Seeing that he really couldn't twist the name of Fan Xin towards himself, Yan Xiuze was no longer obsessed with this matter, but became curious about another question that had been haunting him for a long time: "That...... Miss Obsessive, I don't know if I can take the liberty of asking, is your ability effective against Black Star? Or to put it another way, have you ever used your superpowers on Blackstar? ”

"Our boss wears a hood all year round, and it's rare to take it off and show his true face." Fan Xin said: "But there are still some less." ”

"It's just...... The boss is really a person who is too good at hiding his emotions. ”

"People who can be 'happy and angry' can already be regarded as extremely deep in the city...... But if it's the boss. Fanxin shook his head: "He has been able to achieve the point of 'joy and anger are invisible'." ”

"Joy and anger are not visible...... I really don't understand this guy. Yan Xiuze muttered.

"But...... I don't know why, the boss is actually a little childish in some places. Then, Fanxin seemed to think of something again, tilted his head, and said slowly: "Hmm...... It can't be called childish, maybe 'idealized' is more appropriate, right? ”

"Idealized? Blackstar? Yan Xiuze frowned, in his impression, the black star of his world was synonymous with scheming, no matter how he looked at it, it didn't have much to do with the words "idealized" and "childish......

Of course, if the construction of an "absolutely pluralistic world" is also an "idealization", then this is not true.

However, Yan Xiuze prefers that this is just a kind of "pipe dream".

"What's wrong?" Fanxin looked at Yan Xiuze, who was in a daze, and asked with concern.

"Ah, I'm sorry, I seem to be wandering again." Yan Xiuze was slightly shocked, and said with a wry smile: "There are too many things I may have to think about recently, and I always get into the horns of the bull unconsciously." ”

"There's one more thing I want to know, though...... What was the reason for you to join the Black Star Society? ”

"Me?" The fascinated look hesitated slightly.

"If it's inconvenient to say, forget it......"

"It's not inconvenient to say...... But the arguments may not be convincing in practice. ”

"When you say that, I'm more curious about the reason."

"Actually, it doesn't hurt to tell you." Fanxin smiled lightly: "This has to start from my childhood......"

"My family of origin is very ordinary, just an ordinary salaryman...... Both parents were factory workers with low educational qualifications, and they had to work hard every day to reap a small pay. ”

"Actually, I think with the amount of work they do, they can actually get more money...... But the reality is cruel, and the exploitation of workers in factories is actually far beyond our imagination. ”

"Do you think your parents' generation has been treated unfairly? Or do you think your generation has also been treated unfairly? That's why they rebelled? Yan Xiuze followed the previous description of Fascination, and quickly sorted out a seemingly reasonable line of thought and put it forward.

Unexpectedly, things didn't seem to be what he thought, and he shook his head the next moment: "It's not because of this. ”

"Although my parents have a small salary, they will complain from time to time on weekdays...... But seriously, I don't think they're really upset about it. ”

"Maybe it's because I don't suffer from widowhood but unevenness, and it's not just my parents who don't have the same salary and workload, and the same goes for the workers and colleagues around me...... It's just going to get by. ”

"My parents don't have much spare time except for work on weekdays, and they usually come back very late at night, and at that time they are often tired, and they eat in a hurry, wash up and go to sleep."

In this case, there are naturally no hobbies that can be used, and it seems that years of hard work have really turned the two of them into two gears that only know how to operate, spinning day and night...... Overall, it's very boring. ”

"It's not just my parents, it's most of the people around me, they don't have any hobbies, they sleep every day except for work, and they are better than robots instead of robots...... The whole environment is lifeless. ”

"I think you've probably guessed that growing up in such an environment, I'm actually more or less affected." Fan Xin said softly: "When I was fourteen or fifteen years old, my life was once at the bottom, and the things I thought about every day at that time were 'the meaning of life'. ”

"Life is so boring, what is the meaning of my life, and what is the meaning of my parents who have become working machines?"

"Can a man really survive in the world just for food and clothing, to do his best, just to be a walking corpse?"

"These questions once bothered me very much, and I don't know if it was the inevitable annoyance of adolescence, or the innocent moaning that shouldn't exist in the first place."

"Originally, I thought that I would be like my parents, after graduating from high school, I would find a job that could only make ends meet, and then get married and have children in obscurity, and live my life as an inconspicuous ordinary person...... Until ......"

There seemed to be a glimmer of light in the fascinated eyes: "Until, the moment I am fifteen years old, awakens to the superpower." ”

"That should be a radical change for you, right?" Yan Xiuze actually understood very well how much shock an ordinary person would have to him when he became a superpower, and it was a day that he could never forget in his life.

"Actually, being a superpower itself has a big impact on me, but that's not the point." I didn't know that Fanxin shook his head again and said, "What really shocked me was actually the moment when I couldn't control the superpower that had just appeared, and I passively turned on the ability......"

The fascination seemed to be evoked by some memories, and her eyes suddenly burst into a strong brilliance: "At that moment, I could see through anyone's pupils the emotions buried deep in their hearts......"

"I remember being in the factory where my parents worked...... A walking corpse with an expressionless face, but the intense and deep emotions of each erupted from their small pupils, enveloping me in a colorful and bizarre world at once......"

"Hope, despair, anger, madness, joy, sorrow, ......"

"Why do these group of mechanical workers who have no ideals, no goals, and are confused have such strong emotions?"

"And what is it that suppresses all such complex emotions under the skin of zombie rotten wood?"

"I didn't know why I first awakened my ability, but at that time I suddenly realized a truth......

"It turns out that this group of people I once thought had no soul ......"

"It also has a soul."

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