others say it's all my conspiracy.

I think it's because he still wants a clean Song Jiayin who has never murdered him and has never made mistakes.

When I think about it, I feel so powerless.

I was thinking about it when I suddenly heard Chi Fengmin's voice, "Are you okay?" Good news? ”

I looked back at him, "What's wrong?" ”

"You've been in a daze." Chi Fengmin asked, "What are you thinking?" ”

I didn't speak.

He added: "I didn't expect the soul to really exist, I originally thought Li Yu was crazy." But I will never distrust you like him, don't be afraid, although he has some ability, I will not let him take you back. ”

"Nope." I said, "I want to go back." ”

Chi Fengmin stopped talking.

I said, "I came out because I thought Li Yu had changed his mind, but now it seems that he has been deceived by others." I want to help with this before divorcing him. ”

Chi Fengmin said: "You don't need to help him solve this matter, he is an adult, and his own affairs should be solved by himself." ”

"But what he said about him being poisoned by me and possessed by my men is true, and I suspect that Li Yu was interfered with by unnatural forces. I can't explain the specifics. I suspect that this matter is related to Wu Jingkang, although this guy has always claimed that he did not lie to me, but I have never known the reason why he possessed Li Yu and left suddenly, I said: "The most important thing is that Li Yu's parents are very good to me, I can't let them down, leave a mess and run away." ”

I thought it would be as difficult to convince Chi Fengmin as before, but I didn't expect him to accept it immediately: "Then can you keep in touch with me?" Anything, I can help you as soon as possible. ”

I said, "Yes." But I don't want you to waste your time on me. My physical condition is very bad, my life must be very short, and I can't have children......" I saw that he was anxious to speak, and hurriedly said: "And I don't love you, now I know that the person was not you, but I still feel very uncomfortable when I think that you often come to my room." ”

Chi Fengmin was stunned for a moment and said, "That's because you always say that you want me to accompany you, and you want me to put you to sleep every day, tell you stories, and hug you, and you will be happy." I think it's because you need to be loved, but my mom was too harsh. ”

I said, "I don't know any of these things." ”

Chi Fengmin sighed, revealing a sad gaze.

I laughed at myself: "It doesn't take too long, I don't even remember it at all, no wonder Li Yu would believe that I am not me." ”

Chi Fengmin said: "You used to be eccentric, sensitive and willful, although you were very close to me, I could feel that your heart was cold. Now you are completely different, and you have forgotten everything between us, if it weren't for the fact that I remembered that memory by chance, I might have believed Li Yu's words. ”

I couldn't help but ask, "Which one do you prefer?" ”

Chi Fengmin looked me in the eye and said, "I like all the looks of you." ”

I said, "Do you have to choose?" ”

This time he looked at me in silence for a long time before he said, "I don't know." Don't make me make such a hard choice. ”

I just nodded and said, "I'm sorry. ”

Chi Fengmin and I went back to the room separately, we wanted to fall asleep directly, but after thinking about it, we couldn't help but dial Li Yu's number first.

Li Yu answered quickly, "What's wrong?" ”

I said, "Didn't you say you'll come back later?" ”

"It's a bit of a matter of urgency for the time being." Li Yu asked, "What's the matter with you?" ”

I said, "I can go back with you." ”

Li Yu said: "Then you are ready to come out." ”

I said, "No, I'm not going back with you today, I'm going to see Silvia, and I'll go back as soon as I see Silvia." ”

Li Yu didn't seem surprised by my question, "You can't see her just yet." ”

I asked, "Why?" ”

"She doesn't want to see you." Li Yu said: "She is very afraid of you. ”

I said, "Then I won't go back with you." ”

"Then forget it." Li Yu said: "As long as Chi Fengmin believes in the soul and believes that you are not good news, it is enough to stop helping you." ”

I smiled and said, "Your wishful thinking is wrong, Chi Fengmin believes me, he is not as confused as you." ”

"Oh?" Li Yu smiled, "You are really amazing." ”

Without waiting for me to say anything, he added, "But thank you for reminding me, I'll make another move." I advise you to be careful, it's not good for a paranoid to start a temper. ”

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