Chapter XII Decisions
Lin Zhenzhen's crying was quite earth-shattering, no matter how Lin Qingyue and Xie Xuan coaxed, she refused to stop, and kept saying things like "don't go to the capital" in her mouth.
Lin Qingyue and Xie Xuan never thought that Lin Zhenzhen would be so resistant to going to the capital.
Seeing that she was almost out of breath crying, Lin Qingyue could only give up her principles and temporarily coaxed: "Gillian, don't go to the capital, we won't go to the capital." ”
Lin Zhenzhen stopped sobbing at this time, "Really? ”
Lin Qingyue sighed helplessly, "Really." ”
"My mother pulls the hook, my mother doesn't lie to me!" Lin Zhenzhen stretched out his little thumb, his eyes were red and swollen, and there were tears on his cheeks.
Lin Qingyue was very distressed, but she still couldn't understand Lin Zhen's abnormality.
In her impression, although her daughter is naughty, she has always liked her father very much, in the past, Xie Xuan had to leave home for a few days to talk about business, and she cried and wanted to follow her, but now she is so resistant to going to the capital with Xie Xuan, as if there is some flood beast waiting for her in the capital, what is going on?
"Why is Gillian reluctant to go to the capital? The capital is more prosperous and lively than Ruyang, haven't you always liked to be lively? After Lin Qingyue persuaded Xie Xuan to leave, she hugged Lin Zhenzhen and asked softly.
She had to figure out why her daughter was crying and refusing to go to the capital.
Lin Zhenzhen shook his head with red eyes, "I'm afraid, mother, I'm afraid, I dreamed that my mother died, and I was on the way to the capital." ”
Lin Qingyue's heart was shocked.
The child can't lie, she must have really had this nightmare last night, but why did her daughter have such a nightmare? Could it be that he was frightened by Xie Chen at night?
Lin Qingyue was frightened, hurriedly hugged Lin Zhenzhen, and comforted: "Gillian is not afraid, my mother is fine, my mother will be fine." ”
She had to find a doctor to show her daughter, but she must not let this matter leave a shadow in her heart.
"Is it okay for my mother not to go to the capital?" Lin Zhenzhen clutched her sleeves, her whole body tense.
This boy must have been terrified!
Lin Qingyue was so distressed that she nodded immediately, "Don't go, my mother won't go!" ”
Xie Xuan allowed her a three-year period, she was already entangled in how to choose to spend these three years, she was reluctant to part with him, and she was afraid that the child would not be able to leave her father, but if Gillian continued like this, she would definitely not be able to follow him into Beijing.
Compared with her reluctance to Xie Xuan, Lin Qingyue naturally cared more about her children.
Of course, Lin Zhenzhen understood this truth, so she shamefully took advantage of Lin Qingyue's maternal love for her.
Because she didn't want a clean person like Lin Qingyue to experience the intrigue and dirtiness of the Gaomen compound, and she didn't want to let herself fall into that situation again. That kind of situation where there are relatives all around, but when you look up, there is no one you can trust and rely on. It was her painful past, a past when she was the eldest daughter of the Hou Mansion but she couldn't help herself and couldn't do anything.
Fortunately, she had God's mercy and lived again, and she had finally left the place where she could not breathe, and how could she be willing to go back there?
In this life, she just wants to cherish this hard-won opportunity to live for herself.
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Three days later, Xie Chen was ready to leave for Beijing.
He specially came to the Lin Mansion and asked Xie Xuan if he wanted to go back to Beijing with him, but Xie Xuan shook his head and refused.
It turned out that Lin Zhenzhen suddenly fell ill for some reason, and he was confused in his illness, and kept shouting "don't go, mother", but the doctor came but couldn't say why, only that the child was frightened, and after a few prescriptions to calm the nerves, there was no follow-up.
This made Lin Qingyue anxious, and she didn't dare to sleep after watching Lin Zhenzhen almost day and night, but the whole person lost weight in a few days.
In such a situation as their mother and daughter, where can Xie Xuan go?
Xie Chen was very disappointed when he found out, and couldn't help but slander Lin Zhenzhen's granddaughter as his nemesis, but he still said a few words of comfort on his face, only saying that the child's body is the most important, and Xie Xuan can wait for Lin Zhenzhen to recover before entering Beijing.
This can be regarded as another promise as Xie Xuan promised him what he said that day, after all, he had already decided to take it slowly to the Lin family.
Xie Xuan personally sent Xie Chen out of Ruyang City, and after returning to the Lin family, he went to the Zangjiao Pavilion.
Lin Zhenzhen is still asleep, she has been asleep for most of the past few days, and she has not slept peacefully, her little brows are furrowed tightly, which makes people unbearable to look at.
"What if Gillian doesn't get better? It's all my fault, and it wouldn't have been like this if I hadn't taken her to the front hall that day. Lin Qingyue wept silently, blaming herself.
Although she was complaining about herself, Xie Xuan knew that she also complained about him. After all, if it weren't for his powerlessness to stop his father, Gillian wouldn't have been frightened by Xie Chen.
Xie Xuan looked at his little daughter lying on the bed with her eyes closed, and in addition to self-blame, she hated herself for her incompetence.
But the more this is the case, the more he wants to go to the capital, and the more he wants to go back to the Xie family to get back everything that belongs to him.
"No, it won't." He gently hugged Lin Qingyue and comforted: "Our Gillian Fu has a big life, and it will definitely be fine." Tomorrow, I will go with you to the Big Buddha Temple to burn incense and worship the Buddha and pray for Gillian. ”
I don't know if it was the Bodhisattva's manifestation or Xie Xuan's words came true, but only two days after Xie Chen left, Lin Zhenzhen suddenly woke up. Just like the menacing illness a few days ago, her sobriety was also unexpected, and the doctor couldn't find any reason when he came, so he could only say nonsense that the child's inner demons had disappeared.
Lin Qingyue believed the doctor's words and firmly believed that Klin's real demon was Xie Chen.
She hated Xie Chen to death, and finally made up her mind in her heart that she would never take her children back to the capital with Xie Xuan!
When Lin Qingyue found Xie Xuan and said her decision, Xie Xuan was not surprised.
After all, Lin Zhenzhen's sudden illness not only frightened Lin Qingyue, but also frightened him. He didn't dare to take the risk of taking Lin Zhenzhen to the capital, let alone Lin Qingyue, who was a mother.
Although Xie Xuan very much hopes that his wife and children can follow him, his daughter's situation makes him have to face the reality.
In the past three years, he is bound to be separated from Lin Qingyue.
"Xuanlang, I will wait for you, I believe that in three years, you will be able to take me to the capital in a beautiful manner. At that time, Gillian and Baosheng will also grow up and will no longer be afraid of Xie Chen, which is also good for them. "About the mother is stronger, the woman who once regarded Xie Xuan as her life, at this moment, also made the most beneficial decision for the child. Even if this decision will separate her from her husband for three years.
Xie Xuan hid the reluctance in his heart, he gently hugged Lin Qingyue, and promised again, "Yueniang, I won't let you wait too long, in the past three years, if you want to be good with the child, I will be okay too." ”
"Hmm." Lin Qingyue's eyes were misty, and she tried her best not to let her tears fall, "I believe in you, I will wait for you, and I will keep waiting." ”