Now that we have seen each other, it seems a bit deliberate to avoid each other, after all, what contradiction can we have? It's just that some unspeakable words are buried in the bottom of my heart and are destined not to be spoken.

Seeing the blood stains on Shen Jingyun's chest, my heart throbbed.

But even if you know it in your heart, it's very difficult to face it like this, right? I didn't know what to say, what to do, and I couldn't express my distress, so I could only stand quietly like this, with mixed feelings. I wanted to squeeze out a smile and be natural.

But I'm not a god, and even if I know what to say, I always need to adjust emotionally.

However, Shen Jingyun was stunned for a moment, then slowly raised his left hand, slowly took a sip of wine, swallowed it, and coughed a few times.

I don't know what happened to him, this cough actually made his face flush abnormally.

After all, the feelings couldn't be suppressed, I let go of Wei Mushroom's hand, walked towards Shen Jingyun, took his wine jug, and said to him: "If you're injured, don't drink for the time being, okay?" ”

After saying this, I suddenly realized that I was simply annoying this practice! Huo Kai is right, if you really can't avoid getting along, you should also draw a line with each other, and then cross the line with each other, what is my concern?

My heart was so confused that I was stunned for a while holding the wine jug.

Shen Jingyun glanced at me, and his eyes returned to the indifference when we used to get along, he took back the wine jug from my hand, took a puff of cigarette, and then said to me calmly: "I'm okay here, Helian Cheng is seriously injured." I saw Huo Kai take him to the car over there, why don't you follow him and take a look? ”

"Yes." Bitterness kept churning in my heart, and I should have gone to see Helian Cheng's situation.

I wanted to turn around and leave, but I couldn't help it, and I still said with some difficulty: "Shen Jingyun, it's better for you not to drink." No matter what, we are all acquaintances, and we will be somewhat concerned when you are injured. ”

Actually, I really want to know how Shen Jingyun was injured and how he was injured? He's reckless, but how am I going to ask now? I don't even dare to say that we are at least friends, that is the real indecisiveness...... If you really want to be friends, at least wait until each other is calm, although I don't know when this churning relationship will calm down.

"Well, thank you." Shen Jingyun replied very indifferently, took a deep puff of cigarette, and then threw down the cigarette butt in his hand and stepped on it into the dirt, as if it was a very fun thing, he didn't look at me.

At this point, I don't think there's much more to say between us, so I can just turn away.

"Lin Xiaoshuang." Shen Jingyun suddenly shouted at me.

"Yes." I looked back and wanted to be more natural, but there was a feeling of escape and hope in my heart. But what more could you hope for? I'm confused too.

"Is it only life and death that can make you recognize your feelings? Just like in the novel, only when the person you love is about to die, you suddenly realize that you love him, and everything else is fake. Otherwise, true love will not change because of anything. At least that's what I think. When a woman promises herself and wants that man to live, she must really love him in her heart, right? At least, I won't betray my feelings because of life and death, I can pay back with my life, and I can't use my feelings to pay back. Don't get me wrong, I just suddenly remembered a book I was reading, and I'll talk to you about it. Shen Jingyun narrowed his eyes, forgetting what I had just told him not to drink, he took another sip of wine, and then coughed repeatedly, but his eyes were unwilling to leave me.

My heart was stabbed by Shen Jingyun and hurt very much! I also want to use my life to repay Helian Cheng, but does Helian Cheng want my life? I can't explain too much about Shen Jingyun, he is still naïve and impulsive about emotions, at least love, and he is really like an ignorant child who came out of the mountains and didn't understand anything.

This can be seen from Zuo Qiu's group banquet.

But I really want to explain a sentence to Shen Jingyun, just like a person who is as kind as a mountain to you, although he doesn't ask for anything in return, but you know what he wants in his heart, but you force him to give him another thing, saying that it is to repay the favor, is that to repay the favor, or to torture others to take revenge?

The so-called return of grace should be as he wishes. Although I can't be coerced by others, but there are big and small graces, and Helian Cheng's kindness is so great that I can only sacrifice my own emotions.

At least the moment I prayed was serious and willing, and I was willing to accompany Helian Cheng like this for the rest of his life, as long as he lived well.

If Shen Jingyun was explained in this way, he might not be able to understand it, and he didn't need to explain. The ending is already doomed in my opinion, so why should I explain to hurt Shen Jingyun and make him unable to let go? He is so good, just like a tree on the top of a mountain, it is difficult to be ignored anywhere, and it is difficult not to let girls like it, not to mention that there is such an excellent Lin Ruolan.

I believe that he will be happy.

