I asked, "Then why didn't you call me?" ”

"I don't know how to speak." Li Yu said: "I'm afraid that as soon as I open my mouth, I will start accusing you again." ”

I said, "It was true that I did something wrong that day, and I should have learned more about it in advance, after all, it was such an important occasion." ”

He glanced at me and said softly, "It's my fault." It's that I forgot, you can't imagine my life, just like I only know that you were bitter when you were a child, but for me, 'bitter' is just two words after all, I know its literal meaning, but I can't understand it at all. ”

I said, "Thank you for saying that." ”

Li Yu smiled, "I just wanted to find an excuse to discipline you." ”

I didn't speak.

He looked surprised, "You know? ”

"Totally visible." I say.

He narrowed his eyes, "Then you say, why am I making things so difficult for you?" ”

I remembered the video in the punishment room, this incident was after I was locked up in the punishment room, but I don't know if it was before Li Yu recorded the video.

I said, "I don't know. ”

"That sounds like a lie," he said confidently, "and it seems that you don't want to say it." ”

"It's not that I don't want to say," although he is quite peaceful now, but he is a bit of a perverse after all, and I have to be cautious, "It's just that you have to promise me that you can throw me down after I say it, but you can't leave me here." There weren't many cars on this road, and I didn't even have matches. ”

He has always had a strong ability to pick up stalks, and he smiled when he knew I was talking about "The Little Match Girl" and said, "Don't worry, not only will I not leave you behind, but I will also prepare a warm fireplace, roast goose and Christmas tree for you." ”

I said, "I think it's because you regret marrying me so rashly." After speaking, he obviously felt that his body was a little stiff, and he hurriedly said, "You said that you don't lose your temper." ”

He said coldly: "I didn't say I wouldn't lose my temper." ”

I was a little nervous and said, "Then stop talking, let's talk about something else." ”

"Go on." He said, "Don't worry, I won't leave you behind." ”

"No," I said, "that's all over." ”

"You have to have a reason for that." He asked, "When did I say that I decided to marry you 'out of nowhere'?" Or did I say I regret it? ”

"No," I said, "but you don't love me, and, almost from the days of your marriage, you have been picking on my thorns." I'm not smart, but I'm still able to tell if I dislike it. ”

"You're not smart." His tone softened a lot, "Isn't that how thinking about it can help you feel less guilty about me?" ”

I said, "I'm not guilty of you. ”

Hearing him laugh, I hurriedly explained, "The reason why I saved your father was based on the situation at the time, not out of guilt for you." ”

"Not out of this," he said, "means that there is still guilt." ”

I said, "Too lazy to play with this wordplay." ”

"Well, then don't play," he said, "you remember what I said to you before I died." ”

Before he died, he told me that he loved me.

But I think it's just that he deliberately said it to make me regret it.

But I can't say that directly.

So I didn't speak.

But Li Yu said: "It seems that you think that the reason why I said that is to make you regret it," he let out a sneer, "It seems that no one has taught you, people are about to die, and their words are also good." ”

I said, "Before my mother left, she held my hand and kept repeating how your father's men were ...... Violence against her, and how to beat her. Her last words before leaving were to tell me to avenge her at all costs. You say, is that a good word to me? ”

He didn't speak.

I continued: "I have no power or power, I'm just a student, after taking my brother on that trip, my own life and health have been overdrawn for most of it, what can I take revenge?" How could I do something she couldn't do on her own? Your father is rich enough to rival the country, he covers the sky with one hand, and he doesn't have to go to prison if he kills someone...... What is the difference between taking revenge on me and destroying me and killing me? ”

Li Yu spoke faintly after a while, "Then why are you still doing it?" ”

"She's my mother," I said, "and if your mother said those things to you in front of you, you wouldn't be tempted to take revenge." ”

Li Yu fell silent.

I said, "Therefore, the saying that a man is dying is good in his words is not always true." ”

"But I really love you." ”

As soon as I opened my mouth, he said, "I married you because I love you, not because of my sister." ”

I didn't feel the slightest agitation, "Lie." ”

"I know why you think that," he said, "and I knew it was you that night." ”

I was stunned.

