Chapter 19: Warmth
In this way, Grandpa and Master Zheng were taken out of my room by Zuo Qiusi with a thousand pounds.
When I was left alone in the room and everything was quiet, I wondered if I was too emotional.
Actually, I don't miss my grandfather, that's fake. When I was a child, I spent my days with him and my grandmother in a small town in the south of the Yangtze River, which was the warmest and happiest part of my life. Although that period of life has been a little blurred.
However, when I think of my grandmother's hardships over the years, I can't calm down.
Perhaps, grandpa has a hard time? I wanted to find a reason for him. But no matter how big the reason is, how can he refuse to show up when his grandmother is gone?
I don't want to let myself be immersed in this emotion anymore, since grandpa has already appeared, I will always have to face it in the future, these problems, let's wait until later.
I was still tired and wanted to sleep, but suddenly I remembered the south wind. By the way, why didn't I see the south wind when I got here?
Suddenly, I blamed myself a little, I was excited just now, and I forgot about the south wind?
Thinking of this, I looked around, this is an antique room, the decoration is all Tang and Song Dynasty ancient style, elegant but simple.
This should be Zuo Qiu's No. 3 clubhouse, right?
I struggled to get up and inquire about the news of Nanfeng, but at this time, Zuo Qiu entered my room again.
He saw that I was struggling to get up, and shouted: "I said Xiaoshuang girl, what are you doing here?" Now that you're in this situation, don't run around. ”
As he spoke, Zuo Qiu had already walked over quickly, and he forced me back to the bed again.
"But, my friend ......" Zuo Qiu looked a little weak, but I didn't expect his strength to be really strong, and I couldn't struggle, so I had to ask Zuo Qiu helplessly.
Zuo Qiu looked clear, and he didn't know where to take out a small gold-sprinkled folding fan depicting gorgeous peonies, and said while shaking it: "Since it was Master Lin who made a move, are you still worried that your friend can't be saved?" Well, in the next room, I woke up once, I persuaded me to drink a little something, and went back to sleep. ”
"Then she, how is she?" I was worried about Nanfeng's mood, and although she didn't know what was going on, she did know that Ah Zhong had knocked her unconscious. I'm afraid that when the south wind is sad, I'm not there for her.
"It's okay, I didn't talk to her that much at first. Coaxed her to drink a bowl of medicine I had concocted, and let her sleep first. "Zuo Qiu is always very smart.
"Does she still need medicine?" Hearing this, I became worried about the south wind again.
"Well, the person who knocked her unconscious was afraid that she would wake up, right? Just planted a sleeping Gu on her, no matter what, this worm entered the body, and it always needed to be conditioned. Not a big deal. Zuo Qiu just covered his face with a fan and looked at me with a smile, he just has that kind of ability, and a few words are reassuring.
I finally understood that the south wind couldn't wake up with such a big movement, it turned out that Ah Zhong also played a trick on the south wind.
Hearing that the south wind was safe, my hanging heart finally let go, and I was a little sleepy for a while, and I was about to fall asleep again.
At this time, Zuo Qiu stood up, folded the quilt for me, and said to me gently: "Xiaoshuang girl, what about you, don't blame Old Man Lin for everything." He's bitter, isn't he? Do you think that if a person does not have great suffering, where is he willing to abandon his wife and young granddaughter and leave alone? There are also many grievances in this cultivator world, and you must not look at them with ordinary eyes. Relax your heart, always give the old man a chance to explain, lest people say that you are unfilial. ”
Originally, I was a little confused, but when I listened to Zuo Qiu's words, my heart hurt.
I think, maybe it's really as Zuo Qiu said, grandpa has a great difficulty, so I just ...... I couldn't suppress the feeling of heartache, looked at Zuo Qiu, and asked in a low voice, "Brother Zuo, do you know something?" ”
"Huh." Zuo Qiu stood up, casually slapped the fan in his hand twice, and said, "I don't know much." In the midst of all this distraction, I just want to open a club and make some hard-earned money, and I don't like to inquire more. Besides, even if I know a little bit, do you think I should talk about it? When you calm down, wouldn't it be good to talk to Lin Laozi in person? ”
As he spoke, he held his face with both hands charmingly, looked extremely moved, and said exaggeratedly: "It's exciting to think about it, the reunion of the long-lost grandfather and grandson." Hey, no, I'm going to cry, I'll go back to my room and be quiet. ”
As soon as I finished saying this, Zuo Qiu walked out of my room like a gust of wind.
But I can't react a little, is he a whirlwind boy? Actually, he doesn't want me to ask him more, right? This Zuo Qiu is really leaky in doing things.
But I felt a little relieved, because of Zuo Qiu's words, I didn't have so much resentment towards my grandfather, but I had a faint warmth in my heart, and finally I still have relatives in this world.
Under the sleepiness, I slept with extra peace of mind.