So, I was silent for a few seconds about the question that Shen Jingyun said he wanted to discuss with me, then smiled, looked at Shen Jingyun and said, "Oh, I just didn't expect you to read that kind of book about love and love." It's just that I used to have a difficult life, and now my life is too busy, and I don't have time to watch that. Sorry, I can't provide a point of view. ”

With that, I walked away, and a tear slipped down my cheek.

I could feel Shen Jingyun's gaze behind me, and I couldn't tell if it was hot or what...... But I didn't dare, and I couldn't turn back, I just ran towards Wei Mushroom like a runaway, holding her hand tightly.

The innocent Wei Mushroom didn't know what to say, and she also clenched my hand together, she opened her mouth, her eyes fell behind me, probably looking at Shen Jingyun, but she didn't say anything in the end, and left with me.

"Lin Xiaoshuang, even if you don't discuss it. Can you answer me yes and no? Shen Jingyun suddenly shouted.

"Yes, maybe people really won't be able to see it until that time." I stopped, so that I could give Shen Jingyun an answer. Whether it's against my heart or sad, I think it's a good thing for him that he is completely dead to me. I don't want to pity him for how much pain he is in now, I just need to bless him with happiness in the future.

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The dust settles on a thing, and it's always fast.

When the incident broke out, it was like the explosion of the most powerful explosive, but the time of the explosion was only a moment. After that, no matter how broken, it always quiets down quickly.

After the warm spring passes, the rainy season comes.

Watching the rain in the mountains is a very soothing thing thing to restore tranquility.

In that kind of environment, you will feel why the thin rain silk has such energy? Quietly washed the green mountains, full of fresh green, and the vigor of life.

You will see the rain in the mountains like fog, and gradually disappear.

Walking in such a mountain rain and mist, my heart is also faintly filled with fresh tranquility. Stillness is really quiet, and freshness is because you smell fresh air and the smell of life.

The green stone road is the cleanest, even the old moss marks on it are clean, and after walking here for so long, the shoes are not even a little dirty except for some dampness.

The wildflowers in my hands are fresh, and there are water droplets, I can't tell what these wildflowers are, I always think they are very beautiful, not eye-catching, and have their own taste.

Originally, he didn't want to pick them, but thinking about Helian Cheng lying in the ward, if he could feel the fresh breath of life from the mountains, he would always wake up faster.

It's been a month since the Cult of Evil Gods, and the impact is still great.

At least in the circle of cultivators, this is a big event, and the sufficient evidence and fresh lives have also alarmed the relevant departments, and at this time, in this world that is unknown to ordinary people, they have begun to vigorously exterminate the remnants of the Cult.

And the central figure of the incident, Shen Jingyun, became famous because of this, and there are various theories. It's like a genius boy who endures humiliation and burden, and it's like having morality...... In short, this is no different from the world of ordinary people, once it is sought after, it will be swarmed.

It's just that Shen Jingyun is still a teenager? According to the algorithm in the circle of cultivators, it should be.

Time can really heal, at least now, when I think of Shen Jingyun, I don't have to run away, there are all kinds of feelings in my heart, but I can still maintain calm, I don't know if this counts as forgetting my love for him and him?

Actually, I don't want to forget.

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath, the fresh and fresh air in the mountains, with a touch of coolness, made people comfortable.

I want to put aside these various statements about Shen Jingyun, but I remember that with the unraveling of the incident, people discovered how difficult Shen Jingyun's journey was! This cult is really well disguised, and as early as a few decades ago, it quietly infiltrated Huaxia to manage its own connections and forces. On the surface, it is not a cult, but an existence with various good deeds, similar to a charitable organization.

Therefore, Shen Jingyun's initial actions did not get any help at all, even if Huo Kai saw everything in the small black room on the top floor, it was not enough to use it as weighty evidence to say that the department was mobilized to exterminate the Cult of the Evil God.

Because, someone stood up and confessed his sin and took everything down. In the cult of evil gods, there is no shortage of people who have been brainwashed and are willing to sacrifice.

Shen Jingyun had a difficult journey, and he was burdened with many innocent lives, and in the process of saving people, he had to calculate the Cult of the Evil God, and I could suddenly understand why he was so tired every time.

And what is the morality of the cultivator he is obsessed with, I can understand it better. At least in the midst of the praise, Shen Jingyun did not appear, he disappeared, and did not return to the main house of the Shen family.

I think I can guess where Shen Jingyun is, but I don't want to confirm anything.

Now I am in the middle of a mountain. There is a sanatorium here, which is more mysterious in the mouths of the villagers down the mountain, and is said to be a sanatorium for the big people. In fact, it is a hospital that belongs to the cultivators.