One night about a week later, I took an early shower and went to bed as usual, and when it was the middle of the night, I noticed that there was some strange noise in my door, which was not loud, but it suddenly woke me up, and I wondered why I was awakened at that time.

I opened my eyes and saw that it was dark, and I didn't make any sound, because it sounded like a man opening my door, and I couldn't help but wonder who was coming to my room in the middle of the night.

Within a few minutes, my door creaked open without gently pushing it open, and through the moonlight shining in from the window, I realized that it was Chen Yihua who came to my window.

This Chen Yihua, dressed in a white transparent nightdress, loomed on the chest, revealing a deep groove out, a long black hair shawl down, through the moonlight outside, Chen Yihua's delicate facial features will look very charming, just look at it like this, I can no longer control myself, I breathe a little heavily, I still don't dare to make a little movement, I want to know what Chen Yihua wants to do, and at the same time I am very looking forward to it, I don't know why I want to expect anything, Maybe it's a sign of my adolescence as well.

I was afraid that Chen Yihua would find out that I was pretending to be asleep, so I kept squinting my eyes, and the next scene directly made me dumbfounded, only to see Chen Yihua flick her hands, her transparent nightdress slipped directly from her shoulders, and she lifted the corner of my quilt and got directly into my quilt.

At this critical moment, by the moonlight outside, I saw Chen Yihua on the bed with his eyes closed, and a crystal tear in the corners of his eyes.

Looking at Chen Yihua's crystal tears, my brain buzzed and seemed to be a little relieved, is this Chen Yihua? What am I doing myself? Chen Yihua wholeheartedly said, why would he do such a thing with me?

Chen Yihua also noticed my abnormality, slowly opened his eyes and asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”

I didn't speak, I just looked at her quietly, I didn't know what was going on, so I didn't know how to answer, and now we were even more embarrassed.

Chen Yihua saw that I hadn't spoken for a long time, opened his arms, hugged me gently, and whispered to me: "Guoqiang, I know you are very confused, to be honest, I am also very confused, I know that all this is fake, you also understand it in your heart, but I don't know why we are stuck in such a world, I can't understand how all this happened, the reason why I treat you like this is because I like you, I don't want to go against my thoughts to the Tao, but I can't help but fall in love with you, I just want to go crazy with the help of this illusory world, I want to give you my first time, maybe when we get out of this world, I will still be the original Chen Yihua, and you are still Ma Guoqiang, a woman with another woman who loves you deeply is waiting for you. ”

Hearing Chen Yihua say this, I didn't speak for a long time, and after a while, I got down from her, picked up a cigarette and lit it: "Say, what else do you know?" Why do you say that there is another woman who loves me dearly? ”

Chen Yihua saw that I didn't continue the next move, his face was slightly disappointed, and he said to me after a while: "To be honest, I don't know too much, but I know that the world we are in now is not the world we were in before, and I can't say what happened in it, but I know that the only thing we can do now is to wait, and I don't know what to wait for, maybe it's waiting for someone to wake us up out of this world." ”

After listening to Chen Yihua's words, I silently filtered it in my heart, all the phenomena here have never appeared in Ma Laodao's notes, listening to Chen Yihua's tone, it seems that she knows so much information, but she is not sure, but since he is unwilling to tell me, then why should I force it?

Chen Yihua saw that I was sitting at the head of the bed just smoking a cigarette in a muffled voice, I couldn't help but get up and hugged me tightly from the back, we don't have any clothes on us now, Chen Yihua's chest was tightly attached to my back, so I couldn't help but have some dirty thoughts in my head, and I couldn't bear to push Chen Yihua away, so I let her hold me.

That night may be my permanent pain, and sometimes I regret myself, at that time, it should be like Chen Yihua said, since I know that it is an illusory world, it is better to simply let myself go crazy.

Since that night passed, Chen Yihua was still as usual, there was no embarrassment when he met me, and I always felt a little uncomfortable, and the days were just like this, and I didn't know when it would be until and who would wake us up to get out of this illusory world.

I don't know how long it has been, and sometimes even I doubt that life in front of me is reality, because everything is so beautiful in front of me, and I have begun to indulge in such a world.

