Maybe it's because I'm not emotionally stable, and I vaguely feel that while I'm struggling, someone is injecting something into my arm, and then I don't know anything behind it.

I don't know how long I slept again, but I could feel it, as if a hand was grabbing my hand all the time, and I could even feel what looked like a drop of water hitting my face.

A familiar voice kept ringing in my ears: "He Anning, how can you be so cruel to me, you used to run to Africa to avoid me, and now you let me just enjoy a short period of happiness but choose not to know me, you are really a cruel woman." ”

Am I cruel?

I don't even know who I am, isn't life too cruel to me?

The voice seemed to be the man who had just been in front of my bed, the man who looked decadent and sad.

But I was so tired, I was so uncomfortable, I just wanted to get a good night's sleep, and then the man's voice sounded again, and this time, he went on to say something else.

This man really didn't care about the patient at all, and I was just about to open my eyes slowly when I heard the sound of the door being opened.

Before I could open my eyes, I heard someone speak: "Mr. Shi, Dr. He's report has come out." ”

The voice of the man next to him was a little low: "What result?" ”

"There's nothing wrong with her trauma, she just needs to take care of it."

As the doctor's words fell, the man's eager voice rang out at the same time: "I want to know if she is delirious or amnesia?" How long will this last? ”

"Dr. He suffered a violent collision of the brain due to a traffic accident, resulting in severe hemocephalus, and from the image, the blood clot pressed most of the memory nerves and caused amnesia, we will arrange for Dr. He to have an operation in the near future, and when the bleeding comes, maybe the memory function will be restored. But..."

The man's voice sounded particularly cold: "But what? ”

"But Dr. He is now a symptom of total amnesia, that is to say, she has no memory of everything before, according to what you said, you and he have known each other for about five years since they met and are now married, if she doesn't remember the things of the past five years, she and Dr. Gu have been classmates since high school, at least about fifteen or sixteen years of acquaintance, this time is not short, even when she was young, she didn't know who she was or what her name was, so you have to be mentally prepared, even if it is to remove the blood clots, It's also possible that Dr. He still can't remember everything. ”

There was probably silence for a long time before I heard the man's voice sound: "So what am I going to do now?" ”

"Try to talk to her and show her something that can help her recover her memory, such as photos, videos, logs, etc., so that she can increase her impression, so that she may recover a little faster."

The man didn't say anything more to the doctor, but seemed to come back to me, and I heard his voice hoarse, sounding a little sad to me.

"Mia also knows about you, she cries every day and wants to see her mother, but you don't know her anymore, I have already asked Fu Chen to bring her."

Mia? I admit that my heart tightened a little, I don't know who it was, but literally understood that she was supposed to be my child.

I don't remember, but I don't know why, but I don't have much fear of the man next to me.

It didn't take long for me to slowly open my eyes, but I was greeted by the man's moist eyes.

He turned around the moment he saw me, sighed, wiped his eyes, and stood by the bed without saying a word, looking at me.

Immediately before I could calm down, his voice sounded in a deep voice: "Mia, she has come, don't you want to see her?" ”

Before he could finish speaking, he heard the sound of a child crying from far and near in the corridor outside, and the sound was getting closer and closer, and at that moment, the door was pushed open from the outside.

I looked at the beautiful face with the pink jade bracelet in amazement, but there were several lines of tears on the little girl's face.

"Who is she?" I looked at the man with a wry eyebrow.

He picked up the little girl, helped her wipe her tears and said, "She is your adopted daughter when you were in Africa, she has a language barrier, she can't speak clearly, but you love her very much, but you don't know her anymore." ”

At the same time as his voice fell, the little girl looked at me with teary eyes, and even shouted with tears in her eyes: "Mom, Mom, don't you remember me?" Don't you remember your dad too? ”

The little girl was still twitching with tears, and although her words were not clear, I could still roughly understand her words.

When she saw me shaking her head, she cried and put her arms around the man's neck and called out to her mother over and over again.

Even if I am a stranger, I can hear the aggrieved and even heart-rending cry of the child, and I admit that my heart hurts a little at the moment.

Looking at the man in front of him again, his eyes turned red again, and even this time I could see clearly that tears kept rolling in his eyes.

He patted the child on the back and comforted him in an extremely hoarse voice: "Don't cry Mia, mom is just sick, she will definitely remember Mia and remember dad." ”

But no matter what they said, I really don't have any memory at all.

