Chapter 239: I'm looking for a sense of existence

Hearing him say this, I suddenly held my breath, and even blurted out in my mind: "Shi Heyang, don't touch my daughter, why do you need to involve children in the grievances between adults?" ”

I was still very scared in my heart, afraid that he would not be good for Mia, so I continued: "Just like the grudge between you, which was originally between the previous generation, but you have become like this, one by one from the hands of death, does it have to be a tragedy repeated? You..."

Before I could finish speaking, he suddenly pointed his finger at me fiercely: "Don't mention the word tragedy to me, God knows that I am the only one who is a tragedy, and you are not, what tragedy does he have when he is in the south?" Isn't he still sitting in the position of president of the times, remarried to you, and has a child, life is too good for him, and me? Now no one is a person, no ghost is not a ghost, the woman who loves me the most died in the fire, I have nothing now, whoever sees me is like seeing a monster, what does life give me? What the hell does fucking life give me? ”

The expression on his face was terrifying, as if he could tear me apart in the next second.

But at this time, if I show a special cowardice, how can I protect Mia?

So I pulled his finger away from me and replied to him a little harshly: "Who can you blame for this?" Obviously you don't belong to you, you have to take it, obviously you are not a member of the Shi family, you have lived there for more than 20 years, but you are not grateful but repay your grievances with virtue, and in the end you can only eat the consequences, but you have survived from this fire, you don't know how to cherish your current life, but you are full of resentment, your life is full of hatred This kind of negative things, how can you live well, the woman you love did die in the fire, isn't this bad for you? If you hadn't counted these things and fought for what didn't belong to you, would she have fallen victim to this cruel struggle? ”

Although what I said was the Tao, I was still in turmoil at this time, and I was even thinking that if Shi Heyang did something to me at this time, or solved me, it would be easy.

But Shi Heyang was beyond my expectations, he just smiled coldly, although his face was burned and he couldn't see his expression, he could see his eyes clearly, and he was still as ruthless as Fangcai.

"Do you know what I'm here for?" As he spoke, he didn't forget to raise his seemingly abrupt brow, and turned to sit on the sofa in the apartment.

I was relieved that at least he was a certain distance away from me, and I wouldn't be so scared.

But when I heard him say this, I couldn't help but say nervously: "I don't know." ”

Shi Heyang kept staring at me, then nodded and said unhurriedly: "Actually, there is no purpose, it's just that the outside media have begun to publicize that the president of the era is going to hold a wedding, so I'll take a look and find a sense of existence." ”

When he said this, there was even more silence between us, and I felt even more that he must have some purpose but to let my guard down against him in this way.

After a while, he suddenly got up, and even walked a few steps to the door with some stooping.

Then I heard a burst of laughter, and the hoarse words that accompanied it made me feel even more inexplicable.

"You can call the police to arrest me, or you can go and tell Shi Xiangnan for a while, what else can I be afraid of when I look like this, but as long as I am arrested, I don't guarantee what kind of accidents will happen to the little girl named Mia and the woman named Gu Wanwan."

He didn't forget to glance at me before closing the door, and finally said lightly: "If you can pretend that nothing happened today, the two of them can continue to live in peace." ”

Until he left and the door was shut, I was still unable to move with my hands propped up on the table, and I didn't come back to my senses for a long time.

It was a long time before I sat down on the couch with a slump of sweat on my hands.

Shi Heyang's words kept flipping in my head, and I didn't know what decision to make.

I don't dare to risk Mia and Wanwan's lives, but I don't want to let Shi Heyang appear in our lives so often intentionally or unintentionally, and I don't even dare to imagine what he will do at the wedding in a few days.

What will it be like at that time, and will it be dangerous to go south? Will Mia be safe?

Everything is unknown, everything makes me feel at a loss.

But I think what Shi Heyang said to me must not be casual, if I really call the police or tell Shi Xiangnan, I am afraid that he will really be ruthless.

After all, the image of Xiang Nan being shot in the first place kept coming back and forth in my mind, so I only had that choice, right?

I put my hand over my forehead, and I could only pray silently in my heart, if I could really pretend that this incident had not happened today, that he would be able to speak.

However, he did fulfill his promise, and in the days that followed, he spared Mia and Wanwan, and did not go south when the threat was over, but I ignored myself, and in the end I was the one who fell for his way.