About half a year later, Xiao Song suddenly came back with Zhang Li, I was also numb to the appearance of Xiao Song, nothing could happen in such a world, Xiao Song saw me as before, without any rustiness, as if our separation was just yesterday.

I also wanted to ask where Shinomatsu had gone, but Shinomatsu looked at me like a monster and just told me if he was stupid. He's been keeping in touch with me, so why would he suddenly ask something like that? I had to smile at Shinomatsu's words, because there was nothing to explain here in my original thinking.

Xiao Song came back on the third day after the busy marriage with Zhang Li, Zhang Li also smiled and thanked me when she saw me, thanking me for finding such a good man for her, looking at Zhang Li's happy appearance I don't want to say anything, because no matter what I say, no one will believe it.

Xiao Song's wedding was very lively, the whole village went to eat and drink, the world does not seem to have forgotten the resurrection of Xiao Song's mother, I don't understand what is going on, for Zhang Li, there are too many things that I feel incomprehensible, but I don't have that mood to care about anything about Zhang Li.

Chen Yihua and I have been silently following the rhythm of this world, without any resistance to the left, I gradually began to like this kind of world, slowly I have felt that I have begun to be obsessed with the life of this world, I don't want to go out to face those sad past, sometimes, I also want to go crazy again, I want to have another night like Chen Yihua, I want to live happily with Chen Yihua in such a small mountain village and never have any contact with the outside world.

Chen Yihua gradually discovered my thoughts, but I don't know why she never came to my room again, and sometimes even began to avoid me, I don't know what she was thinking, did she start to be shy? Could it be that I want to take the initiative to find her?

In this world, she and I are the only ones who understand, since we know that this is an illusory world, why do we need those hypocritical masks? Why not let go of yourself and follow your own ideas? In this world, I am not exaggerating to say that we can even do whatever we want.

I thought about it a lot, and gradually I began to have a sense of evil in my heart, I wanted to possess Chen Yihua, there are no laws in this world, because all this is illusory, I can do whatever I want, and no one can stop me.

Thinking of this, that night, I couldn't hold back the fire in my heart anymore, and went straight to Chen Yihua's room, when I pushed open Chen Yihua's door, I saw Chen Yihua standing quietly in front of the window with his back to me.

Looking at Chen Yihua's graceful figure, I couldn't hold back the impulse in my heart anymore, hugged Chen Yihua tightly from behind, and kissed her neck frantically.

Chen Yihua didn't move from beginning to end, and only after a while did he slowly say to me: "You still can't help it after all?" ”

After hearing Chen Yihua's words, I was shocked, what am I doing? Why did you do such a dirty thing? I slowly lowered my hands and said to Chen Yihua: "I'm sorry, I don't know why I made such a move, I ......"

I didn't know how to say it, Chen Yihua slowly turned around and sighed: "I don't blame you, this may be the demon in my heart, I haven't figured out a way to come out yet, now the only thing we can do is wait." ”

"When, exactly? I'm afraid I'm going to get lost. I couldn't help but ask.

"I don't know!" Chen Yihua said lightly.

After coming out of Chen Yihua's room, I was very disappointed, and the days returned to the previous peace, just like this, three years have passed, I have begun to get used to everything here, even the last line of defense in Chen Yihua's heart seems to have been broken, we have fallen in love with this kind of life.

Everything here seems to be running according to the deepest thoughts in our hearts, and slowly the people in the village began to be matchmakers for me and Chen Yihua, so that we could get married, and Chen Yihua and I naturally had no complaints, and immediately agreed to this family business.

I have forgotten everything, Chen Yihua is my favorite, I like this kind of life, I don't want to have any contact with the outside world, this life is just plain past, let everything become a floating cloud.

On the night when I spent candles in the cave room with Chen Yihua, suddenly a familiar voice sounded in my ears again: "Guoqiang, you should wake up, this is not the place where you should stay, no one can save you if you go on like this." ”

It was Xu Yan's voice...... How could Xu Yan's voice appear here?

Hearing Xu Yan's voice, I was confused again, looking at the lovely Chen Yihua in front of me, should I listen to Xu Yan? I don't want to give up this kind of life, I want to live like this with Chen Yihua, I don't want to get involved in anything anymore.

(End of Volume 1)

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