Because of Helian Guang's arrival, this day was the most lively day in the whole village.

And this night, it seems that because of this liveliness, it has become magnificent.

During the day, it was a fine day. At night, the night of the mountain village is as soft as a deep blue velvet, dotted with stars, like a bright jewel.

Over there, fireworks bloomed, and after the colorful light faded, it left a thin, drunken crimson in the sky.

The green smoke of the fireworks flowed in the boundless night, and I lay on my bed, looking through the window at such a magnificent night, but I endured deep pain.

I know Helian Guang is coming back.

In any case, I have to get through this night, and I can't think of a better way to meet him with a tragic picture.

The scars from the cane in the afternoon were still swollen, and even if my sharp nails were not too hard, they would leave blood marks. And the blood soon soaked the pants, leaving a stain of blood.

Not enough, my sweat wet the hair on my forehead, sticky to my forehead and the side of my face. But I just didn't cry, I just abused myself like this at night, in exchange for peace.

It was late at night, and the magnificent colors of the sky had finally faded, and the smoke had long since dissipated.

The drunken people finally began to return home, and the door of my room was pushed open at this time, and Helian Guangshiran, who was full of alcohol, walked in.

Looking at his appearance, although he drank a lot, he was not very drunk, but five or six points of drunkenness was enough to make his behavior frivolous.

He looked at me, his eyes flashing with a fanatical desire for conquest and a sense of satisfaction, and he walked step by step, but said, "Even if I know that you are not really her, I am still very happy in my heart." ”

As he spoke, he sat down on the edge of my bed, grabbed my hand, and played with it in his.

I didn't resist, I just looked at him coldly, but he seemed to enjoy this kind of gaze, and said to himself: "Once, there was a woman, even though her identity is the same as us, but she is so high. When I was walking, I accidentally touched her arm and was attacked by a group. ”

"Do you know why, just because she is a goddess, even in a group of noble people, she is a goddess who must not be touched, high! Maybe I, Helian Light, is a pile of shit in her eyes. But she must never have thought that even a person like me, who was despised by her, would think of possessing her again and again, and conquer her a hundred times, a thousand times. Can she stop me? Hahaha..."

"Perverted." Even though I wanted to hold back the desire to scold him, I couldn't resist the disgusting in my heart, and finally scolded him.

But Helian Guang not only did not get angry, but enjoyed hooking my chin with his fingers, and said very intoxicated: "Yes, this is the kind of look, this is the tone!" It's eight points like her. Do you know? You and her are not only similar in appearance, but almost identical in temperament. I've noticed you since you came from afar, do you know what kind of temperament it is? ”

Helian Guang let go of my chin, put his hands behind his back, and began to pace around my room, he tilted his head and said with some intoxication: "It's the kind of temperament that even if you are a hundred times stronger than her, even if you insult her again and again, but you still can't conquer her, she will still be very strong and not take you seriously." As for what noble, holy? As a cultivator, I've seen a lot. Don't those female cultivators like to pretend to be like this? But I want to vomit when I look at it. They don't have Lin Ruolan's temperament as a confidence, what kind of noble and holy things are, all TM is bullshit! ”

The more Helian Guang spoke, the more excited he became, and at the end he couldn't help but clench his fists, like a connoisseur seeing a rare treasure.

And I didn't care about his nonsense at first, but when I heard the name Lin Ruolan, my mind was like a bolt from the blue.

It's like a night that has been filled with fog, and suddenly a name appears, and it instantly blows away all the fog like the wind, making everything clear.

Shen Xinglin's hatred for me may not only be due to Shen Jingyun's intimacy with me, women are the most sensitive, and even Helian Guang can see what she can see.

In this village, Lin Ruolan has been here before, maybe others don't dare to look at the goddess who is high, but Shen Xinglin may not dare.

She has a crush on Shen Jingyun, and the courage brought by love is enough for her to dare to look at Lin Ruolan. So my appearance touched her most sensitive nerve, it must be so.

So, in this way, whether it is Helian Light or the patriarch, they can't blaspheme the high goddess, but they can torture me to their heart's content, which can be regarded as a kind of psychological satisfaction.

People are never averse to looking for alternatives to satisfy their inner desires. Because although there are so many things in the world, there are only a few good things, and not everyone can have them. Substitutes, soothing the hearts of many people.

A tear slipped from the corner of my eye innorantly, I don't know if all Shen Jingyun's kindness and tenderness to me is also because of this?

The answer is actually obvious, when I touch everything Lin Ruolan, even if it is just a portrait, he can drive me away mercilessly. Now, he asked me to wait for him, is it also a kind of psychology that is about to be done?

I found that in everything, I had a kind of grievance that I had suffered from generations. But is there a way I can do it? She is a goddess on high, even people like Helian Guang say so, and what about me?

This thought made the things that had always supported me in my heart collapse a little, but even so, it was still supporting me tenaciously, just because I was reluctant to wronged Shen Jingyun like this. What if he didn't think so?

Helian Guang didn't perceive this tear of real sadness, grievance, and sadness in me.

