Chapter 10 Choice
Xie Chen looked at Xie Xuan's dejected appearance, and felt a little disgusted in his heart.
Since the two children of the Lin family can't go back to Beijing, what else does he want him to do back? Could it be that the Lin family is still willing to spend money for a door-to-door son-in-law?
He went back with him, but it was just to add to the expenses of the Xie family!
Xie Chen just wanted to refuse and let him stay in the Lin family to live a good life, but in an instant, a flash of inspiration occurred in his mind, and he suddenly had an idea.
That's right! As long as Xie Xuan is willing to go back to Beijing with him, the Lin family can't say anything, but once Xie Xuan returns to Beijing, the Lin family will have no husband, and the two children will have no father, so the Lin family is really willing to see such a situation? In the end, it's not about sending my daughter and two children to the capital!
Although the Lin family wants the Lin family to be his wife, he can pretend to respond first, and when they reach the boundary of the capital, isn't it him who has the final say?
He looked down on the Lin family before, and he only thought about suppressing it, but he forgot that he could slowly figure it out!
That's right! What a good son he had! A good son who can't get rid of no matter how much he practices!
Xie Chen smiled, he looked at Xie Xuan, his eyes were full of love that he had never felt before, "Father respects your opinion, as long as you are willing, the door of the Xie family will always be open for you." ”
Xie Xuan finally didn't say his choice on the spot, he said that he had to think about it.
But everyone can see that he really wants to go to the capital.
Lin Zhennan saw it, he didn't say anything, just shook his head at him, his eyes were full of disappointment.
Lin Yunchang also saw it, and he didn't say anything, but glanced at him fiercely.
Lin Qingyue also saw it.
She was a little distracted, and she couldn't see her emotions at this time from the surface.
"Mother, I'm sleepy." Lin Zhenzhen yawned at the right time and lay on Lin Qingyue's body, blocking her view from looking at Xie Xuan.
Lin Qingyue came back to her senses, she didn't go to see Xie Xuan again, but gently patted Lin Zhenzhen's back, and said softly: "Gillian, my mother will take you back to sleep." ”
Lin Qingyue hugged Lin Zhenzhen and left.
Xie Chen also left, and the others were even more scattered, and they went back to the courtyard.
The moon was bright and the stars were sparse, Xie Xuan stood in front of the empty courtyard, and the moonlight stretched his figure to a long time, making everything look extremely lonely and sad.
Lin Zhenzhen was lying on Lin Qingyue's back and was about to fall asleep.
She was only five years old, and after a night of tossing, she was already sleepy.
But she still tried her best to keep herself awake, and muttered: "Mother, go back to the Tibetan Jiaoge......"
I can't let my mother go back to Huanyue Xuan, and I can't let my mother see Xie Xuan.
Lin Qingyue smiled and touched her face, "Well, it's back to Zangjiao Pavilion, Gillian, go to sleep!" ”
Lin Zhen really seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and soon fell asleep on her back.
Lin Qingyue returned to Zangjiao Pavilion with Lin Zhenzhen in her arms, and was about to go to Lin Baosheng after placing her, when her maid Qiuxiang greeted her, "Miss, you're back!" The little master has already fallen asleep. ”
Lin Qingyue inquired carefully and found out that Lin Baosheng also went to Huanyuexuan to look for her, but at that time she had already left with Gillian, so he stayed in Huanyuexuan to wait for her, but he didn't expect to fall asleep waiting. Qiu Xiang thought that she would take Gillian back to the Tibetan Pavilion, so she hugged him.
After Lin Qingyue handed Gillian to Qiu Xiang, she went to see Lin Baosheng, saw that his little face was red from sleep, touched it lovingly, and then got up and left.
"Miss, where are you going?" Qiu Xiang sent her out of the house, "You don't stay with the little master and the little miss?" ”
Lin Qingyue shook her head, "No, I still have things to deal with." ”
Master Xie's matter is solved, what else does Miss have to deal with?
Qiu Xiang was puzzled, but she was smart enough not to ask.
"You keep watch over the two children here, let them sleep a little longer, they're all tired." Lin Qingyue commanded a few words and walked out of the courtyard.
Of course, she has something to do.
Xie Chen's matter has been resolved, but Xie Xuan's matter has not been resolved.
She wants to ask clearly, what does he think, does he still want two children?
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Xie Xuan had already been waiting in Huanyue Xuan.
He knew that Lin Qingyue would definitely come back to him.
This conversation, inevitably.
There are some things that he has to make clear to her.
When Lin Qingyue entered the house, she saw Xie Xuan sitting at the black lacquered wooden luodian round table in the middle of the room, quietly contemplating.
The window was ajar, the lamp flickered, and his face flickered in the candlelight, like his heart that she could not understand.
