Chapter 098: The place I want to stay the most
Binglu still had a miscarriage.
When she came out of the operation, her face was so transparent that there seemed to be no trace of blood. She was lying on the hospital bed, and when she saw Li Yao, her eyes were empty except for hollowness, she didn't say anything, as if she didn't have any strength at all, and her eyelids slowly drooped, like a doll whose soul had been drained.
Li Yao has always known that Binglu wants this child very much, not because the child is that man's species, but because she has lost her child too many times, and the more she owes in her heart, the more she wants to have it, but life often makes a lot of jokes with you. When you disdain, you indulge at will; When you care, fate indulges you arbitrarily and spares no mercy, so that in the end, the more you want to have, the more you can't have it.
"Binglu, the doctor said, take a good rest, everything will be fine." Li Yao was by Binglu's side, and in this case, she couldn't find any words to comfort Binglu, so she could only say these pale and weak words.
Binglu's eyes turned lightly to the windowsill, then glanced at Li Yao again, and then didn't say anything, covering her face with the quilt. Her hopeless, desperate appearance made Li Yao feel particularly distressed.
"Binglu, you have a good rest. I'll come back to see you tomorrow. Binglu's body is weak now, and her heart is even lower. When Li Yao sat here, she didn't say a word. It was useless to sit down like this, Li Yao and Binglu said goodbye.
"Li Yao, you will come back tomorrow, okay?" Binglu, who had been indifferent, heard Li Yao say that she was leaving, lifted the quilt, and said softly, her voice was pleading, and she was even more lonely and afraid.
Binglu's face was full of tears, like a little animal that had been wronged, Li Yao was distressed, her hand gently wiped her face, wiped away all her tears, and nodded, "Don't cry, it's not good for your health if Xiao Yuezi cries." I will definitely come back tomorrow. ”
"Good. Thank you. ”
"We don't need to say thank you!"
After Binglu's surgery, she was not admitted to the VIP ward arranged by Mr. Gu before, but was directly transferred to the general ward. After Li Yao came out of Binglu's ward, she didn't leave, but went to the ward where Binglu lived before.
Binglu's previous ward and hospital cleaning staff were almost clean, and there was a strong smell of disinfectant water, but she could still vaguely see blood stains in some corners.
Binglu raised the fetus in the hospital, there will be regular ward rounds by doctors every day, and she will take medicine regularly every day, she also told her before that in order to stabilize the fetal position, she has hardly gotten out of bed except for going to the toilet, there are special doctors to diagnose and treat, there are nurses to take care of, how can she have a miscarriage, and she also got a house full of blood.
Binglu didn't tell her anything, but that didn't mean she didn't doubt the cause and process of the whole thing.
"In these days, women still have to love themselves! The good ones were beaten like that in the main room, and they couldn't say a word. It's really miserable. ”
"yes. The girl is also 20 years old. was beaten like this, the child fell out directly, and it is estimated that he will not be able to get pregnant in the future. It is also likely to be a habitual miscarriage in the pregnancy. ”
When Li Yao was about to leave, he suddenly remembered the sound of two nurses chatting.
In just two paragraphs, Li Yao has captured important news, Binglu was beaten by Mr. Gu's wife? Or just beat the child out, how cruel is this!
If she had known that the ending would be like this, no matter what, she would not have let Binglu make such a stupid decision in the first place.
If something like this happens, are you looking for Mr. Gu? Looking for Mr. Gu's wife? But it seems that more responsibility lies with Binglu herself. She is now full of resentment, trying to find an outlet, but she can't find it! But everything was figured out, and she felt that it was not so simple.
But one thing she knew was that this matter would never be so simple.
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The next day, Li Yao came to see Binglu as promised.
Binglu's face was still pale, but her spirit was much better than before. She still didn't tell Li Yao about the miscarriage, only told Li Yao that after she came out, she would continue to go to work in the Phantom.
Binglu was hospitalized, and Mr. Gu said to redeem her, because Binglu and Li Yao had a good relationship, and he never paid the full amount of the ransom, but only gave a part.
In this way, Binglu is still a phantom person.
"We'll talk about it when you're ready. The most important thing now is to take care of your body. Li Yao could only comfort her like this.
Half a month later, Binglu was discharged from the hospital, and after being discharged from the hospital, she recuperated for another half a month, and a month later, Binglu officially returned to work at the Phantom. During Binglu's hospitalization and recuperation, she still didn't say a word about the miscarriage, and Li Yao never saw that Mr. Gu coming to find Binglu.
The more everything seemed calm, the more Li Yao felt very flustered.
What made her feel even more flustered and scared was that the Chinese New Year was coming soon.
In previous years, she and Yao Yin spent the New Year, but this year, only Li Zhijian and her are left, and the relationship between the two of them is still incompatible with before.
In the past, she didn't forgive Li Zhijian, but now Li Zhijian is becoming more and more stubborn, Li Yao didn't leave the phantom for a day, and he didn't recognize Li Yao's daughter.
During the Chinese New Year, there will still be people working in the clubhouse, but business is not as good as before.
