Chapter 36: Meditation
Coming to the second floor, there were many rooms there, so Shiki and Qiuhua randomly picked two adjacent rooms.
After that, Lao Huo said a few more words and then left, saying that he was going to take a big nap and let them feel free. But as he was leaving, he seemed to remember something and walked back.
"Here's for you."
Lao Huo took out an old book from his space bag, and the title on it was "Introduction to Basic Magic-Meditation".
"This is the original captain's, and now it's a waste in my hands, I think you should be useful, and you won't have to spend reward points for huàn when the time comes."
"Thank you."
Four Seasons took the book handed by Lao Huo, meditation is a way to improve his spirit, and it is indeed very useful for him.
"Well, so be it. You should also think about what you want to learn, and remember to tell me when you are good. If the rest is fine, don't bother me. ”
After finishing speaking, this time Lao Huo really left.
"Lao Huo is really not frank."
Qiu Hua held her cheeks and looked at Lao Huo's disappearing back.
"Is that so?"
Shiki didn't know why Qiuhua would say that.
"Well, he cares about the four seasons, but he just doesn't want to say it directly."
"Why?"
It's not a bad thing to care about others, and the four seasons don't understand why Lao Huo is reluctant to say it.
"Because I'm shy."
Shy...... Shiki thought that there seemed to be such a person who hid his kindness, but why did he do it? Even if he can feel the other person's mood slightly, Shiki still feels that the change in the middle is a difficult thing to understand.
"Does Qiuhua care about me and feel shy?"
"Huh?"
"Judging from Qiu Hua's behavior, I made the judgment that you care about me very much, is it wrong?"
"What a cunning question. Shiki really doesn't hesitate to say things that make people shy. ”
Qiuhua feels that sometimes the four seasons are like a child who has not yet grown up.
"Is that so? I'm sorry. ”
It's hard to understand...... Shiki thought silently.
"It's okay, I like the look of the four seasons very much."
Qiuhua touched Shiji's head like a child.
After chatting a few more words, Qiu Hua went back to her room to rest, presumably she had accumulated a lot of fatigue.
Shiki opened his room and walked in. This room is not a standard single room, but it is equipped with a bathroom and toilet, so there will be no inconvenience. In the middle of the room is a single bed with a neat white sheet on top. Next to the bed is the bedside table, on which is placed a table lamp, which can still be lit without wires, thinking that this is a magic tower, then this should be a magic lamp. On either side of the room stood bookshelves and wardrobes, but there was nothing in them. This is also a matter of course, as no one uses it. The fact that this room can be kept clean and tidy at all times is also a result of the automatic magic puppets in the magic tower.
Maybe Qiuhua, who is a woman, will take a shower as soon as possible, but Shiki didn't think of it. He sat down on the bed, the soft touch of the big bed coming from beneath him, but his attention was not on it at this time.
Four Seasons looked at the book he got from Lao Huo, and it was evident from the softened paper and some yellowed pages that the book had been used for a long time, and when he opened it and saw the contents, he further proved his judgment. On each page of the book there is a large amount of handwritten text that annotates the contents.
It's not just a textbook, it's a magician's notebook. This makes the book much more valuable. The diary records the insights gained by a magician in the study of magic, and a good magician can even see the level, habits, characteristics and other information of that person from other people's notes. In short, this kind of thing will never be leaked out of magicians.
Of course, it doesn't make sense for a dead person now.
Shiki shifts his attention to the content, and this book is just a very introductory textbook that records the most basic meditations, but that doesn't mean it's not important.
Meditation is very important for a magician no matter what he or she grows up to, and different schools have different methods, even if they don't study magic, there are similar things in other fields. Because meditation is a means of self-awareness and spiritual detachment.
The basic meditation knowledge is not much and is not difficult, and soon the four seasons memorize everything and start trying.
Sitting cross-legged on the bed, there is no need to maintain a certain special posture, the important thing is to relax the body through guò affects the spirit. Stop wandering thoughts and unify scattered spirits.
Generally speaking, the first meditation is very difficult, and it is not easy to just settle down. The mind itself is disordered and communicates with the world all the time, and now it is necessary to place it in nothingness and feel itself.
However, this most difficult step for the four seasons is not a hindrance at all, because in a sense it is an act that he has repeated countless times.
After entering a meditative state, Shiki soon felt his body disappear and the world around him vanished, floating like a ghost in a void with nothing around him.
It wasn't the first time he'd experienced something like this, and when he was still in a facility in the past, the researchers were essentially the same as meditation for the children's initiation of the five senses, drug stimulation, brain opening, and frequent death experiences. It's just that the means are a little more intense, and of course the effect is more significant, and more people die.
In the silent world there is nothing, because there is no light, the surroundings are colorless, because there are no objects, there is no image, and time stands still here after everything disappears.
It would be like pure death.
But he can't die, someone doesn't allow him to die, there are countless beings in the darkness, they are looking at the four seasons, they have countless words to tell the four seasons.
Four seasons struggled, trying to see their faces, to hear their voices clearly. But he couldn't, he was too fragile and would be hurt just by getting close.
What do you want me to do?
To the companions of the past, to the children whose lives ended in the facility.
How can I help you?
Shiki asked from the bottom of his heart.
The figures of his companions vanished, and then Hue reappeared in the world, Shiki opened his eyes, and then he felt the warm liquid streak across his face.
Tears filled his eyes and blurred his vision, and the four seasons kept wiping but couldn't stop.
"Are Shiki crying?"
I don't know when, a person appeared in front of me.
He knew only one person who could produce such a gentle voice.
“……”
When he tried to speak, he realized that he couldn't cry anymore.
"It's okay, it's going to be fine."
Shiki is now thrown into a warm embrace, smelling a faint aroma on the tip of his nose, and can hear the sound of his heartbeat through the soft touch. It occurred to him that perhaps it would not be so painful for his companions to hear the voice.
It was a tenderness that had never been felt before, but it should be a tenderness that everyone had ever felt.
So what is it? Who is it that has such an inclusive power?
Finally it occurred to him that it was the mother, the lost thing for the children of the facility.
So the four seasons entrusted themselves wholeheartedly to this tenderness and fell asleep.
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