Chapter 115: If Grief Helps
After watching the two brothers Sun Shou and Sun Jian go out, Mother Xu grabbed her daughter, and after she looked her daughter up and down carefully, she confirmed that she was really doing well, but such a good still made her worried.
The daughter came here with two men at a time, could it be that she was wronged to come.
"Ah Ning, tell Mom, are they ...... to you ......"Mother Xu is a traditional woman, and she is still not used to speaking in some explicit words.
"Mom, you're thinking too much." Xu Xuening immediately understood what her mother was going to say.
"Mom is just worried about you if you ...... Mom will never let you be so wronged. No matter what I am asked to do, I can't be so wronged by you. Since Xu's mother came to Huacheng, she didn't know about the global zombie mutation in two days, and for more than a month, she didn't see her daughter for a long time, and she became more and more worried about whether her daughter had suffered an accident.
But every time, she comforted herself with the only reason she had, don't worry, don't worry, her daughter who can tell herself about the zombie situation must know how to avoid those zombies...... But what if? In case, Aning......
Just when Xu Mu, who was uneasy in all kinds of contradictions, finally saw Xu Xuening, her hanging heart finally let go.
But then came a new worry for her.
Understanding Xu's mother's guess, Xu Xuening shook her head, "Mom, you really think too much." Of course, she knew what price many weak women paid when they came to Hwaseong.
"We still have a lot of people, as a team. You and Uncle An clean up and leave here with me. Xu Xuening reminded her mother.
"A-Ning, do you really want to leave?" Mother Xu is still not at ease, now that it is so chaotic outside, this may be the safest city in the world, if they go out, it will be difficult to come back.
Xu Xuening nodded.
Mother Xu looked at her daughter's determined gaze and knew that her daughter would not stay. What about her? In her heart, she wanted to stay. Leave, go to an unknown place, and you may die on the way.
However, her daughter knows that once Aning decides to go out, she will definitely go out. This life is not like the past, and the mother and daughter can choose planes and trains to see each other. Now, if you part, you may really never see each other again.
Mother Xu looked at her daughter and touched her cheeks, the wind and frost had sharpened her originally soft skin, and now, her face had small light spots, and the coarse pores and rough feeling seemed to have not been maintained for a long time. However, she feels good about herself. Better than ever, Anin seems to have really grown up. Her expression was so resolute, standing straight in front of her like a big tree, silently telling herself that she was already a child she could rely on.
Her daughter...... She knew that her daughter was never a weak and useless child.
No matter how others deny her daughter, she walks on her own path and never breaks herself off by those gossip.
Looking at A-Ning's determined gaze, Xu's mother's heart slowly became firm.
"Ah Ning, can you bring anyone else?" Mother Xu knows that at this time, it is best to do less things that cause trouble to others, but some things may not be done, and you will regret it, just like when she and Lao An left home to go to Hwaseong, they also advised the surrounding neighbors.
"Yes. However, if you have to explain the risks you will encounter after going out, it may be very bitter at first. Xu Xuening said.
"I understand this."
Mother Xu nodded, and after packing up her things, she immediately went to find those old guys who knew each other.
"Knock Knock"
"Here we are."
Li Duofen, who opened the door, saw Mother Xu and immediately laughed, "Sister Xu, come in and sit." ”
After Mother Xu walked in with Ah Ning, Li Duofen rubbed her eyes, "Ah Ning! Her smile widened, if it weren't for Mother Xu's reminder, their family might not be alive.
"Aunt Li, long time no see." Xu Xuening greeted politely.
"You kid, you're still so well-behaved. Come on, hurry up and sit. ”
"No, Xiao Li, I'm here to tell you, we plan to leave the day after tomorrow. I just want to ask you if you want to come with us or stay here. Mother Xu said her plan straight to the point.
Li Duofen, who was grinning with a smile, heard Xu's mother's words, and immediately stiffened his expression, "Sister Xu, this is ...... This...... Not safe here? She subconsciously looked back at her little grandson, immediately walked to the side, closed the curtains, and asked in a low voice.
Xu Mu shook her head, "I don't know." ”
"Oops!" Hearing Xu's mother's answer, Li Duofen patted his thigh anxiously, "You gave me a letter!" If it was not safe, she immediately called her son and the old man back and moved. Anyway, after this experience, she doesn't care about anything anymore.
"I really don't know, A-Ning is leaving here, I plan to leave with A-Ning, so I just want to ask you if you want to leave with us or stay here." Mother Xu said her plan.
"A-Ning, you just came here, why did you leave?" Li Duofen turned her head to look at A-Ning, she knew that when Sister Xu called their house to leave, it was because of A-Ning's phone call.
"Auntie, we just want to find an open place to farm. Stay here, there are too many zombies, I don't feel at ease. ”
Hearing Xu Xuening's answer, Li Duofen was even more puzzled, "However, there is so much grain in our country, there are farmers for farming, we can't just buy it." In her concept, she still works honestly and can buy everything with money.
Xu Xuening looked at Li Duofen and smiled, but did not speak.
