Chapter 270: Comparing Hearts to Hearts
Lan Jingan opened her mouth and asked Jiang Mingshu: "Aunt Jiang, why are you here?" Is the front okay? Jiang Mingshu nodded: "Those girls are all drinking, and Miss Biluan called Captain Feng and others over, which is very lively." I just wanted to find a clean place to rest, so I had to bother the big priest. ”
Lan Jing'an put his mind at ease and said with a smile, "Where are you talking about this?" You are willing to accompany me here to look at the moon in the sky, and I am too late to be happy. Jiang Mingshu smiled and did not speak. Lan Jing'an also stopped, just quietly looking at the moon and thinking about his thoughts.
After a while, Lan Jing'an opened her mouth gently: "Aunt Jiang, someone came to Jiangling City to look for you, do you want to meet you?" Jiang Mingshu knew who Lan Jing'an was talking about, and the news that the person came to find herself, she had been informed by Bi Luan a few days ago, but she was not in this deep palace, and she didn't know about it at all. Jiang Mingshu shook his head: "I won't go to see him." ”
Lan Jing'an hesitated for a moment and said, "I heard that the person has already reconciled and divorced, and he has also left the family. Jiang Mingshu's tone was gentle and gentle, but his words were very resolute: "It has nothing to do with me in any way. ”
Lan Jing'an saw her so resolute, and she was also wondering, at least judging from that person's performance, he was very affectionate to Jiang Mingshu, and it would be a pity if Jiang Mingshu rejected him because of old things. Thinking of this, Lan Jing'an still decided to meddle in the matter one more time: "You don't want to see him, are you worried?" ”
Jiang Mingshu said calmly: "No." Many people think that I am hiding here because of my low self-esteem in the past, but this is not the case. I chose to be here only because I was born to be quiet. As for the person in my heart, that person is long gone, and no matter how affectionate others are, what does it have to do with me? ”
Lan Jing'an was stunned for a moment, not knowing what to say, and suddenly heard Jiang Mingshu say to her faintly: "Da Si Ming, I'm drunk today, so I'll tell you my story." When I was taken prisoner to the barracks, I saw too many people looking for their lives. I was one of them at first, and then I met her. She told me that ants are still greedy for life, and only by living can they have a chance to see how these people will be rewarded in the future. ”
"In the darkest of days, I just want to live, let alone anything else? It wasn't until I came out that I was able to have a choice about my future life. Since you can choose, you naturally have to choose your favorite life, so why should you care about the eyes of others? The reason why I didn't accept the title of medical officer in the past was because I wanted to live a life without constraints, not because I couldn't afford it. ”
Of course, it must be false to say that you don't care about what others point at you. But you see, no matter what others look at me behind my back, in front of me, don't you have to respectfully call Doctor Jiang a doctor? When you ask me to be healed, who cares what I've been through before? ”
Jiang Mingshu looked at Lan Jing'an seriously and said, "Da Si Ming, you Bing Xue is smart, but I am a few years older than you, and I will say some things." I don't know why you're hiding here, but you're different from me. I'm here because I like this quiet life. What about you? You ask yourself if you are willing to live your life in this temple of inheritance and not ask about the world? ”
Lan Jing'an looked at Jiang Mingshu with wide eyes, Jiang Mingshu smiled faintly: "I am a healer, but I only heal the sick." I can't cure your serious illness. What should be faced, evasion will not solve the problem, sooner or later you have to make a choice. No matter what kind of life you want to choose, you always have to make sure you want it first. ”
Lan Jingan was a little surprised by Jiang Mingshu like this, this was the first time she had persuaded herself like this. It turned out that his hiding of his ears and stealing the bell was so obvious that Jiang Mingshu couldn't even look at it. She sighed: "What you said is that this disease can only be raised for a year or two at most, whether it is good or bad, there must always be a result." ”
Jiang Mingshu saw that she knew what she wanted, and she no longer persuaded her. The two sat together for a while, chatted about some other gossip, and waited until Biluan and the others in front of them dispersed before they went back to rest.
Lan Jing'an didn't go to bed until night, still thinking about Jiang Mingshu's words. Jiang Mingshu looks weak on the outside, but she didn't expect to be strong on the inside, and she is even more happy in life decisions. On the other hand, she is decisive in other things, but just a love word makes her like a trapped beast, and her life is tied in the net.
Lan Jing'an secretly scolded herself: It's useless. Even if she escaped her emotions, how could she really just leave the affairs of the army like this? What if you can't touch military affairs? Should she just let Brother Qingyun struggle on the front line, and she didn't say anything when she had an idea? In the final analysis, she is the commander of the Qianjun, and she must be responsible for the Qianguo in her life.
Lan Jing'an made up her mind, regardless of the late night, suddenly turned over and sat by the desk and wrote a secret letter, in which she wrote down in detail what she had seen from the history books, as well as the clans and beliefs of the Xianbei people that she had recently collected. At that time, Biluan, who was too drunk, had already fallen asleep, and no one knew about her letter, and she wrote it all night.
When Zhang Xun arrived on the second day, she handed Zhang Xun a thick secret letter and asked him to send it to Shen Rongzhi in the name of the great secretary. She told Zhang Xun the method she had thought of before to make Xianbei civil strife, hoping that Zhang Xun would revise another book and advise Xiao Qingyun.
Although Zhang Xun is not familiar with Xianbei, after all, he has been mixed in the officialdom for a while, so he can naturally see that Lan Jing'an is a clever plan. According to her method, if the plan is successful, Xianbei will be in civil strife together, and he will withdraw from the army, without Xianbei's help, Zhao Hu will definitely not be able to last too long in Jizhou and Yuzhou.
Zhang Xun was very surprised, he didn't expect that Lan Jing'an had been dormant for a few months, and if he didn't make a sound, he would already be a blockbuster. However, he suggested that he could take this plan to Qingtian first, he traveled south and north, and even went to Xianbei, and his understanding of Xianbei people must be better than that of historical books.
Lan Jing'an didn't expect that Mr. Qingtian had also been to Xianbei, and he was even more overjoyed. She discussed with Zhang Xun for a while, and decided to visit Mr. Qingtian again early the next morning. Because she had a goal in mind, Lan Jing'an was excited, and this night she kept perfecting her plan before burying herself in the case.
Biluan hadn't seen her so positive for a long time, and she was happy to see that she couldn't stop writing and drawing. Lan Jing'an's serious and serious appearance reminded Biluan of what she looked like when she was in Xiangyang and Jizhou. No matter what Lan Jing'an does, as long as she can cheer up, it will be the best thing for Biluan.
On the second day, Lan Jing'an still took Biluan to Zhang Xun's mansion to gather first, and then took a carriage to Mr. Qingtian together. Because he had to discuss the matter of Xianbei with Zhang Xun, Lan Jing'an did not ride a horse that day. When they arrived at Mr. Qingtian's apartment, Ziqing was alone in the courtyard again.
Zhang Xun frowned, thinking secretly, how could it be so coincidental, isn't Qingtian here? He asked softly: "What about your husband?" Ziqing looked at the woods and said calmly: "Mr. is not in the thatched house." He said, "If you still come with a guest, the guest should know how to meet the host." ”