069 Love and hate
She wasn't quite sure about that feeling. Because it's a bit vague.
She couldn't remember for a moment.
The mind is still buzzing.
She stopped thinking about it.
She was hugged tightly by Ling Chaoying and left.
She got into his car.
She was taken by him to a strange place.
Looking at the spacious, bright and clean single apartment in front of him, Luo Qianling was slightly surprised: "Senior, this is where you live?" ”
Along the way, under Ling Chaoying's comfort, her panicked heart had gradually calmed down.
Ling Chaoying nodded with a smile: "Hmm." But I rarely come back to live here. Lingling, these days, you live here temporarily. ”
"Don't worry, no one will come here to trouble you. It's so safe that even the repairman has to go through a careful inventory before putting it in. ”
Luo Qianling was moved in his heart.
He could read her mind.
There is no way she can go back to Liwan Garden.
"Senior, thank you."
"Fool, say thank you. As long as you're good, it's better than anything else. Ling Chaoying smiled.
His smile is so sunny, warm and clean, that people never get tired of looking at it.
Like that man, his laughter can be divided into several types, ruthless, evil, dangerous, bad, and cold...... In short, all the smiles have appeared on his face.
A man, how can he show so many smiles.
That's right, he's an actor, what he plays, what he's like!
She suddenly lost her mind, why did she think of him again?
That man, isn't it enough to hurt himself? Why do you still think of him involuntarily?
Ling Chaoying walked over slowly, held her in his arms again, and said softly, "Lingling, don't think about him in the future." ”
Luo Qianling's whole body stiffened.
Ling Chaoying sighed: "The expression in your eyes has betrayed you. In the past, whenever you thought of him, you would show this kind of love, hatred and helplessness. ”
Luo Qianling lowered his head.
"Senior, I'm sorry."
Ling Chaoying smiled bitterly: "Lingling, I don't need your thanks, and you don't have a place to be sorry for me." ”
"Yes...... no"
Ling Chaoying suddenly raised a hand and gently covered her mouth.
"Here we go again." Ling Chaoying let go of his hand, "I'm hungry, what do you want to eat, I'll go cook you something to eat." ”
She was stunned and blurted out, "Whatever." ”
"Okay, then noodles, how about it?"
Seeing her nod, Ling Chaoying turned around and entered the bedroom.
Luo Qianling raised his hand and stroked it lightly on his lips.
Not long ago, in the car, Ling Chaoying had already treated her wounds, both on her lips and in her palms.
If it was that man, if she had too much mouth, he would just plug her with his lips......
She sat weakly on the sofa, why, always thinking of him uncontrollably?
Luo Qianling, stop being delusional.
From now on, apart from your parents, he is no longer the most important person in your life.
Ling Chaoying quickly brought out a bowl of steaming egg noodles.
Maybe he was too hungry, or Ling Chaoying's cooking skills were really good, and after a bowl of noodles, Luo Qianling's mood gradually improved.
"Senior, this is the best noodle I've ever tasted! Thank you! She wiped her mouth and smiled.
"If you like it, if you like. After that, I will cook it for you every day. Ling Chaoying sat opposite her, looking at her with infinite tenderness in her eyes.
Luo Qianling was stunned for a moment, and then said with some embarrassment: "How embarrassing is this? ”
"Lingling, this is the first time I've cooked noodles for girls." Ling Chaoying said seriously.
This topic was a little sensitive, Luo Qianling stood up and said with a smile: "After eating the noodles, I'll go wash the dishes." ”
As soon as she turned around, her waist suddenly tightened, and a warm body was already attached to her back.
Luo Qianling only felt that his body stiffened, and he forgot to react for a while.
The bowl in his hand was held by the man.
"You rest, I'll come." Ling Chaoying said and walked into the kitchen.
Luo Qianling's tense body suddenly relaxed.
She sat back down on the couch.
There was a question she had to think about.
She asked herself if she was getting too close to her senior.
After Ling Chaoying came out of the kitchen, she said in a low voice: "Senior, don't be so kind to me......"
Before she finished speaking, Ling Chaoying had already interrupted her with a smile: "Fool, I just want to be nice to you. Good to you for a lifetime. ”
"But senior, I don't have a relationship between men and women for you, I only regard you as an elder brother."
Ling Chaoying's body stiffened, and then he smiled lightly: "It's okay, it's not bad to be an elder brother." At the very least, I can see you often. ”
"Lingling, for me, you are the most important person in my life."
In this world, there is a man who treats her as a tool for venting and treating her like a grassroots, while another man puts her at the tip of his heart.
Luo Qianling's eyes turned red all of a sudden.
She asked herself, Luo Qianling, why don't you love him in front of you?
People are so cheap, he loves you, you love another him, and the other one he loves that one her......
It is precisely because of this that there are so many crazy men and women in this world.
