I clearly know Qiao Chenfeng's feelings for me, for so many years, I have been running away, and now what he has done for me makes me unable to refuse.

In fact, although I am willing to accept him, I am still afraid that I will forget my heart in the vast expanse of Africa.

At the moment when my heart was completely broken, I couldn't help but be afraid, scared, and timid, but I knew that even if I accepted Qiao Chenfeng, I would never let myself fall in love with him.

I gave him a chance, and I also gave myself a chance, so that I could be family with him, at least I didn't want to see him have any regrets after so many years of giving.

……

Two years later.

This is now the fourth country I've traveled to in Africa, from Ghana to South Sudan, then to Mali, and now to Uganda.

At this time, the medical team has arrived to replace the new batch of supporters, and my application to go home has been submitted to my superiors.

As soon as I closed the computer, Mia rubbed beside me, flashing her big eyes and blinking at me, and I looked at her round little face, which was really lovely.

Mia stretched out her little hand, stomped her little foot, whined twice, and just struggled to make a "mother" sound, and I knew that she was begging for a hug.

It's just a pity that Mia only says "Mom" so far, and nothing else.

Every day when I open my eyes and see her, I feel very distressed, she is like the flesh of my heart, every time I can call out "Mom", my heart is like being pierced by something, very uncomfortable.

My love for Mia is almost beyond everything, she is now the sustenance of my whole life, it can even be said that it is half a life, as long as she likes it in the future, I want to try my best to satisfy her.

As long as she can be happy in this life, even if it is at the expense of my happiness, I think it is worth it.

Therefore, for the sake of Miya's future life and education, I also plan to start thinking about returning to China, after all, Africa's education and living standards are relatively backward, and of course I also want Miya to receive a better and better education, so returning to China is my inevitable choice.

Mia is now three and a half years old, and she has missed the best age for early education and kindergarten, and she could have returned to China earlier, but unfortunately Qiao Chenfeng has a relatively large business in Africa recently, so she had to delay and wait for him to go back together.

I described a lot of scenery about our country and Shanghai to Mia, and she always looked like a nymphomaniac.

So every time, I was very anxious to go back, but Qiao Chenfeng always looked at Mia with a guilty face and told her, "I'm waiting for my uncle for a while." ”

Not surprisingly, my application was approved, and I will be going back to take up the position of professor of neurosurgery at Shanghai Medical University, even if I can't return to my original job, a teaching job is still in my medical dream.

Just when my application was approved, I received a call from Gu Wanwan.

Speaking of which, I would never contact anyone in Shanghai unless it was necessary.

Even if it's Gu Wanwan, I'm just sending messages on the Internet, presumably there must be something important to call me this time.

Sure enough, Shanghai Municipal Government. The government requisitioned land and needed to relocate the cemetery, so my sister's tomb needed to be moved, and compensation was involved, so I really had to go back this time.

When I returned to Shanghai, I couldn't tell how I felt, but I felt a lot of emotion when I looked at the place where I had lived for so many years.

When I stood at the airport and watched the people coming and going, suddenly a figure jumped up from behind, hugged my shoulders directly and shouted: "He Anning, I want to kill you." ”

Gu Wanwan, a female man, is already the mother of two children, and she is still so naughty, if she really looks like she said herself, she is a pure king of big children.

The eldest is about to be two years old, the second child is still in her belly, and she is about to be born in five months, it seems that she has been giving birth non-stop in the past two years.

Seeing the nanny who came behind Wanwan, holding a child in her arms, I didn't care about catching up with Wanwan at all, so I ran towards the child.

"Is this Little Bean? Just looking at the photos makes me feel so cute, and now seeing real people is really cute. "I really like little beans.

Saying that, Gu Wanwan took the child to me from the nanny, I held it in my arms, and the little bean babbled and kissed me on the face.

"I like your eldest son, I really like it." I didn't skimp on my liking for Xiaodouzi at all, and walked forward with Xiaodouding in my arms.

Gu Wanwan helped me push the luggage and hurriedly followed: "Hey, He Anning, if you like it, hurry up and give birth to one, Qiao Chenfeng has been chasing for the past two years, and you two have no follow-up, what do you think?" ”

I had to slow down and laugh at myself: "I didn't think much about it, let's take it one step at a time, I think it's good now, with Mia with me, she is almost all I have now." ”

But as soon as Gu Wanwan's temperament came up, she couldn't stop chattering, she sighed and grabbed me: "After all, it's not your biological child, women, you have to have your own after all, don't tell me that you didn't accept Qiao Chenfeng because of the man before?" ”

The more I talked about it, the more outrageous it became, so I had to give her a blank look and get into the car with Xiaodouzi in my arms.

