Chapter 182: I want to learn to be ruthless

After I laughed, I gradually restrained my smile, and then cooled down and said to Xiang Hao: "I don't blame you, you are worried that I will go there, although I don't know who did this, what the intention is, but I know that there must be such a person, who wants to connect you and me again and again, and frame the two of us." ”

Xiang Hao listened to my words, but he also laughed at himself and said: "It seems to be like this, the scandals between me and you have been so constant recently, anyway, we are clean and clean, and there is nothing to be afraid of." ”

However, he quickly lowered his gaze and continued slowly, "It would be nice if this rumor was true. ”

I understood what he meant, if I had been talking to him endlessly, but now, where do I still have such thoughts.

I have already fallen into a defeat, how can I listen to what Xiang Hao said here.

I had to tell him very calmly: "Don't say this anymore, I don't want to hear it, I can't be with you, so don't waste time on me." ”

I don't know how many times I've said this kind of thing to Xiang Hao, I used to have my own way, but now he is starting to stalk.

Xiang Hao didn't react to what I said, but he also stood still, and when I was silent, I heard his low voice say to me: "I really didn't expect Shi Xiangnan to treat you like this, he actually wants to divorce you, and now the media outside has been hyped up, saying that the times are going to join forces with the Lin family, and they are already ready to get engaged and join forces." ”

As soon as I heard Shi Xiangnan's name, my heart felt uncomfortable, as if someone had hammered me with a big stone in the heart, making it difficult for me to breathe, I couldn't help but touch my chest with my hand and rub it to let myself hold back, but my heart was still very painful.

"Well, I didn't expect that a two-part marriage would be like this, maybe the marriage in my life is not destined to end well."

Xiang Hao looked at me so deeply, he knew where my bottom line was, so he didn't say anything at the moment.

After the silence between me and him, I think that Xiang Hao and I are often arranged by the media, probably because of my unruly character, I always refuse to talk to Xiang Hao.

Sometimes when he talks to me, I always think that it is not good to be too ruthless and feel that it is not good, so I will let others grasp the handle and arrange me one by one, and from this moment on, I have to learn to be ruthless.

So I said to him lightly, "I'm tired and want to rest." ”

Fortunately, Xiang Hao didn't say anything, but glanced at me and left.

After he left, I let myself go to bed for a long time, and I thought about it a lot.

There is oneself, there is Xiang Hao, but the most is Shi Xiangnan.

I feel that except for those who have hurt me, I treat everyone around me with sincerity, almost 100% sincerity, both before and now.

In the final analysis, I was not so ruthless with Xiang Hao, after all, because during my agreed marriage with him, he did not force me to do something that I did not want to do, so I failed to do anything to turn a blind eye to him.

Now for me, Shi Xiangnan is the most tormenting thing in my heart.

Thinking that he was so good to me not long ago, he couldn't bear to see me hurt my fingers, and couldn't bear that I couldn't take care of myself barefoot, but now that I think about it, I panic so much that I even panic to the point of spasms.

I didn't want to be so unclear, so I remembered that Gu Wanwan told me that Xiangnan would hold a farewell ceremony for the child in Anwang Cemetery today, so I didn't have time to clean myself up at the moment, so I couldn't wait to go to the cemetery.

There weren't many people coming, just a few sporadic people, but what I didn't expect was that the woman was so dazzling, Lin Nianxuan was standing beside Shi Xiangnan.

It's just that when Shi Xiangnan and I look at each other, I just think I hate him very much, and he actually brought other women to see our children.

I clenched my fists tightly and walked over, but before I could do anything, I saw Lin Nianxuan turn around and glared at me fiercely when she saw me, raising her eyebrows and saying coldly with disdain: "I don't know what Miss He is doing here!" You haven't been able to save Jason's child, and you have done such a shameless thing, is it not peaceful for the child who is going to make trouble here? ”

Although there are not many people who come to mourn the child, except for Cheng Ziyi, Han Jiayi and Fu Chen, I have seen all the others.

Those who don't know me heard what Lin Nianxuan said, and they all stared at me with strange eyes, I was like a thief who was caught, being pointed at on the spot, and bearing these unbearable things for what he had never done.

I ignored Lin Nianxuan, let her say whatever she wanted, there was no need to explain to them what I hadn't done, I just took a deep breath and looked at Shi Xiangnan coldly.

