Chapter 146: You Love Him More Than Yourself
Leaving the classroom, Liu Xiyue and Lan Lingmei came to the court, looked around silently and then went around the cherry blossom pond, and slowly paced into the osmanthus forest, and sat down on the favorite bench.
After sitting quietly for a while, Lan Lingmei picked a young leaf and stuck it on the hair on the left forehead corner of Liu Xiyue.
"It's a wonderful statement just now, congratulations."
"Something to say."
"He was magnanimous to his classmates, but he refused to forgive him."
"He didn't take anything from me."
"Really?"
"What did you take?"
"Your heart."
"So there's no way I'm going to forgive him."
"But you're evened out."
"I didn't take anything from him."
"You took his heart too."
"Lingmei, in the past three years, I am very happy to know you, and I have a headache to know you."
"It's too late to regret it."
"I'll never regret it."
"You'll never regret knowing him, either."
"Can you say something else?"
"Can you remember some old love?"
Liu Xiyue covered her ears, and Lan Lingmei tore her hands off again.
"Just because he went on a blind date, you broke up with him, I don't think it's that simple."
"How complicated is it?"
"How long will it take you to tell the truth?"
Liu Xiyue was silent for a long time and sighed.
"He went on a blind date twice, which made me feel very unsure. I can't stay in Sanjiang, I can only go back to Qianhe after graduation, I don't like to live apart. He had doubts about my innocence, and I didn't want him to live with me for the rest of his life with regrets. β
Lan Lingmei couldn't help but laugh out loud.
"Innocence is not innocent, and there are many opportunities to verify. You don't necessarily have to go back to Qianhe, there are a lot of people in Sanjiang Private Kindergarten, and you can choose at will on your terms. It may be difficult after marriage, but as long as he has something to eat, he will definitely share half of your mouthful, or even chew and feed you. He went on a blind date, and he really couldn't get over it. That person may be better off than you and like him very much, but he loves you. β
"I don't love him anymore."
"It's not that you don't love him, you love him more than you love yourself. You're afraid of getting into trouble for him, you're afraid of being a burden to him. You want to fulfill him. But being moved is never the same as being moved. β
"I want him to be happy, I want him to be successful, I want him to be happy, I want him to achieve his dreams. If there was anyone better than me to help him achieve his dreams, I
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Glad to leave. If he remembers me, it's worth it; If he forgets me, it's wise to do so. If he loves me deeply, he will understand my heart. β
"I don't know if you've matured or if you're more innocent. The point is, have you forgotten him? β
"What if you can't forget? In the past four years, he has made me taste the joy of love, but also made my heart ache so much, I love and hate it when I think about it. But I'm still deeply glad that I met someone in my most beautiful years. Hopefully, time will dilute everything. β
On the evening of July 10, people in the dormitory unexpectedly gathered. According to the school's graduation arrangement, the graduation procedures will start tomorrow, and all affairs will be settled, and you can leave the school after receiving the graduation certificate.
Liu Xiyue sat on the edge of the bed and folded her clothes, glancing out of the dark window from time to time.
Zhu Geqi took out an envelope from his backpack and handed it to her.
"This is the letter that Instructor Luo asked me to pass on to you."
Liu Xiyue hesitated for a while and took a look, the brown paper envelope was printed with the name of the military academy and the zip code in red, and three big characters were written in the center of the front of the envelope: Liu Xiyue. There are two slightly smaller words at the end: Qinqi.
"Please give it back to him."
"If you don't take a look, I can't explain it."
"I've forgotten what he looks like."
"He hasn't forgotten you."
"Asking for trouble."
"You're so lucky that there are always people who like you."
Liu Xiyue tore open the envelope, and there was a letterhead and a photo inside. There was only one sentence written on the letterhead: Hello, can you tell me where you are going to work?
The photo shows a young officer in a military uniform, with an angular, handsome and mighty, majestic face, slender figure, strong and straight, cold and introverted exuding a faint bookish atmosphere, and the two stars on his shoulders make people more heroic. Liu Xiyue stared at the photo and smiled.
"He's a handsome guy."
"I'll take a look," Lan Lingmei took the photo from the bed to the ground, and took a closer look, "It's indeed a handsome guy, it looks promising, take it, just fill your loneliness and emptiness." β
"He's a lieutenant now," Zhu Geqi said, "and he can be promoted to captain soon after work." Several people said that based on his current performance, he would most likely become a general. As for teachers, they eat chalk ash every day, have varicose veins in their legs and legs, and even if they work hard, they will be a principal in the end, and their future is hopeless. β
Lan Lingmei returned the photo to Liu Xiyue, looked up and down exaggeratedly, and gave a thumbs up.
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"Liu Xiyue, you do have the blessing of the general's wife, you can't miss the opportunity."
"The officer's food, clothing, and lodging are all free," Zhu Geqi said, "and there is a salary every month, and it is one level higher than that of the locality, and the family members can also join the army." In the future, even if they change jobs, the unit to which the officer goes will not be far behind. As for the teacher, Qingshui Yamen has been mixed all his life. A language teacher may be able to write a few books, but what is the use? There are so many books in the library, how many people read them? After a woman gets married, she basically washes and cooks every day, takes care of the children, copes with work, and can only rely on her husband to get ahead. If the husband is a wreck, there is no hope for the rest of his life. Poor couples mourn everything, it doesn't matter now, when you get married, the shabby and difficult will make you miserable, and you will be heartbroken for a lifetime. It's okay to be naΓ―ve when you go to school, but you have to be realistic when you get married. In fact, as long as you look at the people around you, the facts are obvious. β
Lan Lingmei slapped her slap a few times and gave a thumbs up.
"Where did the high theory come from? Instructor Luo taught? β
"It doesn't matter where it came from, you just have to see if it makes sense."
"Hearing you say that, I want to find an officer. Liu Xiyue, it's wise for you to kick off that sour wood. What is he capable of? Who wouldn't say sweet words? It's all empty talk anyway. Besides, he can't stand you first, and it's not worth nostalgia at all. Life is short, and no matter how hard you suffer, others can't suffer yourself. Be realistic. Instructor Luo is confessing to you and giving people a reply, maybe you really have a relationship with him. β
When Liu Xiyue heard the word "fate", her heart tingled, and she put the photo back in the envelope and handed it to Zhu Geqi, smiling as if she looked down on everything.
"Geqi, please return it to him, just say thank you for your concern."
"That's it, you've made up your mind?"
"Yes. That's it. Thank you. β
"You still can't let go of Gao Wutong."
"I don't have anything to do with him anymore."
"I won't be in touch again?"
"It's been cut in two."
"I'm just afraid that the lotus root will be broken."
"You talk, I'm a little tired and want to lie down for a while."
Liu Xiyue took off her shoes and went to bed, put down the mosquito net, lay down sideways, and pulled the quilt to cover her head.
After a while, Lan Lingmei pulled a crack in Liu Xiyue's mosquito net, stretched her head inside, pulled the quilt on her head down, and brought it to her face. Liu Xiyue burst into tears and was sobbing silently.
Lan Lingmei was stunned, touched the pillow towel, and it was already wet in a few places. Lan Lingmei was sad and dazed, sighed softly, and pulled the quilt over her head again.
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