219 has no heartbeat
It was like a sleep, and I woke up.
My mind was chaotic, and I didn't know who I was or where I was for a while.
Until I suddenly heard a familiar voice calling me, "Good news? ”
Only then did I follow the prestige, and my eyes gradually became clearer.
The person who called me was wearing a sterile suit and a mask, but I could still tell from his beautiful but cold eyes that it was Wu Jilang.
I opened my mouth, and Wu Jilang said, "I can't speak yet, don't worry, I didn't have surgery." ”
Call......
After all, my body is not a piece of clothing, just cut it and sew it, the process of raising the knife edge is too hard, and I have experienced it several times enough.
Wu Jilang said again: "Your situation needs to be observed for two days, and these two days are quite hard, so bear with it." ”
I couldn't speak, I couldn't nod, I just blinked.
Then Wu Jilang helped me check my body, took some data and left.
The next two days were very difficult for me, because my spirits were better than ever, and I felt that I was completely fine, and I could even run on the ground. But Wu Jilang insisted on observing, which directly led to the situation that I couldn't sleep while lying on the hospital bed, but I still had to lie down.
As soon as the two days arrived, Wu Jilang asked me to go back to the ward, and I felt much more comfortable after removing those tubes, but Wu Jilang seemed worried, I asked him what was wrong, and he sighed for a long time before saying: "The rescue has failed." ”
I scratched my head, "What do you mean?" ”
"It's literal." Wu Jilang said: "The rescue failed, I originally wanted to declare you dead. ”
I said, "But I'm still alive." ”
"That's when you suddenly came to life." Wu Jilang said: "Your heart has stopped. ”
I touched the heart in my chest and wondered, "Why don't I think it's beating right now?" ”
Wu Jilang smiled, "If your heart doesn't beat, won't you die?" ”
I continued to touch, "But I really didn't touch it." ”
Wu Jilang smiled at the fool, "Even if you don't study medicine, you at least understand the importance of the heart to the human body, right?" ”
I continued to touch my chest, "But I really don't feel like I'm jumping, I don't believe you can touch it." I took his hand and pressed it to my heart.
Wu Jilang suddenly pulled his hand out like electricity, and before he could say anything, a voice came from the door, "I'll just say that the relationship between the two of them is wrong, right?" Look. ”
Wu Jilang and I looked towards the door together, and it was Li Nuannuan who spoke.
She walked in with a successful expression, Li Yu followed behind her, and after she let the door open, she walked in quickly and came to the hospital bed.
Wu Jilang stood up, glanced at Li Nuannuan, and then looked at Li Yu.
Li Yu nodded at him, looking at him with no intention of making trouble, but looked at me a little nervously, and asked, "Do you feel better?" ”
I nodded and said, "Much better, I'm sorry for worrying you." ”
Li Yu opened his mouth, looking a little hesitant.
At this time, Li Nuannuan said, "What were you two doing just now?" ”
Wu Jilang said: "You come out with me and I'll explain it to you." ”
Li Nuannuan glanced at him and said, "What is my relationship with you?" My concern is whether she has betrayed your brother. ”
Wu Jilang said: "This is your brother's business. ”
Li Nuannuan retorted: "Then it's not your turn." ”
"Okay." Wu Jilang nodded, looked at Li Yu again and said, "Carp, just because of ......"
"It's okay, Ji Lang." Li Yu interrupted him and said, "I want to stay alone with Jiayin." Please go out too, my sister doesn't need you to care too much about my affairs. ”
Obviously, although Li Nuannuan said that it was for Li Yu, it was actually because of Wu Jilang, so she snorted and went out.
After Li Nuannuan and Wu Jilang went out, Li Yu looked at me and opened his mouth, wanting to speak and stopping.
I said, "Just now Wu Jilang said that my rescue failed, and my heart stopped. I told him that I don't think my heart was beating right now. He said no, so I told him to touch it. ”
Li Yu smiled, stretched out his hand to cover my chest, and after a while, said, "It's jumping, but it's very weak." ”
I reached out and touched it again, but I still didn't feel my heartbeat, but once my heart stopped, people would die, and the spirit couldn't change that. I guess I'm too careful.
I pondered about this matter, but Li Yu hesitated for a long time, and said cautiously: "I was supposed to come that day, but I ......"
"I'm sorry." I hurriedly interrupted him.
Li Yu's words were stopped, and he was stunned for a moment and asked, "What?" ”
I said, "I'm in the hospital every day, and I'm completely out of my own life, so it's inevitable that I'll be cranky." I'm sorry, but it must have cost me a lot of money to rescue me, right? ”
Li Yu said: "No, I did ...... that day"
"Don't talk about it," I said, looking him in the eye, "I don't want to be rescued again." ”
Li Yu looked at me, for a long time, and said softly, "Okay." ”
In the past two days, I have been busy proving to Wu Jilang that I am really fine, and I haven't thought about Li Yu at all.
