Walking out of the door of the villa, I let the tears that I had held on for so long completely flow.

At this moment, not to mention how much my heart hurts, it is as if countless little hands are tearing my heart in different directions.

I had to crouch on the side of the road to slow myself down, I thought to myself, this should be the last time I cried for him, I should never have the chance to see each other again, we were so decisive, this is good.

Cut off all contact between me and him, and my whole heart became empty.

I don't know how long it will take to forget Shi Xiangnan, the pain he brought me and the sweetness that I can't extricate myself from, but I hope that I will no longer be held up by him in the future.

I'm glad that I'm decisive now, I really don't know what the result will be if it drags on until tomorrow, at least now I should break off, pay back, and go.

In two days I'll be on a plane to another country, to start my new job, to start my new life, maybe I'll come back, but I don't know when it will be or how long it will take.

Maybe I won't come back, after all, except for He Guangsheng, I don't have any worries here, and if it is not necessary, I don't really want to set foot in this sad place again.

I had already delivered my luggage to the hotel when I came out of the rented place, I went back to the hotel first, took a good shower, and let myself sleep.

When I woke up the next day, I felt that the sun was dazzling and bright, and since I was going to leave tomorrow, I thought it was necessary to go to the sanatorium to see He Guangsheng.

When I arrived at the nursing home, I went to the doctor to learn about the situation, and I heard from the doctor that his condition was quite good, and now he can almost eat by himself with a rice spoon, but it takes a long time, but at least it is a good phenomenon.

When he arrived at He Guangsheng's hospital room, it was already lunch time, and he was pushing away the nurse and trying to hold the spoon and send food to his mouth tremblingly.

He didn't notice when I went in, and when he ate the food, I gently clapped my hands and summoned him, and he looked at me.

"The doctor just told me that you are in good condition, it is surprising that you can recover like this, you have a good rest here, maybe when I come back, you may be gone again."

When he heard what I said, his smile almost stopped, and he just looked at me like that, and there was a long silence between us.

I think He Guangsheng probably knew what was going on, and I saw a corner of the newspaper under his pillow.

Yes, the matter between me and Shi Xiangnan is so uproaring, even if He Guangsheng can't take care of himself, but he has no problem with his brain, all the media have reported it so turbulently, he has no reason not to know.

The atmosphere was so awkward and a little dreary that I had to cough lightly twice to break the peace.

Maybe he was worried about me, maybe he had other emotions, but he kept staring at me for a long time.

I'm not used to being looked at like this, so I was the first to break the silence: "Sister Nurse takes good care of you, your temper is not good, if you are unhappy, don't lose your temper like others in the future." ”

As I spoke, I took the bowl of porridge in his hand, and just took a spoonful to his mouth, but he closed his mouth tightly and did not let go.

"Where are you going?" He opened his mouth suddenly, and although it was difficult to speak, the words he said were particularly clear.

I was a little surprised, and looked at him stunned for a long time, only to hear him ask again in a hoarse voice: "Where are you going?" ”

I immediately put down the bowl and hesitated to say, "Africa." ”

He didn't look at me, just lowered his head and said, "Decided?" ”

I had to stand in front of him with a smile and tell him: "It's decided, probably you know everything, I won't hide it from you, my sister has already left, I will arrange all your expenses, you can live here with confidence, I will come back to see you, I don't have anything to worry about here, it's better to do something more meaningful and help more people." ”

He choked up a little and wanted to say something more to me, but he didn't say it after all, just twitched a little.

I didn't think He Guangsheng would look like this, not because he was sick, but because I thought he might really repent and wanted to make up for the shortcomings over the years, but I'm sorry, I'm leaving.

Although I didn't quite believe his change, I couldn't help but hold his shoulder and shouted "Dad" with some difficulty.

He froze a little, he probably hadn't heard me call him like that for a long time, and he didn't expect me to call him daddy, and even at that moment he started shaking and crying.

Cry, I won't persuade him, after all, over the years, he has made my mother cry almost blind, what is his crying.

I'm now powerless myself, my life is almost a mess, where can I take care of others.

I just took a piece of paper to help He Guangsheng wipe his tears, and he said in a trembling voice: "Since you are leaving, I will not stop you, you forgive me, I am very happy, go to Africa to protect yourself, remember to come back." ”

I didn't expect to be able to say so many things since he was sick.