"Lingling, don't put yourself under psychological burden. I just want to be nice to you. I don't force you, I'll wait for the day when you are willing. ”
The man's faint, shallow and sad voice came.
Luo Qianling felt even more uncomfortable.
For so many years, he has been alone, there has never been a woman by his side, and he has been waiting for her.
"Senior, I'm a divorced woman, and besides, I have infertility. I really don't deserve your wait. The position at the tip of her heart hurts faintly, she is hurting this man's infatuation and worthlessness for her.
"Lingling, I don't mind anything. It's you who I care about. Even if you are infertile, it doesn't matter. No one will share your love with me in the future......"
Ling Chaoying said emotionally, as if the girl in front of her had agreed to be with him.
Luo Qianling's chest suddenly became a little panicked.
Based on her experience, Luo Xue once said that a woman can marry someone who loves her if she wants to marry, and only then can she be happy in life.
Perhaps, Falling Snow is right.
She married Su Guangyu, this man doesn't love her, in the past few years, except for the day she married him, she has never been really happy for a day, let alone any happiness.
She lowered her head and muttered, "Senior, I just got freed from a failed marriage. As for the emotional thing, I don't want to think about it right now. ”
Ling Chaoying stretched out her big hand, gently wrapped her soft and boneless little hand, stared at her with bright eyes, and said gently: "Lingling, I understand. I don't force you. Even if we can't be lovers in the future, please don't avoid me. ”
"As long as I can see you often, I'll be satisfied." His voice suddenly took on a sadness tone.
Luo Qianling stared at the big hand in front of him and said softly: "Senior, I promise you, I won't hide from you." We make best friends. ”
A hint of gloom crossed Ling Chaoying's eyes, but soon, a sunny smile rippled across his handsome face.
"Good! We make best friends! ”
After saying that, Luo Qianling felt less guilty in his heart.
She withdrew her hand, raised her right hand and flicked the broken hair back from her forehead.
"Lingling, when I see you well, I'm relieved."
Luo Qianling suddenly remembered something, and hurriedly asked, "Senior, where have you been for most of the past six months?" ”
The man opposite was much clearer than before, but the starry eyes had not changed, and the smile on his face was still bright and warm.
Listening to her question, Ling Chaoying said with a smile: "Lingling, you just need to know that I'm fine now, it's fine." ”
The more he refused to speak, the more anxious Luo Qianling became.
"Did Su Guangyu do something to you?"
Ling Chaoying pursed her lips.
Luo Qian was anxious, put his hands on his arms at once, and stared at his eyes: "Senior, don't avoid me." I want you to tell me the truth. Otherwise, I won't see you again! ”
That phrase worked.
Ling Chaoying was anxious: "Don't! Lingling, I said. ”
He paused for a few seconds.
"Lingling, do you remember the day I gave you crutches?"
Luo Qianling nodded: "Remember, you didn't show up after that day." ”
Ling Chaoying said: "After leaving that day, I met Su Guangyu. ”
"And then?"
"Then there was an accident."
"What accident?"
Ling Chaoying was silent.
Luo Qian was anxious: "Senior, you tell me." ”
Ling Chaoying sighed: "I suffered a car accident. ”
Luo Qianling's eyes widened suddenly: "Senior, how are you?" ”
"I was in a coma for a long time and only woke up recently. But, Lingling, don't worry about me, I'm fine. Ling Chaoying smiled.
Luo Qianling felt uncomfortable for a while.
I was in a coma for a long time, which shows how serious the car accident was.
But this man comforted her in turn.
There was a sudden sour nose.
I suddenly remembered what Su Guangyu had said, isn't it, that car accident is related to him?
"Senior, tell me quickly, it's Su Guangyu, right?"
Ling Chaoying looked back at her, and after a while, he smiled: "Lingling, the past is over." I'm fine now. ”
Luo Qianling gritted his teeth: "Bastard! ”
When I looked up, I saw Ling Chaoying looking at her in a daze, her face was hot, and she said with some embarrassment: "That, senior, what I'm talking about is Su Guangyu." ”
Ling Chaoying nodded: "Lingling, promise me not to have any more entanglements with him." He's too dangerous. ”
Luo Qianling: "Senior, I have divorced him. ”
Ling Chaoying said: "Lingling, these days, you will live here first. ”
"Senior, thank you."
"Tired? You rest for a while, and I'll go out for a while. Ling Chaoying took her into the bedroom, "I don't usually live here. Everything is new here. ”
"Senior, thank you."
Ling Chaoying's tall figure stiffened, and Luo Qianling knew that what he wanted was not thank you.
After he left, she took a closer look at everything in the place.
The decoration of the room is bright, with the smell of sunlight, it looks warm and relaxes people's hearts inexplicably.
It's really the style of the seniors.
When Ling Chaoying came back, he carried a few bags in his hand.
He handed the bag into her hand.