My name is Lin Xiaoshuang, and I live in a stressful S city, where people's steps are always faster and their brows are always tighter.

Because behind the glitz and gloria is more competition, survival of the fittest.

I'm a little more tired than everyone else, because I'm alone, plus I have an inexplicable huge debt that I have to carry.

On the day I faced the debt, I immediately gave up my qualification to send graduate students at my prestigious university, sorted out all my possessions, and paid back a small part of it. Then, I tried my best to get a good offer.

Since then, every day of my life has been like a clockwork on a timed alarm clock. During the day, I am a glamorous white-collar worker, and at night, I am a waitress and a wine seller in the night club.

Weekend? Where is the weekend? I was reluctant to give up 120 yuan an hour of tutoring. I taught eight children for two hours each.

In the intervals, I stood on the street handing out flyers, wearing a thick cartoon character jacket, bouncing and bounced, playing the role of a pig without caring about it.

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Winter has always been the saddest for me.

The first is that I am very afraid of the cold, as long as it is winter, even if there is enough heating, my hands and feet will not be warm. The second is that a little bad luck happens every winter, more or less, until the Spring Festival passes.

When Wu Kai called me out of the night when it was almost late at night, I instinctively felt that I was going to be unlucky again?

This year's sudden great hardship and difficult life have made me almost forget about the winter sadness.

"Xiaoshuang, let's break up." He stood under a tree on the side of the street, looked at me deeply, and the first thing he said was this.

Next to it is the gate of the night show, the deafening music, I am wearing heavy makeup, wrapped in a down jacket standing in the wind, suddenly I feel a little stupid, why do I have to take five minutes off and listen to him tell me this?

No wonder I have an ominous premonition, if it weren't for the sudden leave, would the drunk and unconscious guest in the VIP666 private room have already signed the order and bought the very expensive bottle of foreign wine? My commission, I sighed in my heart, completely unaware of what Wu Kai's closed mouth was trying to explain to me?

I just amusedly noticed that the snow on the tree behind Wu Kai was a little dirty, presumably close to the street where cars were coming.

With such a sad look, he stood under such a tree, and the music in his back was the dance music of the night scene, and then said how sad he was, is this really appropriate for the occasion?

There was a chill in the sky that floated on my face.

I was shocked, why was it drizzling this night?

Rain after snow, cold on cold.

My least favorite weather.

"Okay, I got it. Your mother disagrees and wants you to marry her childhood sweetheart. Well, I wish you happiness. "The time off was approaching, and I had to interrupt him and turn around and walk towards the night club.

The important thing is that I subconsciously wanted to escape from this kind of weather, and it was really an unlucky day.

"Xiaoshuang, you know that I love you." He came forward and wanted to explain, but I was not in the mood to listen to it anymore, since I came to break up, I would be decisive.

"Xiaoshuang, will you wait for me? My mother only has one son, and even if I am perfunctory, I don't want her to be sad, and even if I get married, I ...... "I don't stop, and he pulls forward."

I sighed and had to remove his hand: "Do you have anything else?" If not, please don't interfere with my work. ”

"Xiaoshuang, you listen to me......" Before he finished speaking, he was stopped by the security guard who was standing at the door and had watched a good show, and was already impatient to "gear up".

I looked through the glass in front of the door and looked at him speechlessly.

But in my heart, I was thinking.

This is the first time in this year?