Chapter 120: Don't leave me in the future

Early the next morning, I re-examined Shi Xiangnan's body, and all indicators showed that it was normal, so I allowed him to go through the discharge procedures.

Then he asked Fu Chen to bring a thick coat from the car and put it on my body, he helped me tidy up my collar, and when he spoke, his voice was mixed with a deep voice: "Take you to a place, it's cold, you have to wear more." ”

I asked him where he was going, and he didn't say anything, just hooked the corners of his mouth and looked at me with a little inexplicable emotion: "I'll know when I get there in a while." ”

This man, I don't know where I learned it now, all kinds of sellouts, and some flamboyant learners, which is not good.

In comparison, I still like the original deserted Shi Xiangnan, but I don't rule out that he has become better.

Not to mention that this woman is really a contradiction, when people were cold, they disliked him too old-fashioned, but now they have become enthusiastic, but they feel that it is too much.

Fu Chen drove all the way to the Bund, and when he went south, he bought two tickets and took me on the boat.

It's really a coincidence, I met Shi Xinting when I was on a boat before, and this time, I was really going south with the time.

In fact, along the way, Shi Xiangnan's mood was not very good, his face was always darker, and he looked much sadder.

He stood in the boat, leaning against the fence, wearing that thick black tweed coat, and his figure looked very erect.

I leaned gently against him and whispered, "Bring me here, any ideas?" ”

Shi Xiangnan didn't speak immediately, but reached out to hold my hand, holding it tightly, I felt his body trembling slightly, but he didn't let go.

I don't know exactly what happened to him, but it did feel a little awe-inspiring.

On the boat, the cold wind blew my hair, and also blew a trace of his hair, he gathered his own hair, and then gathered mine, and then said in a heavy voice: "My parents fell from here in the first place, neither of them knew water, so they never came up, and they came today that year because they were going to celebrate their wedding anniversary, and unfortunately, this day also became their death day." ”

When he said this, I looked at him in a daze, and I admit that I was shocked by these words.

I wanted to say something to comfort him, but it seemed like a lot of words were stuck in my throat, and I couldn't say it, and I was holding it back and uncomfortable.

Shi Xiangnan looked at me and paused, then continued: "Sometimes I miss them, I will buy a ticket and sit in the cabin, quietly looking at the river. ”

I thought that Shi Xiangnan's parents had inadvertently fallen into the river, but I never expected that the two of them were pushed down the river, and I slowly learned about this later.

Xiang Nan didn't plan to tell me the details, but as far as I know, every time he was in a bad mood and depressed, he would come here to miss his parents.

At this moment, I bit my lip and wanted to say something, but in the end I couldn't say it when I looked at Shi Xiangnan, and his expression was still calmly looking at the river and said: "I come every year, I hope that every time I come to see in the future, I can bring you here, He Anning." ”

I couldn't help but get nervous when he said it, and even though his parents had died, I still suddenly felt extremely nervous.

I nodded slightly, and then asked in a low voice, "Xiangnan, why don't you take me to their cemetery?" ”

Shi Xiangnan put his arm around my shoulder, took my hand, looked at the other side of the river, and said secretly: "I scattered their ashes here, so it's the same to come here, you are pregnant with a child now, it is inconvenient to go to the cemetery, and I will take you there next year." ”

Today's Shi Xiangnan really makes people look inexplicably sad and lonely, and always wants people to hug him.

So I leaned on his chest, listened to his strong heartbeat, felt his feelings, a cold wind blew, and I couldn't help but drill into his arms, it was very warm.

In fact, I have a better understanding of life and death than before, first, I have experienced too many deaths and lives as a doctor, and second, I know that my sister's illness will one day be ahead of me.

Therefore, everyone is inherently dead, and I am not immune, but it is only a matter of time.

Actually, I have thought about it for a long time, because I like the sea, so I really hope that I can really be sprinkled into the sea at that time, no tombstones, no flowers, as long as the children can remember, don't forget to go to the beach every year to see me.

Just like Shi Xiangnan and I now, standing on the boat and looking at them invisible, how good.

I looked up at him, his face was slightly dark, I couldn't see any temperature, it was cold.

I knew he must be sad on such a day, but he suddenly let go of my hand and took a cigarette out of his coat pocket, and the lighter was not lit many times in the cold wind, because his hand was shaking badly.

I looked at his cold face, gently held his hand and called softly, "Brother Nan, let me come." ”

Because the wind was blowing, I played many times before lighting the cigarette, and then he lay on the fence.

