Chapter 253: A Confession at a Loss

"I like Jin Gongzi." Satsuki followed Brooke's words and said very calmly, as if it wasn't her business, she was talking about other people's things that she heard from other people's mouths.

Brooke breathed a sigh of relief, his hands propped up on the ground, and suddenly he felt the pain of being sand and gravel, and there was a bitterness in his mouth, as if he had just eaten a yellow lotus, from his mouth to his heart.

"Then you have never liked me?" He felt as if he had suddenly lost his strength, not as strong and rational as he imagined, and now he was actually a little begging Xiao Yue to have a little affection for him.

"I've always had only friend feelings for you." Satsuki looked at Brooke with a firm gaze, she had never dared to tell him because she was afraid of losing Brooke's friend, but now she had to tell him very directly, so that he would break his thoughts about herself.

"I see." Brooke got up from the ground and patted the dirt chips under him, and the gritty red palms, but he didn't feel any pain, and there was a place on his body that hurt more than his hand.

"You're leaving?" Xiao Yue looked at his back, and couldn't guess the look on his face, but she could see that his back was a little desolate, a little sad, a little helpless, and she bit her lip a little guilty.

"Well, it's not too early, so you should go back early." Brooke didn't look back, his body stood in front of Satsuki like a hard stone statue, and the wind gently blew his clothes up, making him look even more lonely.

Satsuki watched his figure walk farther and farther away, and then disappeared behind the door of the house, and with a little shame in his eyes, Brooke returned to his room, closed the door and leaned against the door.

"Why is this happening?" He muttered to himself, he thought that he could make the most suitable choice with reason as usual, be a friend if he could do it or not, and simply and neatly without any entanglements, but the development of things seemed to be different from what he predicted.

Satsuki sat alone under the tree, the gust of wind blew, blowing her mind even more chaotic, she had never encountered such a thing, as if she had done something wrong, she sighed softly, and also stood up and went back to her room to rest.

The next morning, Satsuki got up at the same time as usual and went to the kitchen to make breakfast, but found that the ingredients in the kitchen had been sorted out, the rice had been soaked in water, and the condiments to be put into the pot had been washed and cut into small pieces.

Looking at the things that had already been prepared, Xiao Yuedian wondered that although she didn't get up very early, to prepare these ingredients, that person must have been preparing these before the sun rose.

She added water to the cauldron on the stove, lit the firewood in the belly of the stove with a hyacinth, and after a while the water gurgled and tumbled, she put the rice into the pot, added the things, and in a short time breakfast was ready, saving half the time than usual, she covered the porridge in the pot, and saw that everyone had not gotten up yet, and returned to the room by herself, squinting for a while.

When Satsuki woke up again, the sun had all risen, and she saw that her white window paper, which could feel the bright sky shining through the window paper, was even brighter.

I was getting up to go to the kitchen, heating up the porridge, opening the door and seeing that everyone's doors were still closed, thinking that they hadn't gotten up yet, I lightly lifted the curtain and found that everyone was already sitting in their positions, and they had breakfast, except for Brooke, who had not moved the chopsticks.

"You're all up." Satsuki was a little embarrassed, she lowered her head and scratched the back of her head, feeling a little regretful that she had gotten up later than everyone else for the first time.

"Come and sit down and eat, Brooke is waiting for you." Mu Lingyun looked at Xiao Yue standing in place and looked at them a little nervously, so he beckoned her to sit down.

Satsuki glanced at Brooke, he regained his expressionless appearance before, his hands were on the table, the porridge in front of him had been on top for a long time, and a layer of rice oil had been formed, when Satsuki first came in, he raised his eyes and glanced at the corner of his eyes, but quickly moved his gaze back to his hands.

"I'm sorry, I just went back to sleep." She walked to her place and said softly, sitting next to Brooke, she was like sitting on pins and needles, there was already a distance between the two people, but Satsuki still pulled out a distance.

"It's okay, Brooke said you weren't feeling well, and he made the porridge for you." Mu Lingyun looked at Xiao Yue and Brooke with a hippie smile and said, his tone was full of gossip.

Xiao Yue blushed slightly, so he dared to glance at Brooke next to him, but Brooke didn't seem to hear it, he just picked up the dishes and chopsticks and ate silently.

After breakfast, Mu Lingyun took Jin Feiya out to play, Jin Feiya glanced at Xiaoyue, and then kept dragging Jin Shaoming to ask him to go out to play together, Jin Shaoming couldn't resist her, and the family of three had to go out and walk the streets together.

After breakfast, Brooke cleaned up the table, Satsuki stood next to the table, she was a little embarrassed to be treated like a transparent person, but seeing Brooke treat her so indifferently, she didn't know how to break the deadlock.