When Fu Chen picked me up, it was more than half an hour later, and he desperately explained to me in the car why he was late, and on the way here, two cars collided and caused a traffic jam.

But I couldn't listen to what he was saying at all, and my mind was still thinking about what he had just done.

Just when Fu Chen wanted to talk to me, I looked up and asked, "Where is Mia?" ”

Fu Chen was a little stunned by my tone, and only a few seconds later told me naturally: "In the old mansion, with the old man and the eldest young master, the wife will shoot with Mr. Shi first, and I will pick up Miss Mia in a while." ”

After thinking about it for a while, I decided that Mia might be a safer place for me to go in the old mansion, after all, Shi Heyang would not go to the old mansion to be ruthless.

"Fu Chen, you don't have to pick it up, just let Mia stay with grandpa, the distance between the old mansion is not close, and it is not short to come and go, and there will be a chance to shoot Mia again in the future."

Fu Chen understood, so he didn't say anything, probably he thought I wanted to take a photo with Shi Xiangnan alone, so he looked at me with an unknown smile.

After driving for more than 20 minutes, the car stopped at the door of a bridal shop, and I got out of the car unhurriedly, while Fu Chen was waiting here for us to have something to order.

I was obviously a little absent-minded, and even when I walked into the door of the bridal shop, Shi Xiangnan was already waiting for me at the door, I didn't pay much attention to it, and walked straight inside.

He followed step by step from behind, grabbed my waist very easily, and said with some complaints: "I said Mrs. Shi, you have ignored your husband. ”

At this time, I stopped and looked at him in a daze: "Why are you behind me?" ”

He looked at me incredulously, approached and touched my head: "Why are you so absent-minded, you walked in front of me." ”

After thinking about it all the way, I decided to act as if nothing had happened today, so I made an excuse to explain: "Isn't it because I'm worried about Gu Wanwan, I'm afraid that she won't be able to think about it, she's so sad, I still have to take wedding photos, I always feel bad, or let's take another day." ”

"How can the wedding photos be postponed, the wedding time is also set, the official news released by the times, and all the media and politics at that time. There are still many people with heads and faces in the house who will come, even if I don't care, but grandpa will feel that it is a pity that there are no wedding photos. ”

Shi Xiangnan was right, after all, his position and interpersonal relationships simply did not allow such things to change, otherwise all the preparations would be in vain.

Well, I just misconsidered.

I had no choice but to reassure him to continue taking pictures.

It wasn't until this time that I really saw this wedding hall, which was really a super big and super domineering hall.

The interior is also decorated like a castle of a European aristocracy, and the elevator inside shows that there are five floors.

It is also expected that the president of a group like Xiang Shi Xiangnan will get married, and of course the guild hall he is looking for will not be bad.

It's just that in the face of such a noble guild environment, I have never been able to lift my spirits.

But in order not to let Shi Xiangnan see it, I also tried my best to hide my emotions.

At this time, two dresses came up to me with a wedding dress that surprised me very much, and another person held a men's suit and handed it to Shi Xiangnan.

Shi Xiangnan took the suit, and his eyebrows and eyes were about to smile and looked at me: "Guess how long you have been preparing this wedding dress?" ”

I pursed my lips and replied, "A month? ”

He shook his head: "Longer." ”

"Three months?"

He frowned and continued to shake his head.

"Could it be that you prepared before chasing me, half a year?"

Shi Xiangnan sighed, I was disgusted by him like a student who couldn't be taught.

He raised three fingers and shook them in front of me: "Three years!" ”

Three years?

It seems that we started preparing half a year before our divorce?

"Yes, when you were five months pregnant, I found the most famous wedding designer in Milan to design a look for you, the construction period was half a year, I thought that just after you gave birth, we could hold a wedding, but unfortunately some things were unpredictable at that time, but I kept it for you."

He held my waist and pushed me with a smile: "Why don't you go and try it soon?" ”

I couldn't help but smile when I looked at the wedding dress in front of me that I should have worn years ago, and it was still going to be worn on me.

It turns out that this is fate, some fate has long been destined, even if it goes around for a while, but in the end it will still be worn on my body.

Just like between me and Shi Xiangnan, no matter how long it takes, we are still destined to be together in the end.

After listening to him, I changed into my wedding dress and looked at myself in the mirror, and this beauty even amazed me a little.

This feeling of getting married arises spontaneously, and I think when I go out, he will probably be as amazing as I am when he sees me.