"I admit it's naïve to do that, but I'm angry." He said, "I asked you on the day of the proposal, and you said that you married me because you loved me. But you lied to me, you love that trash. ”

I said, "I married you for revenge." ”

He said, "I'd rather know only this." ”

I said, "It's better to not love you, right?" ”

He didn't answer me, but continued the previous topic, "You said that I started picking on your thorns after marriage because I regretted getting married. You're right, I do regret getting married. When I was a kid, I complained that my dad and my mom had a good relationship, and no one paid attention to me and my sister. My sister would tell me that men and women should love each other when they get married, and that I will meet someone I love in the future, and then I will be given the role of my father, and I will be loved by a woman like my mother loves my father...... That's what marriage means to me, but what do you see what you've made it look like? ”

I said, "You have a priority, and the source of it all is your father." ”

He didn't speak, but straightened up.

So I came down and stood on the ground.

Li Yu also turned around and stared at my eyes for a long time, before he seemed to have made up his mind and said, "Song Jiayin, let me ask you a question." ”

I was a little nervous by his gaze, "What's the problem?" ”

"Have you ever loved me?" Rarely was he so serious as he was at the moment, "even if it's just a little bit." ”

I was about to speak, but he said, "I'm just a little clever but not very wise, and it's easy to be led astray by your words, so you'd better think about it." ”

I said, "No." ”

He didn't seem surprised at all by my answer, and looked at me with some displeasure.

From the moment I made up my mind to kill him, I didn't think about looking back, it didn't matter if I loved him in the past, I killed him, I decided to bear the most cruel loss for a person.

And now he is courting me, and although I have no tangible evidence, I know that this is just a mirage. As for why he did this, I thought, since it is a mystery, there will always be a day when the mystery will be revealed, and I don't need to start thinking about it so early.

Li Yu opened his mouth for a long time, "Aren't you going to think about it?" ”

I shook my head, "No, I haven't loved you, and you won't have to ask me in the future." ”

But he laughed, turned around, bent down, and said, "Come up." ”

The expression became so fast that I couldn't help but frown, and I didn't move.

He turned his head to look at me with a smile and said, "Come on, I'm done." ”

I climbed back onto his back, and he still carried me.

We walked like this for a while, neither of us spoke, until he said, "I've got you booked a brain test, and someone will remind you next Tuesday." ”

I asked, "What's wrong with my brain?" ”

"It's not the brain, it's the memory." He said: "I find that you suddenly forget things, and if there is a lesion, it is good to find out as soon as possible. ”

I said, "What did I forget?" ”

He was silent for a moment and said, "I'll tell you according to the situation after the inspection." ”

I didn't speak.

Although I estimated that the journey would take 40 minutes, in fact Li Yu only took more than 20 minutes.

When we arrived near the parking space, the snow was heavier than just now, and the temperature was even lower, and although I was lying on Li Yu's back, I was shivering with cold.

Li Yu put me off his back and said, "It's here." ”

I said, "Thank you." He was about to open the door, but he said, "Stop." ”

I chuckled in my heart, and turned to look at him.

Sure enough, he stood where he was, crossed his arms over his chest, and said with a smile: "You can call a car here, go back by yourself." ”

I didn't say anything.

There must have been something that offended him in that long section of the dialogue just now, and more than in one place.

Fortunately, it can indeed be taught to reverse here, and it is easier to call.

"Besides," he continued, "I have to ask you a question. ”

I asked, "What's the problem?" ”

"If I can prove that my dad didn't kill your family," he grinned as if he were making a joke that wasn't funny, "would you apologize to me?" ”

I asked, "How do you prove it?" ”

"Just say if." He said, "I just want to ask you this. ”

"Yes." I said, "Since I made a mistake, I can not only apologize, but also die to make amends to you." ”

He smiled with satisfaction, nodded slightly, and continued, "Will that change your answer just now?" ”

"What answer?" I asked.

He laughed again, shook his head and said, "You can go." ”

"Lend me some money," I said, "I don't have the money to call a taxi." ”

"No." He put down the words, turned and got into the car, reversed the turn, and disappeared from my sight in an instant.

Taxis are good to call, but I don't have the money after all.

Of course, if you discuss it with the taxi driver and beg him, there are still many kind-hearted people in this world, and you can probably go back smoothly.

It's just that I don't think the road is too far, and I can walk back in an hour or two, not to the point where I have to ask for someone like this.

So I stopped walking and stopping on my own, and I don't know how long it was, but the snow was getting heavier and heavier, and I was getting colder and colder. At this time, although I had already moved my mind to ask for a taxi driver, there was no taxi nearby.

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