"Let's give it a go." Brooke was holding a white cotton cloth in his hand to wipe the table in front of Satsuki, who took a step back, like a child who had done something wrong, with her head down, waiting to be reprimanded.

But Brooke didn't give her a chance to be trained, just walked in front of her, leaned over and wiped it on the table, and then treated Satsuki like a transparent person, didn't say anything to her, and walked to the kitchen to clean the dishes and chopsticks.

Satsuki bit her lip when she saw Brooke like this, and followed Brooke to the kitchen to help, Brooke washed the dishes with a rag in front of the sink with the door behind his back, Satsuki quietly walked to the sink and stood beside Brooke without saying a word, Brooke had already felt Satsuki coming in through the door, but he didn't know how to talk to Satsuki, he needed to deal with the problem like a warrior, silence was the best way.

"I'll help you." I want Satsuki to pick up the clean rag hanging on the wall, stand in Brooke's usual position, and pick up the dishes he washed from the sink and dry them.

"No, I can solve this by myself." He blocked Satsuki's outstretched hand, Satsuki froze her hand in mid-air, Brooke's stiff attitude seemed to stop the air, Satsuki didn't know how to breathe all of a sudden, she withdrew her hand in embarrassment.

"Yesterday, I'm sorry." She lowered her head and said softly, not knowing what she had done wrong, but knowing that she must have injured Brooke.

"It's nothing, but if you have someone you like, then you must tell him, otherwise it will be useless to bring this matter into the dirt." Brooke said indifferently, and then took a clean cloth from Xiao Yue's hand to wipe the bowl, Xiao Yue didn't know how to reply to Brooke, so he had to freeze in place, Brooke finished wiping the bowl, glanced at the child with his head down as if he had made a mistake, and walked out of the kitchen, he didn't dare to stay with Xiao Yue anymore, he was afraid that he would lose his control again.

Xiao Yue walked out of the kitchen like a god and returned to his room, after the river door was closed, two lines of tears were left on his face without warning, as if he had been prepared for a long time and was just waiting for the time to fall.

She wiped the tears on her face indiscriminately, but the tears kept coming out, she no longer wiped her face with her hands that were already covered with tears, squatted on the ground weakly and lowered her head Tears dripped directly on the floor, like molten slurry on the ground, her shoulders shrugged slightly and began to sob, sadness began to spread from the bottom of her heart, and the whole room was filled with the smell of sadness.

I don't know how long I squatted on the ground and cried, Xiao Yue got up from the ground, but she squatted for too long and stood too hard, her eyes suddenly went black, and her feet were numb again.

Xiao Yue walked to the side of the bed and planted it towards the bed, she had used up all the energy in her body just now, and now she felt as weak as if her body had been sucked out of her essence, and she fell asleep without moving on the bed.

When she woke up from the bed, it was already dark outside, Xiao Yue touched her stomach and felt a little hungry and got out of bed, I don't know what time it is, after a long sleep, she felt as if she was in another world, and she felt that what she had experienced was not a false thing, it was something she imagined.

She opened the door and saw that Mu Lingyun and their room light was not on, I don't know if they came back and went out or haven't come back yet, there was no one in the front hall when the curtain was lifted, and the table had been cleaned up, as if she was the only one in the whole room, which made her a little confused, she turned around and walked to the kitchen, wanting to put a bowl of noodles for herself to eat, opened the lid of the pot, and found that there was a bowl of noodles warming inside.

Xiao Yue looked left and right and still saw no one, so she picked up the bowl of noodles, which was shy and steaming, and there was a half-cooked and half-raw egg on it, but she didn't see anyone, and she was a little panicked.

"You're up?" It was Jin Shaoming who came in from the door, and saw Xiaoyue eating noodles alone in the kitchen, so he came in and sat with her for a while.

"Jin Gongzi." When Xiao Yue saw him, she instinctively reacted and bounced up from her seat, and immediately lowered her eyes, and the chopsticks in her hand clenched unconsciously again, looking cramped again.

"It's okay, I'll just pass by, and when I see you alone, I'll come over to accompany you, Lingyun and Brooke took Fia out to see the fireflies." Jin Shaoming explained, seeing that Xiao Yue was so cramped, he pressed her shoulders and pressed her back into position.

"So, what time is it?" Xiao Yue asked softly, she held the chopsticks in her hand, but she didn't dare to eat in front of Jin Shaoming.

"It's punctual at the right time." Jin Shaoming looked at the dark and oppressive sky outside, the sky tonight was not as clear as before, and there were dark clouds in the sky, and the air seemed a little dull.

"It's so late." Xiao Yue thought that she could actually sleep from morning to night, her face felt burned painfully, and she didn't know why she cried so fiercely, like water that opened the floodgates.