63 Faith is Spirit
It felt like someone had suddenly choked my neck, but my strength seemed to be drained in an instant. Then he began to feel dizzy, and suddenly, as if he had short-circuited, he fell into a bottomless darkness.
I don't know how long it took, but my eyes were bright again.
I found myself standing in the middle of nowhere, the sky was overcast, and the fog was thick all around, as if I had reached the end of the world.
I walked in the fog for a long time, I didn't feel tired, I didn't feel hungry and thirsty, I was only driven by an inexplicable instinct, and I kept moving forward and forward......
Suddenly, a voice suddenly came from behind him, "Good news! ”
Familiar...... Who is it?
"Don't go any further," the voice added, "come back!" ”
Come back? Where to go back?
"Come back!" The voice was a little hurried, "Good news! Turn around and come back. ”
I tried to answer, but my mind was empty, and I couldn't say a word.
It wasn't until the voice shouted many times that I finally understood, and turned around in a trance.
In front of him was Luo Rin's home.
My legs could touch the low garden door, the little house was still a warm pale yellow, the grass was neat, the flowers were fragrant, and a round moon hung in the sky.
I turned my head again and realized that it was just an ordinary street behind me, and I couldn't help but be stunned.
Then I heard the voice again, "Good news." ”
I turned around again, but I saw a person standing in front of me at some point, it was Luo Rin.
I was startled, but he smiled, "Come on in." As he spoke, he opened the garden door and held out his hand to me.
I reached out and took his hand and felt a rush of warmth.
He took me by the hand and went into the garden, and I looked at the scenery and asked, "How do I remember that your garden wasn't like this before?" ”
"Not really, the fountain was only recently purchased." Luo Rin smiled and said, "I've always wanted a fountain like this. Is it pretty? ”
The fountain was in the grass, and it was spewing water at the moment. It was shaped like an ancient silver mirror, so when I passed, it was reflected in the mirror washed by the running water, but my face was a little distorted by the water.
I said, "Pretty." ”
We went all the way into the house, and Luo Rin led me straight to the upstairs bedroom.
As soon as the door opened, I was shocked to find that there was still a person lying on the bed.
Even though I was standing at the door, some distance away from the man, I could still tell at a glance that the man was Luo Rin!
And at this moment, on my right-hand side, Luo Rin is standing in front of me with a smile.
I looked at Luo Rin who was standing, and then at Luo Rin who was lying down, and I was stunned for a while, and my mind seemed to be bounced suddenly, and I woke up - this is a dream.
Luo Rin is already in a vegetative state, and he is in Li Nuannuan's hands. What is in front of me, what is in bed, all fake, are all characters in my dreams.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but look at Luo Rin who was standing, at this moment he was smiling and gentle, especially his eyes, which were bright, just like the bright full moon outside the window.
It's a dream, but it's very moving.
I knew it was useless, but I still asked, "Who is that in bed?" Is that you, too? ”
Luo Rin nodded with a smile and said, "Don't be afraid, I'm still alive." ”
It's still alive, but it's alive like that......
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but start to feel sad and shed tears.
Luo Rin came to me, his hand raised, and it looked like it was already covering my cheek, but I couldn't feel anything.
"I told you once that I believe that man has a soul. It seems that faith is spirit, and now standing before you is my soul. He stared into my eyes, dark eyes with a devastating power, "Do you still love me?" ”
I felt a little trance, "I ......"
"You still love me, I know." He interrupted me softly, and it was a beautiful voice, and although I had never heard the sound of nature, I thought that if there was a sound, it would be like this. I was as obsessed with the voice as I had always been with him as a person, and I abandoned all my judgment and listened to him with all my heart, "Good news...... I miss you so much, I want to see you, I want to know if you're doing well. You are to come to me, because you love me. ”
I stared blankly into his eyes.
He said, "You want to come to me, you don't want to see anyone but me." If you want to see me, just come to me, because you love me. ”
He repeated the passage slowly and unknowingly many times.
I listened dumbfounded, and finally nodded.
Luo Rin smiled at this time, but his eyes were still fixed on me, "You want to come to see me." He repeated softly, "I want to see you." ”
I said, "I want to see you." ”
"Very well," he smiled slightly, "remember your promise, and I'll make your trip worthwhile." ”
By the time I was talking to him, my consciousness had begun to blur.
Then, just as I finished answering that sentence, it was as if someone had suddenly cut the back of my neck, and I lost consciousness in an instant.
Then, after a long time and what seemed to be just a moment, I just felt that suddenly, there was a power, I opened my eyes, and I saw a light.
