149. Idealization

"Before I was promoted by the operation, there were two senior members who had participated in the MOD48 group since the establishment of the group, and they were the best candidates for the company to train into aces at that time."

"These two predecessors are not under me in terms of appearance, singing and dancing, character design, etc., and now that the idol culture is relatively mature, they can already be called a rare 'original stone' and 'the chosen one'!"

"But these two former senior members who were originally promising chose to leave one after another after becoming ACEs in the group."

"It's because I can't bear the overwhelming malice."

Ju Yiting coughed a few times, sighed and said, "So, it's not so much that I can stand on the top of the idol today, but because I am more talented and have better hardware strength than the rest of the members...... It's better to say that I have a strong ability to endure, and I have cultivated a diamond heart in the years of slander and abuse. ”

"I have to bear the malice of other members and fans in the group, and I have to bear the prejudice of passers-by against the whole group...... It should be a very difficult thing......" Yan Xiuze looked at Ju Yiting on the hospital bed with some distress, no matter how radiant she was on the stage, people often ignored that in fact, she was just her own age, and she should have just stepped into the society.

"I don't think there's anything now, maybe I'm used to it." Ju Yiting smiled: "Earlier at the Jiangdi base, Yue Lei once ridiculed me for being a little girl who was not deeply involved in the world, if I talked about experience, I really didn't really step into society...... But if I use idols as my job, I have already seen all kinds of beings when I was a teenager. ”

"But in today's society that is avoided by students in ivory towers, there is still a saying that they don't stretch out their hands and don't hit smiling people, but those trolls on the Internet won't talk to you about public order and good customs, and morality...... From this point of view, perhaps the dark side of human nature that I have seen is even more so than that of a great conspirator like Yue Lei! ”

"But it's because I've really seen that kind of filth and ugliness that I hope to cherish the purity and honesty that I once longed for, and I hope that this feeling of dreaming can also be conveyed to my lovely fans."

"But a person like the crocodile-tailed man, once he becomes a superpower, releases the beast of evil desire in his heart...... He's also a fan of mine, but now it seems that I haven't really conveyed my feelings to him. ”

After that, Ju Yiting lowered her head, seemingly a little lonely.

"Hey, it's not your fault!" Yan Xiuze frowned.

"Of course! It's certainly not my fault! This is his own mistake, and as an idol, I definitely won't pay for him! Ju Yiting raised her head again, squinted her eyes and glanced at Yan Xiuze, and a sparse smile appeared on her face again: "But, I will also think, although it is not my fault, but if I can do better, will I be able to stop him from committing such a crime?" ”

"As an idol, isn't it just to make fans better people?"

"I, Ju Yiting, since the moment I became an idol, I hope that my fans can become better people who can impress their former selves before Ju Yiting!"

"With the size of your fans, it is impossible to make them all high-quality elites!" Yan Xiuze pursed his lips, and was very dismissive of Ju Yiting's dream: "When a group swells to a certain size, the average quality will inevitably plummet, until it is close to the average level of human beings...... Your fans are often hundreds of thousands or millions, and there will always be good and bad, so that everyone's quality is far above the average level, which is something that even a saint can't do. ”

"That's right, it's an unsolvable puzzle." Ju Yiting smiled and said, "Maybe I'm too naΓ―ve." ”

"Well, it's so naΓ―ve that you can't bear to look at it directly!" Yan Xiuze also laughed: "But being able to have such a lofty ideal, although it sounds a little stupid, it can be regarded as having admirable courage!" ”

"So when I awakened and became a superpower, I was actually very happy." Ju Yiting said slowly: "I think, maybe what the idol Ju Yiting has not done, as the identity of the superpower 'Mirage', may be able to make a new atmosphere, but I don't know." ”

"I didn't expect that just a few weeks after my debut, I was involved in such a big conspiracy involving several superpowers, and I almost lost my life." Ju Yiting touched the hideous wound on her lower abdomen with palpitations, and said fearfully: "Sure enough, it's not easy to do anything......"

"But then again...... I'm sorry about the previous thing. ”

"What are you sorry for me?" Yan Xiuze was stunned for a moment, a little unclear.

Ju Yiting said this, a little embarrassed: "When I confronted the crocodile tail man before, I was a little willful, I didn't listen to your command, I acted without permission, and I was seriously injured because I was surprised and distracted, and I dragged you back......"

"That's it?" Yan Xiuze shook his head and said with a smile: "You don't have to apologize to me. ”

"As a supernatural who has only been awakened for a few weeks, I am already a little impressed that you have been able to do this!"

"No superhuman can break free from the habitual thinking and limited perspective of ordinary people from the beginning, and become an omnipotent superman."

"Every super hero has a process of growth, and no matter how overwhelmed and flustered you may be at first, over time, you will eventually become more sophisticated and become a pillar that you can rely on."

"Speaking of which, your layman at that time was a bit like when I first became a superpower, and now that I think about it, I really miss it a lot!"

"What did the famous eye of the storm look like when he first became a superpower?" Ju Yiting also seemed a little curious, and asked with a smile.

"Uh, you're even more reckless than you are now, and you were almost caught by ordinary people studying slices." Yan Xiuze was ruthless when he blackened himself: "I was scolded by a government spy leader!" ”

"Hahahaha!" Ju Yiting's face at this time was no longer the haze of the beginning, and she pursed her lips and smiled: "Even more stupid than me, then there is no help!" ”

"Although I was reckless and didn't use my superpowers very well, but now that I think about it, it is indeed an unforgettable memory." Yan Xiuze said leisurely: "Anyway, it was the youth at the beginning that made it even more precious that the process of growing up along the way was even more precious!" So when I saw you stumbling like that, there was also a kind of clumsy cuteness! ”

"Huh? Were you teasing me just now? Ju Yiting blinked.

"Huh...... You've found out. Yan Xiuze's face was a little embarrassed: "It seems that my flirting skills still need to be improved." ”

"No, it's pretty powerful, quiet and just right." Ju Yiting covered her mouth and smiled: "It's just that I am often routined by fans in the group, and I am already a little numb." ”

"It's still a bit embarrassing anyway!" Yan Xiuze pretended to exaggerate and shouted, "I'd better hurry up!" ”

Then he turned and left.

"Wait!" Before leaving, she was stopped by Ju Yiting, this time, the girl's expression became serious, and she thanked Yan Xiuze very seriously: "Thank you!" ”

Of course, she knew that Yan Xiuze had just deliberately created a laugh just to make her feel better, and this thank you also included his efforts to help prevent her idol group from being discredited, which was the group she had to protect even if she left.

Yan Xiuze, who had already turned around, was stunned, just pursed his lips and chuckled, but did not look back.

"It should."