When I woke up, it was already morning.
Although it was only a winter morning, with only some faint morning light, it was a morning, and the special fresh air made no difference.
Only in the No. 3 club, can you experience this fresh air like a small town in the south of the Yangtze River, and the unique fragrance of plants and trees in the No. 3 clubhouse makes people feel refreshed.
There was a "rustling" sound outside the window, and my heart moved, I got up from the bed and pushed the window open.
Sure enough, it snowed in S City, which had not snowed for almost a whole winter.
The light snow, which is not very large, drifts down from the sky in a fine and dense way, and it is soft to see.
But I was fascinated by the first snow.
Strictly speaking, it was just rain and snow, and the rainy days after it turned my fate upside down.
After all, it can't get around that person - Shen Jingyun. Where is he now? What are you doing? Are you a little worried about me?
I was in a daze, but I saw a tall and thin figure standing in the small courtyard outside my room, and he wanted to come over, but he looked at me a little timidly.
His appearance really made my heart sour, remembering Zuo Qiu's words yesterday, I took a deep breath, and closed the window in my grandfather's somewhat guilty and stunned gaze.
But he walked to the bedside, put on a garment, and opened the door.
Originally, grandpa's eyes were a little decadent, and he wanted to turn around and leave, but I mustered up a lot of courage and shouted: "Grandpa." ”
My voice is very small, I haven't called it for more than ten years, it's always a little awkward, but I don't know why, after calling it, I have a sore nose.
In the end, it is connected by blood, a grandfather, suddenly made me feel that he is now just a rickety and thin old man. He has given me so much love and care, as a junior, what should I do to resent him all the time and not forgive him? I think of my grandmother again, I love him, I miss him, but I never say a trace of resentment against him in front of me.
If he didn't have a hard time, he wasn't a person worth trusting, and grandma's strong character would definitely not be like this.
In the drizzle of snow, grandpa, such a simple title, made the grandfather dressed in black tremble slightly, his eyes were red and red, his lips moved several times, and he didn't say anything after all.
After a second or two of silence, my grandfather suddenly strode towards me, I don't know what he was going to do. But as soon as there was a flower in front of him, he suddenly hugged me into my arms: "Xiaoshuang, Xiaoshuang!" My good girl. It's grandpa who is not good, he can't protect you well, and you have suffered for more than ten years. In the future, even if you break through the sky in the future, grandpa will not let you suffer the slightest grievance. ”
Grandpa's voice was choked up, and these words were very harsh.
I endured tears for a long time, but after all, I couldn't help but shed them, and at this moment, I forgave everything. Feeling his skinny and scary body, I also reached out and hugged my grandfather.
At least from now on, I am no longer Lin Xiaoshuang, who is helpless in this world, but a happy girl protected by my grandfather, thinking of this, my heart is overflowing with warmth.
Actually, that's enough, it's really enough.
Grandpa melted away his sadness, although there was no explanation, and there was no greeting, my grandfather and I naturally became intimate.
He asked someone to find me thick clothes, then watched me wash up contentedly, and then excitedly took my hand and said to me: "Nannan, I actually came early in the morning to call you for breakfast." Grandpa's craftsmanship can't compare to Zuo Qiu's kid, but he knows your taste in the end. But I'm afraid you'll ignore me. ”
I felt uncomfortable when I said this, but I didn't show it, I just grabbed my grandfather's arm with a forced smile and said, "I only woke up yesterday, and I can't think about anything more, it's just ...... I just thought ......"
I originally wanted to talk about grandma, but I was afraid that grandpa would be uncomfortable, so I had to keep my mouth shut here.
Instead, my grandfather held my hand and held his hand, smiled bitterly, and said bitterly: "You want to say, just thinking about your grandma, you can't help but be excited, right?" ”
"I believe Grandpa has a hard time." It wasn't an overnight change, or was it to reassure Grandpa that I said that? A grandfather who can get up early in the morning to cook breakfast for me, can he be bad? Isn't he warm in my childhood memories? Obviously neither, after calming down, I mean this from the bottom of my heart.
"Yes, it's a great problem. But it doesn't matter if it's hard work, it's a last resort. I can't erase my guilt about Anan. In this life, I didn't accompany her in the last years of Anan, and I will definitely double my efforts to make up for her in the next life. "Grandpa said it was sad and painful, but it was also very solemn.
I think if there is such a sentence to comfort grandma's spirit in heaven, she will be much more relieved, right?
My grandfather and I have so much to talk about, but where do we say so much at once? On the contrary, my grandfather pulled me all the way, asking me about the bits and pieces of my life over the years.
In the middle of the whispered conversation, the two of us have already walked to the small courtyard that belongs to our grandfather.
And I was immersed in this warmth, but I didn't know that Shen Jingyun, who hurt my heart, was already on the way to the No. 3 club with a "surprise".