It seems that the topic of Lin Ruolan has aroused his sexuality, and it seems that under the influence of alcohol, he can't help but want to express his inner desire. He hurriedly walked around the room and said, "You don't know that I actually want to be an ordinary person, if the result of being an ordinary person is to let me have a rich life without the consequences of a catastrophe, I really want to." You don't know what high-ranking cultivators are, but in fact, they are all bullshit, and they are no longer the immortals they used to be. Just like before, if there are 100 steamed buns and 10 people, then everyone can naturally maintain a peaceful mind and elegant bearing. When there are only ten steamed buns, and there are big and small, then people's hearts begin to be insufficient! Who wouldn't want to get that big steamed bun? But now, do you know what it's like? One steamed bun, one hundred people! Everyone wants to take a bite, so you say, will it look ugly when eating? ”

I looked at Helian Guang and found that he was not the completely perverted wine-colored young master I imagined, his understanding was very profound, as if it revealed to me the reason why these cultivators were so powerful and indifferent to the point of being unkind. It's because a bun is grabbed by a hundred people.

"You're very smart, otherwise you wouldn't have deliberately provoked me to avoid my attention. If not, you are so much like that Lin Ruolan, I really might have been successfully attracted by you. So you know what I mean, everyone wants to be a cultivator, and in addition to having a much longer life than ordinary people, wealth and power are also at your fingertips. But now there is only one steamed bun left, and naturally whoever has the big fist can take a bite. I can only try to climb up, and the people above are willing to easily let the people below take their benefits? So you don't know, even under one person, it will overwhelm you. ”

"You don't know how much every lower-level cultivator wants to trample those upper-level cultivators under their feet. We no longer have the luxury of becoming immortals, and today's resources have long been cut off. What is the current cultivator? It's just a group of ordinary people who are stronger than ordinary people! Of course, there are also some so-called apologists who insist on cultivating the mind as the most important thing in their practice. Ha ha... What kind of bullshit is that? Living a life that is worse than a beggar, what kind of practice are you talking about? ”

These words had nothing to do with me at all, they were just Helian Guang's angry venting, but I could listen to them attentively. Is this the cruelest truth that the circle of cultivators has become like this?

Speaking of which, Helian Guang had finished venting his emotions, and the whole person became much calmer. The gaze that made me feel disgusting and obscene before also turned into a cold sharpness.

But he still walked towards me step by step: "No matter what, even if you are just a substitute, after you belong to me tonight, you can still make my mind clear." Your temperament is no different from Lin Ruolan, I can really think of you as her. ”

As he spoke, his lewd smile appeared on his face again, and he tore my quilt with his hand.

I was surprisingly not panicked, I just looked at him coldly, lifted my skirt and said: "Anyway, I can't resist, but this kind of appearance, you also made a move, and I, an ordinary person, can only praise you, I have a really good appetite." ”

Helian Guang didn't care at first, but when his eyes saw the trousers under my skirt, he frowned, and his hateful eyes were full of dissatisfaction, but he was helpless.

That's why I endured the severe pain and tried to scratch my wounds. Not to mention Helian Guang, who has a habit of cleanliness, even if he is an ordinary man, I am afraid that he will not be interested in a bloodstained body, let alone in the position of the buttocks.

It is conceivable that the pants are all layered with this kind of blood stains, and there are layers of blood stains, so what kind of flesh and blood will the body be?

This is the only way I can do it, and I thought about facing Helian Guang with a tragic face.

He really stopped, how could this kind of son, who couldn't even stand the wine spilled on his body, could endure a fleshy body? I saw a hint of disgust in his eyes.

He left my bedside and shouted, "Someone! ”

After his shout, a servant came in a hurry, and Helian Guang frowned and said, "Find someone, treat her wounds, and tie her hands to me, so that she will not scratch those wounds again because of the itching of the wounds." Remember, with the cultivator's wound medicine, I want her to recover quickly! And he said to the chief, "Be sure to use the best medicine for wounds, and say that I commanded it." ”

After listening to Helian Guang's instructions, the subordinate reluctantly said "yes" and hurriedly left again.

Helian Guang stopped him again and said, "A few girls who are serving me today, just call two of them to my room and wait for me." ”

The subordinate nodded again, and then he really left in a hurry.

And Helian looked at me and said, "I don't want to find out if you did this on purpose to stimulate me." But you did succeed, I'm a cultivator, how can I touch a fleshy body? But it doesn't matter, you shouldn't underestimate the ability of cultivators. You have a thousand ways to hurt yourself, and I have 10,000 ways to get you better quickly. ”

Speaking of this, he paused for a moment, and the light full of desire to conquer appeared in his eyes again, and said, "That's it, it's interesting." If you are obedient to me, even if you and Lin Ruolan look exactly the same, what does it mean? ”

As he spoke, he walked up to me, patted my face lightly with his hand, and said, "With the cultivator's wound medicine, you can recover in two days at most." When the time comes, if you resist again, resist and think of any way to resist me, I will be very happy. ”

With that, he laughed and left.

And I, enduring the great nausea and humiliation, breathed a sigh of relief.

What Helian Guang didn't know was that I had turned over my last hole cards, like a gamble, and the winner or loser was decided.

The only thing left is fate.