In the end, it was Lin Nianxuan who hugged Shi Xiangnan's neck and landed his lips on his lips, although Shi Xiangnan's arms stiffened slightly, but he finally patted Lin Nianxuan: "You go to the car and wait for me first, I'll say a few words to her." ”

She looked at me very proudly and arrogantly, but she was actually talking to Shi Xiangnan: "Jason, I hope you can convince her to divorce as soon as possible, I don't want to delay like this, I don't have a legal marriage certificate at the wedding, which makes me very shameful." ”

After saying that, she let go of Shi Xiangnan's neck with an unhappy face and left here.

I didn't speak, he didn't speak, and the two of us were at a stalemate.

At this moment, my heart felt like someone had taken it away with a knife, and the happy days between me and him jumped out one by one like a movie in an instant, and my heart was very astringent.

I ignored Shi Xiangnan, but bypassed him and walked directly to the tombstone, staring at it for a long time.

I held back my tears and didn't let it flow, when Xiang Nan left the sentence "Your luggage Nianxuan has been packed, you can go to the villa to pick it up when you have time" and left in a hurry, my tears still flowed disobediently.

I closed my eyes, and now the sky was already pouring rain, and as the rain and tears mixed together beat at my heart, I just clenched my fists and stared at the child I had been looking forward to for a long time.

I don't remember how long I've been standing here, I just feel like I'm getting wet.

I didn't expect Gu Wanwan to brave the rain and run at me with a big belly.

She hurriedly held the umbrella on my head, tore at me angrily, and shouted to me: "He Anning, are you crazy, you are still in confinement, and you are being drenched in the rain here at this moment, don't you want to die?" Crying like this, are you trying to make yourself blind? You cheer me up, you cheer me up. ”

I looked at Gu Wanwan, and I could see that although she scolded me, she actually felt sorry for me, I bit my lip, and then hugged her, my heart was full of self-blame and remorse.

"Wanwan, it's me who is useless, I don't protect this child well, I can't let her come to this world well, I feel uncomfortable."

Gu Wanwan hugged me tightly and comforted me: "It's not your fault for Anning, the child was already breathing weakly when he was born, you don't take all the responsibility on yourself, if your child knows that his mother blames himself like this, he will not be able to bear it, be obedient, go back with me, take care of his body, and when he gets pregnant in the future, the child can be healthier, understand?" ”

I kept nodding with tears in my eyes, only to see Cheng Ziyi running over not far away.

When Gu Wanwan saw him coming, she wanted to pull me out.

I obviously felt that the atmosphere they only saw was not very good, and even felt that the two of them only saw the undercurrent surging, and their hearts were even surging.

He wanted to help Gu Wanwan, but Wanwan glared at him and slapped Cheng Ziyi directly in the face, pushed him out by the way, and then yelled at him: "Go with your scumbag good friend, don't go home tonight, don't go to the old lady's bed, get out, get away." ”

Gu Wanwan looked like an animal in heat, so angry that she even pushed him a few times.

"I grew up with Xiang Nan since childhood, I can see clearly whether he is a scumbag or not, I think there is definitely a misunderstanding in this matter, don't be so excited, you are still pregnant, you don't think about yourself, you have to think about the child in your belly, I will take you back first, and it will not be too late for you to lose your temper."

Cheng Ziyi looked at Gu Wanwan with a worried frown, like an ant on a hot pot, extremely anxious.

I know that Wanwan is on my side, but I can't bear it when they make a fuss like this, after all, she has a big belly and will give birth in a while.

So I pulled Wanwan: "I'm a little tired, let Lao Cheng take us back to the hospital." ”

In the end, Wanwan compromised and took me to the car, leaning on the car, I closed my eyes, and I tried my best to hide my sadness in the deepest part of my heart.

"Tranquility... An Ning" held my hand worriedly, and after meeting her gaze, I showed a shallow smile: "Don't worry about me, I will slowly make myself better, I am only sad and negative for a while, after this time, I will forget the past, because I still have the most important thing to do, how can I let myself sink down." ”

After speaking, I patted Cheng Ziyi on the shoulder and told him that I was going to a mid-level villa at this moment, and I wanted to retrieve what belonged to me.

When I returned to the Mid-Levels Villa, I wandered outside for a long time and did not dare to enter.

To put it bluntly, I was still afraid of feeling the familiar breath, Gu Wanwan proposed to accompany me in, but I didn't let me, I didn't want Wanwan to have an unpleasant quarrel with Cheng Ziyi because of my affairs, so I asked her to wait for me in the car with Cheng Ziyi,

When I mustered up the courage to step into this house, what I didn't expect was that Lin Nianxuan was sitting in the living room as if waiting for my arrival.