On the way back, Gu Wanwan's conversation box was really opened and couldn't be contained, and she caught up with Tang Seng endlessly along the way.

Even the nanny couldn't stop laughing in the back seat, and I could only squint at her: "You are so nagging, does your old Cheng know?" How did he endure it in the past two years, aren't you afraid that he won't go home for three days in order to hide from Qingjing? ”

I just said this casually, but I never thought that it would become a living reality in the near future.

What I didn't expect was that in the days that followed, their second child was not born safely.

"How dare he?" Gu Wanwan raised her eyebrows and winked at me: "The old lady has given him two children, if he dares to dislike me, see if I don't stop him!" ”

Then Gu Wanwan took me to the hotel, five-star, checked in, as soon as I entered the room, she asked me happily: "How is it, has it been a long time since I lived in such a comfortable place?" ”

I really lay on this wide bed, and replied slowly: "Indeed, I often have to go to backward areas with a high incidence of infectious diseases for free clinics, it's good to come back alive, you can't imagine how remote that place is, the accommodation conditions are very poor, not only there is no running water, not even a quilt, I often wake up from freezing, and finally I can only wrap a sheet around my body to keep warm." ”

When Gu Wanwan heard me say this, she immediately took my hand distressedly: "Then when will you be able to come back completely?" ”

Seeing her laughing and crying for a while, I suddenly felt a little impatient: "Your changeable emotions have a bad effect on the baby in your belly." ”

"Cut, don't people feel sorry for you?" She gave me a faint glance.

I covered my mouth and smiled: "I know that you feel sorry for me, so I'm coming back soon, I have to go back immediately after finishing my sister's cemetery tomorrow, I have already booked the ticket for the day after tomorrow, and I can come back after the handover procedures over there are completed, I hope that when I come back, I can just in time for the birth of your second treasure." ”

The moment my words fell, Gu Wanwan was like a frosted eggplant, and it wilted all of a sudden, and I asked her what was wrong with me at a loss.

At first she didn't say anything, just grimacing.

In the end, under my coercion and temptation, she finally squeaked and finally spoke: "We called that day, Lao Cheng heard it, they didn't know where you were before, and now he will definitely tell Shi Xiangnan that you are back, I am worried that he will also go tomorrow..."

Hearing her say this, I was also a little worried, and I didn't know what kind of mentality I would use to face him if I met him.

After Gu Wanwan left, I packed my luggage and didn't bring anything, because I came in a hurry, and I had to leave in a hurry.

I don't want to stay in this city for long, and if I hadn't been arranged to work in this city, I don't think I would have wanted to come back for the rest of my life.

I took a shower, to be exact, I really haven't taken a comfortable bath in the past two years, and even the tap water is pitiful, in Uganda, one of the least developed countries in the world recognized by the United Nations, let alone taking a bath, it may be a luxury to wash my hands.

I took a comfortable shower and slept well, and when I woke up the next day, I bought a bouquet of white roses and took a taxi straight to the cemetery.

When I came here again, my mood was much different from back then, and I was getting calmer and calmer.

I came to see my sister first, and heard that the night before I came was windy, so I saw many of the tombstones with leaves and dust falling in a mess.

My sister's tombstone was spotless and clean.

Except for Gu Wanwan, I can't think of anyone who can come to see her, after all, she has no friends in Shanghai, but Wanwan is not likely, she told me that she hasn't come to the cemetery since she found out that she was pregnant with Erbao, at least three months.

Forget it, I don't want to think about it, maybe there are well-wishers.

Although the tombstone was going to be moved, I still took a rag and wiped it again, after all, my sister is also a person with a habit of cleanliness, and I don't want her home here to be unclean.

I sat in front of the monument and talked to her for a long time, from the time I left Africa to the present, what happened in the past two years, including the relationship between me and Qiao Chenfeng, I told her all about it.

If my sister stood in front of me at this time, she would definitely stand up for Qiao Chenfeng and let me marry him, and in the end, I just looked at her tombstone and smiled bitterly.

After talking to her for a long time, I got up and left with some reluctance.

All the way to the cemetery office area, I want to deal with the relocation of the cemetery.

But the caretaker of the cemetery said that there was a notice from above yesterday, saying that there are still many nail tombs that are difficult to meet the appropriate compensation terms, and it is difficult to relocate after a year and a half, so I had to sign and agree, and the rest of the things can only wait.

Just as I was waiting for them to print out the consent form for me, my phone suddenly rang, and when I took it out, I saw that it was Qiao Chenfeng.