Chapter 130 "Even if it's a reed or a tongue, as long as it comes out of your mouth, I believe it all."
They hadn't seen each other for seven years.
Lu Zhixing is not unaware, people will always change.
Yu Congwen said: Seven years is enough to forget all the scars; No matter how strong the feelings are, they will fade away due to the passage of time.
What Lu Zhixing can still remember is the midwinter of the third year that Xiao You left him.
Lingnan is located on the coast and has mild winters, with very little snow.
"Ah Xing."
The girl raised her bright little face, "If it snows in Lingnan one day, will you propose to me?" β
"Why do you like snow so much?"
He was puzzled, but she showed a wistful gaze, "Because white is the purest color of all things, symbolizing our love." β
"Okay."
As long as she likes it, Lu Zhixing rubbed her little head dotingly.
"Lao Lu."
The cold male voice shattered Lu Zhixing's illusion, "If you stay here, you will become a snowman." β
He turned around, Qin Chu's short hair was dyed with snowflakes, and he was holding his two arms, stomping his feet in the thick snow.
"Lao Chu."
Lu Zhixing rarely expressed his thoughts about Xiao You in front of his brothers, maybe it was the biggest blizzard in the history of Lingnan, and he became hypocritical, "You say, do you think that Xiao You has no future with me, just like my role in the previous play, no matter how beautiful the feelings are, they can't compare to the material." β
"Don't bury yourself so much."
Qin Chu sighed towards his palm, and then covered his face that was blue from the cold.
"It's not buryingβ"
Lu Zhixing shook his head.
Never mind.
It seems that Qin Chu is not a good listener, and their relationship is only suitable for arranging each other.
It's that after he was with her, he never had confidence.
Even if he is an actor who is envied by everyone in the entertainment industry, he wants the wind to be windy and rainy.
didn't go to school to get an education formally, and I always felt that I didn't deserve her.
His little yo deserves the best in the world.
She's gone.
Leave three words: I'm tired.
To be honest, at the stage when his career had not yet started, Lu Zhixing was quite injured.
He has thought of countless possibilities, and maybe Xiaoyou is running south and north with him, and he has no fixed place to live and is not guaranteed, so he is tired of his feelings.
Maybe at this time, there are other men around her, at least she will feel much more relaxed than when she was with him.
Lu Zhixing spread out his palm, and as soon as the snowflakes touched his skin, they quickly softened into water.
"Don't go back yet?"
Qin Chu was obviously a little impatient, looking at this man who was a little stunned, "You think that you are here every day like a wangfu stone, Lin Lin may have forgotten you a long time ago." β
Hearing the sound, Lu Zhixing's handsome face turned a little whiter.
In the past, he thought about countless situations after Xiao You's departure, but he missed such a possibility-
She'll forget about him.
Twenty-four years old, after all, is much more worried than twenty-one.
He is not as confident as in front of the camera, and in the face of feelings, he is the weak side.
What if she forgot about him again.
What should he do to make her fall in love with him again?
"Is there any smoke?"
When did you get such a problem?
It was probably the second day she left, and after looking for too long, the person who put the Buddha seemed to have never been to this world.
The most ridiculous thing is that between them, there are no items that can be taken as souvenirs.
He could only imagine that Xiao You's small face, big eyes, long and curly eyelashes, straight nose, and lips were very attractive.
Learn from the past.
Ebbinghaus's forgetting rate told Lu Zhixing that he had to learn to review in time.
Even when his role was at its heaviest, he would take a fixed time every day to stand in the courtyard of the house they rented before, waiting for her quietly.
"2014 is also the third year after you left."
Lu Zhixing finished his words halfway, walked straight to the balcony, pushed open the window, and threw it gently, and Yuting was thrown down.
The cold wind was howling low.
Downstairs at the Heaton Hotel, I don't know which girl exclaimed, "It's snowing." β
Lu Zhixing turned around, and the snowflakes followed the wind, some stopped on his thick black hair, and some took advantage of the situation to burrow into his neck.
The windows were opened wide.
Separated by a door, it was like seven years between them.
Looking at the little woman curled up in a ball, his voice was hoarse, and two words were swallowed between his lips and teeth: "Is it cold?" β
"Xiaoyu."
Lin Qingyao didn't dare to look directly at Lu Zhixing.
But his eyes burned so much that he almost burned himself.
"Here."
Lu Zhixing pointed to his heart with his right hand, "It's colder than the wind." β
I have been thinking about her for seven years, and I was not recognized from the beginning, but it was not easy to have today.
But from beginning to end, from beginning to end, she is not someone she can rely on.
As soon as he thought of this, Lu Zhixing only felt that there were bursts of pain in his heart, and he was about to lose his footing.
"Ah Xing."
Lin Qingyao endured the soreness that her body had just endured when she was in Beishan, she trembled on her two legs, walked in front of him, stretched out her hand and hugged his waist tightly, "I'm sorry." β
"2014."
Lu Zhixing's words, like snowflakes, gently floated over his head, and he repeated the words he hadn't finished just now, "The third year after you left." β
"There was a lot of snow in Lingnan."
The man soaked his shirt with tears from the woman in his arms, "I was in the yard and stood until dawn. β
"You know what? Lao Chu laughed at me and said, if you come back and see me standing as a snowman, you will be surprised-"
Those seemingly breezy sentences, two thin lips, with the vibration of the throat, one by one, "I also told him that if you come back, I will definitely propose." Because you like snow, you haven't seen that much snow when it's grown up. β
"Butβ"
Lu Zhixing craned his neck and automatically avoided the sentence behind, "Xiaoyou." β
His hand has always been her winter artifact, never like this moment, the phalanges were pale, coldly touching her little face that was frozen purple, "You still love me, right?" β
"If I said that I took the medicine because I had some special reason, would you believe it?"
Lu Zhixing's thumb gently wiped away her hot tears, he lowered his head and sealed the source of guilt, "I believe." β
"Even if it's a reed or two tongues, as long as it comes out of your mouth, I believe it all."
As long as you still love me.
I was able to give up everything and continue to live in these long lonely years.
β...... Ah Xing ......"
Lin Qingyao bit his pale lip, "Can we not have ......children now?"
"Why?"
There must always be a reason for everything.
Tonight, he said three no's to her.
One of them is that she is not allowed to lie to him.
After all, she deceived him and betrayed his wholehearted trust," ...... Because if you are pregnant with a child...... It would be inconvenient to do it......"
At the beginning, when Lu Zhixing saw her taking pregnancy avoidance pills, her mentality really collapsed, and she counted the results countless times, but she didn't expect her to say this.
"So-"
The man realized how oolong he was, closed the window, and packed the little man back into the big bed in the bedroom, "Why did you take medicine?" β
"Hmm."
Afraid that her lies would be seen through, Lin Qingyao always hung his head.
"What a silly girl."
Lu Zhixing hugged her distressedly, "Do you know that when Han showed off to me that he had a baby, I suspected that I was really not good, and I wanted to hang a man another day......