Lin Qingyue walked towards him step by step, Xie Xuan turned around when he heard the movement, and just met Lin Qingyue's eyes looking at him.
It's just that there is no longer the tenderness in these eyes, but instead sadness and disappointment.
"Yueniang......" he stood up and spoke.
Although he had already prepared in his heart, he couldn't help but feel embarrassed and guilty in the face of Lin Qingyue at this moment.
What he has done today is so cowardly!
"I'm sorry." He lowered his head and spoke softly.
I'm sorry, forgive him for his cowardice, forgive him for not being able to disobey his father now.
When Lin Qingyue saw him like this, she only felt cold, "I'm sorry? Oh, what's the use of my sorry for you? This sentence of sorry can offset the harm you did to me today, or can it offset your irresponsibility in the future?! ”
Lin Qingyue got straight to the point, and didn't want to entangle with him, "Xie Xuan, let me ask you, do you want to leave or stay?" If you choose to stay, I can have nothing to do with today, but if you choose to leave, I, Lin Qingyue, will be cut off with you, and I will have nothing to do with it again! ”
Xie Xuan suddenly raised his head.
He didn't expect that Lin Qingyue, who had always been gentle, would be able to say such decisive words.
One cut in two, and there is no more to do with it?
"Yueniang." He was a little anxious, "You really think so?" As long as I go to the capital, you will cut me off? Can't even you understand me? ”
"Understand you?" Lin Qingyue felt ridiculous, "When I was in the front hall just now, I begged you so bitterly, what did you do to me?" Now you are still obsessed and want to leave me and my child away, have you ever understood me?! ”
"I'm in trouble!" Xie Xuan grabbed Lin Qingyue's arm and said bitterly: "Yueniang, I have a hard time. ”
His father, who he has been looking forward to since he was a child, and his father, who has been obsessed with his mother all his life, has finally seen him, and can finally seek justice, how can you give it up?
"Bitter?" Lin Qingyue raised her head and smiled sadly, "Xie Xuan, do you still have a conscience?" Because you have hardships, you can learn from your father who abandoned his wife and children? Where have you placed me? How do you see your two children when they grow up? Bao Sheng and Gillian are not as spineless as you! ”
"I didn't! I didn't want to leave you and the child behind, but I had to go to the capital, I had to go back to Xie's house, and I had to snatch back all the things that should have been my mother! Xu is Lin Qingyue's words stimulated Xie Xuan, he grabbed her arm tightly, and something almost crazy burned in his eyes, "Yueniang? Why can't you understand me, why can't you go to the capital with me?! ”
Lin Qingyue was frightened by his appearance, as if she didn't know him, and struggled: "Xie Xuan, do you know what you're talking about?" ”
"Yueniang, please don't leave me!" Xie Xuan hugged her into his arms and cried bitterly: "I love you, I really love you, it's just that I can't help it, I really can't help it." ”
Lin Qingyue was held by him in a daze, and when she heard the pain and sorrow in his voice that could not be concealed, she suddenly lost the strength to resentful him.
"Alas......" she sighed, then reached out and patted him on the back, like coaxing a child, and said to him: "But how can I go to the capital with you, your father looks down on me so much, do I really want to be your concubine?" ”
"No, it won't!" Xie Xuan let go of her and said with a little excitement: "Didn't Grandfather Gao already negotiate with my father?" Father won't let you be a concubine again! ”
Even if she is a concubine, he will not let her be a concubine for the rest of her life! Why can't she grieve for him for a few years?
Xie Xuan didn't say these words, but Lin Qingyue still shook her head, feeling unacceptable, "Even if your father is forced to make me a wife, it will be unwilling, when I arrive in the capital, I am not familiar with life, do you know how he will make things difficult for me?" Baosheng and Gillian are still so young, I am just wronged, how can I let my two children suffer with me? ”
Xie Xuan was stunned, and there seemed to be a struggle in his eyes, but he finally made up his mind and said, "Three years at most!" Yueniang, three years at most, whether you choose to go to the capital with me or stay in Ruyang, at most three years, I will definitely let you live a good life. No longer rely on the Lin family, and you don't have to look at the Xie family's face, I will rely on myself to let you and your children live a good life! Yueniang, you believe me! ”
Xie Xuan has been under the fence of the Lin family, how much he wants to rely on himself to let his wife and children live a good life, which is related to the dignity of a man. Therefore, he gave Lin Qingyue two choices, but no matter which one it was, he would not stay in the Lin family anymore.
Lin Qingyue understood.
Only this time, she no longer felt sad and hopeless, but looked at Xie Xuan's sincere and determined appearance, and something that she had been insisting on in her heart gradually began to waver.
Should she be brave for him once?