There was a noise of all kinds of machines all around, and I looked in a trance at the source of the light, some lamps in front of me, and my body seemed to be completely unmes, neither strong nor conscious.
After looking at this for a short while, exhaustion came rushing in, and I was about to close my eyes, when suddenly a figure came in front of me. He was dressed in a sterile gown, wearing a mask, and only one pair of eyes were exposed.
It was a pair of beautiful lying phoenix eyes, lazy and domineering with a little innocence.
I'm all too familiar with these eyes......
However, the other party just looked at me coldly, and then disappeared in front of my eyes.
I lost consciousness again, and when I woke up again, I was already in the hospital room.
With the oxygen mask on, I couldn't move my head and observe the environment in the room. I remember that just now I was chatting with Wu Jilang without being salty or light, as if I had fainted...... Now my head is groggy, and I always think that something else happened in the meantime, but I can't remember it at all......
I was figuring it out when a familiar voice came to my ear, "She's awake." ”
As the words fell, I saw a figure appear on my right, and it seemed that he was sitting just now, so I couldn't see it from my angle.
He was wearing a sterile gown, showing only a pair of eyes, smiled at me slightly, and said, "I'll come to see you in the afternoon when my time comes." ”
I opened my mouth, thinking I had something to say, but my mind was empty.
Li Yu smiled and said, "Don't worry, I won't regret what I promised you, but I have to wait until you are better." ”
Promise me something......
What's up?
I was lost in thought, but the strength of my body seemed to be drained in an instant, and it became more and more difficult to breathe.
Fortunately, the doctor came soon, and to my surprise, it was Wu Jilang. Although he was also wearing a sterile gown and only exposed a pair of eyes, these eyes had sunken sockets and heavy dark circles, and it could be seen that the bones near his temples were also more prominent, and he had obviously lost a lot of weight.
He came in and checked my body and instrument data, and talked to the nurse again, then he looked at me and said, "You can recuperate with peace of mind first, and when your body is better, I will tell you your situation carefully." ”
I blinked.
He smiled slightly, his expression gentle, "Don't worry, it's not a serious problem. ”
It didn't take long for me to be in a groggy state, and it was strange to say, but it was menacing, but it was also very fast. I stayed in the intensive care unit for a few hours and then returned to the general ward, and after a good night's sleep, I felt a lot more comfortable, but I was just a little tired when I had a cold.
Early on the third day, I went for a walk after breakfast, and when I came back, I saw Li Yu in the ward.
He was sitting on the sofa in the outer living room, smiling and chatting with a little nurse in the ward, who was standing directly across from him, her face flushed and cramped. As soon as they saw me come in, they immediately said hello to me and went out as if they had done something wrong and were caught.
I asked Li Yu, who was laughing in the chair, suspiciously, "What are you talking to her about?" ”
"I teased her when I was idle," Li Yu stretched and asked, "What did you do?" ”
"Go downstairs for a walk," I said, sitting down next to him, "are you here for what you promised me last time you were in the intensive care unit?" ”
Li Yu said: "Of course, but not in the near future. Ji Lang said that your heart problem is a bit serious, and the cause has not been found yet, so it is not recommended that you accept too much stimulation. At least until you're discharged from the hospital. ”
I carefully recalled for a moment and let out an "oh".
He observed my expression and raised an eyebrow, his gaze a little subtle, "What does this expression mean?" Think I'm cheating? ”
"No," I said, "actually...... I want to ask, what you said is for me to see Luo Rin? ”
I only remember that before Wu Jilang was hospitalized, Li Yu asked me to choose between the diary and Luo Rin, and I chose Luo Rin. Besides, he didn't seem to promise me anything else.
However, the reason why I asked so carefully was because I vaguely felt in my heart that it was not the case, which felt a little strange. The proof is that Li Yu's attitude towards Luo Rin has always been harsh, and he shouldn't be so gentle when he mentions the arrangement to see him.
Sure enough, Li Yu looked at me without saying a word, and after a while, he adjusted his posture and smiled, "How could I let you see him?" I can't even pass my sister's level. ”
I asked, "Then why did you promise me?" ”
"Did I promise?" Li Yu laughed and said, "You have such a bad memory, I'm afraid you remember it wrong, right?" ”
I was a little angry, "Even if I have a bad memory, I remember this incident clearly, you ......"
"Die." Li Yu said: "I will never let you see him in my life, not even a corpse." Don't talk to me about this again in the future, beware of me hitting you. ”
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