Li Dofen was still confused, she didn't understand what the little girl in front of her was laughing at, but she never dared to look down on this little girl. You know, the first batch to arrive in Hwaseong, and they can be regarded as fleeing to Hwaseong, are the only ones. Xu Xuening must know more than herself.
Thinking of this, Li Duofen nodded, held Xu's mother's hand and said, "Sister Xu, you wait for my old man and son to come back, I'll go to you." ”
Xu Mu nodded. "Then I'll go find Lao Duan first."
After sending Mother Xu away, Li Duofen immediately panicked, she couldn't sit still for a moment, and immediately got up with her grandson to discuss this matter with the old man.
Mother Xu and Xu Xuening continued to walk towards the next family, there were three families they were going to visit, and that was after Mother Xu informed all the relationships, only these three families followed them.
The old Duan of the second family is an old man who is single, and he has done a lot of work in his early years, but he has a bad temper and speaks too straight, which offends many people. The old woman died early, and the son couldn't stand Lao Duan's temper, so he went out to wander when he was young and never came back.
After Lao Duan, who opened the door, heard Xu's mother's plan, he looked at Xu Xuening.
Xu Xuening looked at Lao Duan's emaciated body, his brown skin seemed to be a withered old tree, and the deep wrinkles left traces of time on his vicissitudes of life. His hands were covered with age spots, even around his neck. But Lao Duan's eyes were like a wild wolf looking for it in the harsh winter forest.
The two looked at each other, staring at each other, guessing at each other.
Finally, Lao Duan took out a cigarette from his pocket, which was the most important belongings on his body. When he came to Hwaseong, everyone else was selling food and medicine, and he hoarded several boxes of cigarettes for himself. Food can be without, but this smoke is spiritual food for him.
Old Duan took a puff in silence and nodded. "I'll go with you."
For Lao Duan's decision, Xu's mother was not surprised, Lao Duan was not a person who liked a peaceful life, or rather, he had not lived a peaceful life at all.
The unsatisfactory life of his life has already taught him to go with the flow, and he has also learned to accept changes and uneasiness quickly.
Lao Duan raised his head, and his eyes seemed to be brighter, as if a little starlight was slowly rising in his eyes.
"What's going on outside?"
"It's messy, there's zombies everywhere." Xu Xuening told the truth and didn't hide it at all.
"So what are you going to do?" Lao Duan asked her.
"Find a piece of land, then clean up the zombies and improve yourself." Xu Xuening said the temporary plan.
"It's good, at least you don't have to look at the hell weather, and you can't even see the sun rise." Lao Duan found another suitable reason for himself to go out.
After saying goodbye to Lao Duan, the mother and daughter of the Xu family came to the last house.
"Xiao Ning, Ah Hai may not come with us." Before going in, Xu Mu said hesitantly.
"Mom?" Xu Xuening looked at her mother puzzled.
"You don't know, Ah Hai's mother and Ah Hai's children have all passed away." Mother Xu said
"Aunt Hai has passed away? When is it? Xu Xuening asked.
Mother Xu's face was a little ugly, "It's after coming here." When your aunt Ahai went out to look for a job, she was killed. Now, Ah Hai is looking for the murderer every day. It was hard for him to leave with us. ”
"Let's go in first." Hearing this, Xu Xuening nodded.
Entering Ah Hai's house, a foul smell came out, and there was a thick layer of dust on the windows of this room, blocking the sunlight outside, and in the room, all kinds of garbage and daily necessities were placed at random. The decadent Ah Hai has messy hair, blue stubble, and eyes full of hopeless gray.
"Ah Hai, what are you ......" Mother Xu was a little heartbroken when she saw Ah Hai like this, Ah Hai can be regarded as she grew up. This child is so decadent now, and Mother Xu is also very uncomfortable. However, when I thought of Ah Hai's mother and his twin girls, I sighed, it's difficult, whoever encounters this thing is uncomfortable.
"Auntie, you're here. Sit. Ah Hai looked at Mother Xu, quickly pushed open the door, and hugged everything on the sofa aside. Make room for the two.
"Xiao Ning?" Ah Hai looked at Xu Xuening, a little surprised, "You...... It's back. ”
"Brother Ahai." Xu Xuening nodded.
"Ah Hai, you can't be like this, it's better to find a decent job first. Look at your days......" Mother Xu looked at Ah Hai worriedly.
Ah Hai reluctantly squeezed out a smile, but it was more ugly than crying. "Auntie, leave me alone. That's it for the rest of my life. I don't know how long I can live. ”
"Ahai ......"
"Brother Ahai, are you sad?" Xu Xuening interrupted her mother's words and looked directly at Ah Hai.
"You kid." Mother Xu heard her daughter ask Ah Hai like this, her heart tightened, isn't this nonsense, Ah Hai's child can not be sad when he encounters such a big thing.
"Do you think it's useful to be so sad? Can you avenge your mother and your two babies? Xu Xuening continued to ask.
"Shut up!" Ah Hai, who was told the sore spot, couldn't help but yell back at Xu Xuening.
"If you find it useful to be so sad, go ahead and do so. If you really want revenge, come to me, tomorrow, after tomorrow you won't use it. ”
After Xu Xuening finished speaking, without waiting for Ah Hai's answer, she pulled her mother and left.