In the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve, Li Yao made a phone call to Li Zhijian, and Li Zhijian only asked one sentence, "Are you still engaged in improper business in the clubhouse?"
Li Yao was silent and didn't speak, so Li Zhijian hung up the phone.
After hanging up Li Zhijian's phone, Li Yao felt very sad. In life, everyone wants to find a balance, but she can't find it.
She loves her father, but she also loves another Liao Fan, who always saves her in times of crisis. Why can't you have both?
"Li Yao, come here, I've done a lot of things, and the two of us will celebrate the New Year together this year!" Binglu, who was pouring in the kitchen, saw Li Yao sullen and called her with a strong smile on her face.
Binglu didn't go home either. Her family is even worse than Li Yao's, this year her brother said that he was working during the winter vacation, and if his brother didn't come back, she wouldn't go back.
"Good. Celebrate the New Year together. Li Yao went into the kitchen to pick vegetables.
"Li Yao, don't be unhappy, tomorrow on the first day of the Lunar New Year, you give my sister a New Year's greeting, and I will give you a big red envelope." Binglu pushed Li Yao with her hand and smiled very generously.
Li Yao laughed and said, "Okay." I just want to receive a big red envelope. ”
In the cold room, because of a few wisps of laughter, it became a lot more joyful.
After eating at noon, Li Yao and Binglu felt really bored, so they simply went directly to the club.
There are still some sisters on duty in the club, Li Yao is the manager, as soon as the New Year's bell rings, she will go to distribute red envelopes to the sisters and send auspicious luck.
She has a lot of money on her now, and she also has a lot of red envelopes, all of which were given by Liao Fan. After Liao Fan made money, he was not stingy, and the amount of money in each red envelope was not expensive.
In fact, in this lively season, she also thinks about Liao Fan.
Before the Chinese New Year, Li Yao asked Liao Fan, how did he spend the New Year? According to his situation, going back to Liao's house for the New Year, Li Yao felt that it was impossible. She actually kind of hoped that he could spend the New Year with her.
Liao Fan replied that he would never go back to the Liao family, and he had spent the New Year at his grandfather's house all these years. The old man pays special attention to festivals, and every time there is a New Year's holiday, no one in the family can not help but go back. Whoever doesn't go back, he'll pull people back.
Hearing Liao Fan's answer, Li Yao also understood what he meant, his grandfather has always taken care of him, and it is normal for him to celebrate the New Year in his grandfather.
Although there was Binglu by her side, she still had a feeling of being alone, lonely and lonely.
Fortunately, I felt this way and accompanied her for the New Year, because, before 9 o'clock, Liao Fan also came to the club.
Liao Fan didn't come empty-handed, he brought the best snacks in Ancheng, and as soon as he came, he asked the waiter to close the door of the Phantom, and from this moment on, the Phantom had a holiday and began a grand New Year's event.
Before him, customers came and also enjoyed free food, drink and play.
According to Liao Fan, the people who come to the club today for the New Year are naturally all fallen people, since they are all the same kind of people, then everyone loves each other, gathers together, watches the Spring Festival Gala, watches fireworks, waits for the New Year's bell together, and wishes everything is better in the new year.
Because of Liao Fan's sudden arrival, the atmosphere in the club suddenly rose.
The lonely soul has company, and everyone is high.
"My sister Yaoyao, did you miss me for the New Year?" Liao Fan leaned into Li Yao's ear and asked with a smile.
When he came in, he didn't stand with Li Yao, but now he came to Li Yao's side, and Li Yao chatted with the girl, so he left very interestingly.
Li Yao dialed an orange and asked, "Aren't you going to accompany your grandfather for the New Year today?" ”
"After eating the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, the task is completed." Liao Fan snatched the orange from her hand and stuffed it in her mouth.
"Eating Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, it has become a task, your grandfather listens, it is estimated that the old people will be angry." Li Yao couldn't help but tease him.
"He's a little weird. As long as he lives, I dare not disobey him. There may be some way, when I am with them, I think about you every minute. The best ending is that you and I will go back to my grandfather's house for Chinese New Year's Eve dinner next year. Liao Fan said with a deep smile.
"......" Liao Fan is this, do you say love words if you don't agree? Why is this person so annoying, he can float into his heart so easily without saying a word, and fall into his heart.
"For my sake, you're still in the Phantom. Let's go, we don't need to take care of it here, I'll take you to a place! Liao Fan pulled Li Yao to get up.
"Where are you going?"
"You'll know when you go." Liao Fan said.
In the Chinese New Year's Eve, every household was lit up as day, and there were fewer cars on the road, and Liao Fan drove very fast.
Li Yao didn't know where Liao Fan was going to take her, and she didn't want to ask. The lights of thousands of homes are on, the family is reunited, although she is sitting in her beloved's car, it is also false to say that she has no regrets.
"Senior, who are you?" The roads and alleys that the car passed through became more and more familiar, and Li Yao's nose began to smell sour.
"I guess this is where you want to stay the most."
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