Of course, I did it on purpose.
Because I fainted and rescued after a phone call, I realized that I really don't have many days left, and at this time, there is no point in pursuing things like cheating. On the contrary, if I love him, I should encourage him to abandon me and choose someone else, after all, he is only in his twenties, his career has just begun, he has no children, he still has a long way to go in life, and it is a misfortune for him to cling to me.
Moreover, his expression had actually indicated that he was planning to lie to me.
Although I know that I shouldn't be held accountable, once he is allowed to speak out, he will inevitably be rescued.
Next, the atmosphere between me and Li Yu seemed very awkward, or did I take the initiative to break this embarrassment and say, "Have you had breakfast?" ”
"Not yet." Li Yu hurriedly said, "I'll go get it for you." ”
Looks like he wants to run away from me for a while, too.
Naturally, I nodded and said, "Okay." ”
Li Yu went to get breakfast, and I stretched out and got out of bed.
I guarantee that I have never been so energetic in the past 20 years as in the past 20 years, and my energy is like Tong Xiangyu who has eaten a thousand years of ginseng, and I can't wait to sleep for a minute.
This feeling even alleviated the pain that Li Yu brought to me a lot.
I went to the bathroom to wash my face, but I was stunned as soon as I stood in front of the sink.
I used to see myself in the mirror, I mean this body, but that's not the case at the moment.
There is indeed a me in the mirror, with the same hairstyle and clothes as me, but my face and expression do not seem to be the same as me now. She was the same person I had seen in front of the mirror in Luo Rin's house that day, with features that were very similar to mine, but more powerful than mine, and the same slightly raised lips, but not smiling but smiling.
The reason why I interpret "her" smile this way is actually mainly because of her gaze. Last time, her gaze made people feel a little cold, as if she was not interested in anything, but this time this coldness was more distinct, more arrogant, and made people feel that this is a person who does not take anyone in his eyes, ignores everything in the world.
What shocked me the most and believed that it wasn't really me or not, it was her hand.
She was holding a book with a white cover, which was exactly the same as what I had seen at Luo Rin's house.
I lifted my left hand holding the book in the mirror, I am a right-handed person, I have hardly used my left hand for the past two days, and then I realized that my left hand is particularly inflexible, especially the thumb.
I was staring at it all when there was a knock on the door, "Baby? It was Li Yu's voice.
Before I could go over and open the door, the door had already been pushed open, Li Yu ran in with a panicked face, and seemed relieved to see me, and asked, "Why don't you ignore me?" ”
I said, "It's not time yet." ”
"I've called you several times." He said as he reached over and hugged me.
I pushed him away, looked at the mirror with my inflexible left hand, and said, "Look. ”
Li Yu first looked at the mirror, then at my left hand, grabbed my wrist anxiously, and asked, "What's wrong with your hand?" Can't move? ”
I hurriedly said, "It's not my hands, it's the mirror." The person in the mirror isn't me...... No, it seems to be my spirit, you see she still has something in her hand. It is precisely because she is holding something in her hand that I can't move this hand......" I said so much in one breath, but I only saw Li Yu's blank expression, and I couldn't help asking: "Can't you see it?" ”
Li Yu shook his head and said softly: "I can't see it, but don't worry, what you see, tell me in detail." ”
I described the "me" in the mirror, especially the book.
After hearing this, Li Yu nodded and said, "It seems that it is really your spirit, and I can't see it." Did anything happen to you after you fell unconscious? ”
I shook my head, thinking that he was inexplicable about the question, "How do I know what happened after I fell unconscious?" ”
Li Yu asked, "Do you have any dreams?" ”
"Dreams......," I recalled, "I think I've had a dream, but I can't remember what it was." ”
Li Yu said: "If you can't remember, don't think about it, come out for breakfast first." I think I know why, but I'll have to talk while eating. ”
I nodded hurriedly and said, "Okay." ”
Today's breakfast is wonton and a few side dishes, the appearance and taste are better than ever, I ate a few bites, and couldn't help but say, "Your cooking skills are better." Thank you. ”
"My mom taught me." Li Yu said with a smile: "She knows that you are sick again, and she really wants to cook it for you herself, but her sense of taste is a little out of order, and she is afraid that if it doesn't taste good, you will still be uncomfortable after eating, so let me do it." ”
I was so touched that I said, "Help me thank her, and thank you." ”
He looked at me with a sad expression, "Don't say thank you to me. ”
I said, "Okay. You just said you know why, what is the reason? ”
Li Yu stared at me for a long time before he said, "I think you encountered something special during your coma, and this book also came from this, but you seem to have forgotten." ”
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