Then he took a deep puff of the cigarette and spit it out gently, and the smoke rings that kept exhaling made him feel extremely cold.

I've never seen him smoke, and occasionally he smells of tobacco and it's someone else's smoke.

But today, it looks like this, and it obviously seems to be quite a concern.

He leaned on the railing like that, and when the cigarette in his hand gradually burned out, leaving only a trace of gray, he slowly hugged me in his arms with the faint smell of tobacco and said, "Don't leave me in the future!" ”

When I heard this, I always felt a heart-piercing pain that made me uncomfortable.

Really, I really feel sorry.

Although I am a rational person, I am limited to work, but when it comes to myself, I can't do it emotionally.

Although Shi Xiangnan didn't say anything to me, nor did he tell me why he was so emotional, I really couldn't help but collapse emotionally.

It's really unproductive!

……

For the next few hours, although it was cold, it was not as cold as when I heard what Xiang Nan said.

I finally learned today about the death of his parents, and he finally intended to tell me.

He said a lot of things, the most I had ever said since I met him, and I couldn't bear to interrupt listening to his low and mellow voice.

Where did the length of his life go? I thought that the death of my mother was already painful, but after listening to what he said, I felt that his life was even heavier.

I also finally understood why Xiangnan always treated his family coldly.

I always thought that his parents died accidentally, and when I first became Mrs. Shi, I heard some gossip about the death of his parents.

Now I finally understand that those are not rumors, and his parents did not really fall into the river accidentally, but someone did it on purpose.

The fourth uncle of Shi Xiangnan.

Since the last family banquet, I have always thought that Shi Xiangnan's uncle is the fourth in line, but I never thought that he still has a fourth uncle.

Now he has been arrested and locked up in prison, and if nothing happens, he will spend the rest of his life in prison.

It's just that I'm surprised, and I can't understand it, is the family affection really so weak in such a business family?

Is it really for money and status to kill two fresh lives?

"Brother Nan, why did people become like this?"

I couldn't help but throw this question to Shi Xiangnan, because I really couldn't figure out, when did human life become so cheap?

Even though we all take saving people as our career creed, and we want to stand on the operating table until the last minute in order to save people, I really don't want to see siblings kill each other, it's too cruel.

When Shi Xiangnan heard my question, he just snorted faintly, and his eyes were full of coldness when he looked into the distance.

In the end, he touched my cheek, frowned, and said, "It's just interests, and in their eyes they only see interests, status, and money." ”

When he said this, he held my hand tightly, and then looked at me: "Just like your father and brother, they only have interests in their eyes, how can there ever be you and your sister?" As long as they are given enough money and do not hesitate to drug you, humanity will be gone long ago. ”

Hearing this, I couldn't help but tighten my hands when I thought of it, but then I imagined the helplessness when his parents were pushed down the river, and it made me break out in a cold sweat.

I can't imagine how he survived at that time, but I only learned today that the image of Xiang Nan's son was just for others to see, just to keep the person who wanted to kill him from taking him seriously.

The reason why there was such a big gap between Shi Xiangnan and Old Man Shi was largely because of his fourth uncle.

Back then, the old man desperately obstructed Shi Xiangnan, saying that he didn't believe that his fourth uncle would do such a thing.

Therefore, the gap between the grandfather and grandson became bigger and bigger, and it was not until Shi Xiangnan put the iron-clad evidence in front of the old man that he had to accept this fact.

Of course, in the later days, the old man tried everything he could to repair the relationship with Shi Xiangnan, and he also worked hard, so at that family banquet, he understood why the old man was afraid of him.

At that time, when Xiang Nan caught the murderer and sat in the position of president, no one knew what kind of pain he felt in his heart.

I just said that I was an emotional person, and when I thought about it, I really started to cry.

I never thought that Xiang Nan would dig out his truest heart and spread it out in front of me, so that I could see his fragile side.

At this moment, I felt that I was very close to him, as if my heart was tightly bound by him.

"Fool, what are you crying about? I didn't even cry. Anyway, until now, that bad guy has never had a chance to come out, and I don't want to see their hard work fall into the hands of others when I take the Times Group back, if the Times Group is in his hands, it will be finished sooner or later, and now my parents are also pleased. ”

Shi Xiangnan wiped my tears, hugged me into his coat, and said to me gently: "The two people who loved me the most before have left me, and now the two people I love the most are in front of me, don't leave me!" ”