Now that his hands are gradually becoming more flexible, and his language has recovered so well, I can really leave the Shanghai market with peace of mind.

handed him over to this nurse sister with peace of mind, just because this woman was the nanny of the He family before, and I already knew her love for He Guangsheng, and she heard that He Guangsheng had become like this, and she still had no hesitation to take care of him, so I was relieved.

……

When I left the hospital, it happened to be noon, and the hot sun stabbed the person's eyes so painful that he could barely open them.

I just stood on the side of the road with my eyes closed, looking at the traffic on the road, looking at the blazing sun, thinking that I would leave the city the day after tomorrow, and my heart still couldn't stop throbbing.

In order to go south?

Or is it for his own ironic marriage?

I don't know what the throbbing pain is for, but I just hope that the remaining two days in this city can be spent in peace.

I was walking along the road, and suddenly a car stopped beside me, and when I looked sideways, I saw the people in the car, and my heart chuckled, and I felt some inexplicable fear.

Standing here, I motionlessly shouted, "Mr. Shi." ”

Shi Heyang's body exuded not only coldness, but also anger, making people think that he would immediately break my body into pieces.

"He Anning really didn't expect it, I underestimated you, you'd better get in the car now, otherwise I'll do something, I'm not sure."

I was a little hesitant and wanted to refuse him, not to mention that the stock was mine, so I naturally had the right to dispose of it.

I didn't get in the car, but Shi Heyang continued to speak unhurriedly: "Okay, it's okay if you don't get in the car, I know where He Guangsheng and Gu Wanwan live, are you really sure that they can be safe and sound after you leave?" ”

I yelled with some dissatisfaction, "You... Don't touch them. ”

"Yes, as long as you get in the car, I promise not to move them, and I won't in the future."

I followed Shi Heyang to a clubhouse, and as soon as he entered, many bewitching women pounced on him together.

I sat in the large private room with him, and it wasn't until a few staff members, probably managers or foremen, obeyed Shi Heyang's words that I realized that this club belonged to Shi Heyang.

It's just that he was not in a good mood, and after scolding away the staff and those women, he looked at me coldly: "I just want to know what you think about this woman, no one dares to betray me Shi Heyang, you are the first." ”

To be honest, the tone of his voice scared me so much that I even looked at him with some horror.

I was so frightened by him that I didn't know how to respond to him for a while, but I heard him sneer, and suddenly pinched my chin and continued: "I just can't figure it out, Shi Xiangnan treated you like that, why do you have to return all the shares to him with a hot face and a cold ass, huh?" ”

Now that Shi Heyang knows about it, he is also quite powerful, and he can't hide anything from him, so he simply tells him the truth.

"Yes, even if Shi Xiangnan did such a bastard thing to me, I don't know why, I just can't ruthlessly give away what belongs to him to others, the era is that he is difficult to bring back to the right track under the old man's bad hand and even now so good, I also want to be ruthless and forget the stock for you, but in the end I didn't ruthlessly come down with this heart."

Shi Heyang didn't do anything else except pinch me fiercely, but his expression seemed to have a kind of hatred for iron and steel, and he pouted: "He Anning, you are really stupid as a woman, you are not ruthless and reluctant, but do you think Shi Xiangnan will be grateful to you?" Don't you still have to marry another woman? ”

Shi Heyang's expression is not very good-looking, I always feel that his expression is mocking me all the time, I lowered my head: "I can't control what he does, at least I won't regret it in the future, I won't be so cruel to everyone." ”

"Okay, since you are not ruthless, but you are unhappy, I feel that I have been tricked, you know, how can the second young master of my Shi family let a woman play around at will, let you go so easily, He Anning, how can I gain a foothold in front of these brothers."

When Shi Heyang spoke, he looked calm and light, but he did not allow others to refute him.

I know that it will not be so easy to get out of this hall today, to be exact, it will be difficult to get out of this private room.

"Mr. Shi, what do you want?" I looked at him with trepidation, and I couldn't stop panicking in my heart.

"What else can I do? I heard that Dean He is leaving and going to Africa, right? He lifted his eyelids and looked at me with a ruffian look.

I didn't speak, just looked straight at him.

"Yes, medical aid to Africa is a great thing, so I have to see you off."

Shi Heyang raised one leg and sat on the corner of the table as he spoke, and then continued with a mocking expression: "Give you two paths, you choose for yourself, and I will let you go after choosing either one." ”

I couldn't help but frown, and almost clenched my fists and shouted, "What way?" ”

Shi Heyang leisurely took out two things, a bottle of foreign wine and a Durex.

"Drink this bottle of wine with me, sleep with me for one night, you choose these two."