I really wanted to try to remember some memories, even if it was a little bit about the two people in front of me, but I was helpless.

As soon as I think about it, my head hurts so badly that it's hard to contain.

I really don't understand why this is happening, is it because the blood clot is pressing down on my memory nerves?

I had to close my eyes tightly and rub my eyebrows with my hands: "I can't think of anything, don't ask me again, you all go away, let me be alone." ”

The man immediately ran over, put down the child, held my shoulder with worried eyes, and asked me anxiously: "Anning, Anning, what's wrong with you?" ”

But at this time, my headache was about to explode.

"I can't think about it, and when I think about it, I can't control the pain." I looked helplessly at the man in front of me.

"Okay, okay, don't think about it first, calm down first, calm down, okay, believe me, I'm your husband, I don't want to see you uncomfortable and painful."

I don't know why, but I didn't know him, but I felt a little calmer about what he said, and the panic in my heart gradually decreased.

"Wife, don't worry, I will definitely find a way to restore your memory, even if you don't remember me and don't love me anymore, I will make you fall in love with me again."

Hearing the word "wife", I looked at him with some panic, frowned and pushed him away indifferently: "What? You call me wife? ”

He ignored my panic and indifference, and looked at me with a tender feeling that I couldn't feel: "Yes, I said that we are husband and wife, so I naturally want to call you wife." ”

In the face of his tenderness and grievances, I could only look at him indifferently: "You say that you are my husband, how can I believe it?" You just say we're husband and wife, why should I believe it? ”

He immediately turned around and took out two red notebooks from the suit pocket on the sofa, spread them out in front of me, and hurriedly said: "This is our marriage certificate, and the group of people you saw yesterday, they are all our friends, they can all prove it, if you still don't believe it, I will bring you the wedding photos tomorrow, originally this weekend was our wedding, it seems to be going to be disappointed." ”

I looked at the photo on the marriage certificate in my hand, and I rested my head on the neck of the man in front of me, smiling brightly, looking like a happy woman.

Something suddenly pricked my heart, and I looked at him with a frown.

He immediately stared at me with a bright eye: "Did you remember something?" ”

"Nope." I could only glance at him and shake my head.

"It's okay, take your time."

Saying that his big hands wanted to touch my face, I subconsciously turned my head and refused mercilessly: "Mr. Shi, I know you are a little anxious, but I really need time to recover my memory, I can't accept all this now just with a marriage certificate, do you understand?" All of a sudden, I woke up and faced a strange world, a strange crowd, you told me that you are my husband, said that this child is my daughter, and showed me the marriage certificate, but I really can't accept the fact that strangers are my husband and daughter, do you understand? ”

After saying that, I wanted to drive him away, but my head hurt so much that I couldn't help but prop my hands on the wheelchair and keep covering my head.

"Mom, Mom, what's wrong with you?" The little girl ran up to me and stood next to me and touched my head with her hand.

The man also squatted down, but his voice still floated above my head: "An Ning, I won't say it, is it uncomfortable with a headache?" ”

I ignored him and shoved them away, stumbling out of my wheelchair.

The little girl was pushed to the ground by me because of her unstable center of gravity, but I didn't look at her.

Just when I wanted to open the door and leave the ward, I was suddenly grabbed by someone's hand, I glanced at him, and was about to shake it off, but he was hugged in his arms with the car, tightly.

His voice choked: "Don't go, don't push me away, He Anning, you don't remember anything, where are you going?" Even if you don't remember us, don't leave at will. ”

I was grabbed by him and suddenly froze in place, and at that moment, it seemed as if something flashed through my mind.

I tried my best to grasp the image, but I couldn't miss it, and I couldn't figure it out no matter how I thought about it.

I had no choice but to hang my arms and say weakly: "Mr. Shi, you let go of me." ”

"I won't let go, I don't want to lose you, I let go of your hand for two years, and it took me a long time to get you back, and I won't let go this time."

I wanted to push him away again, but for some reason, I couldn't do it at this moment, so I could only say weakly again: "I'm a little uncomfortable, you let go of me first, I just want to rest, okay?" ”

After a few moments, he slowly let go of me, and I didn't even look at them until they left.

When I was left alone in the whole room, I sat at the window and quietly looked out of the window, and my headache continued to reduce.

But my heart was still heavy because I didn't know when I would remember who I was.