Chapter 11: Suicide
After getting along for a few months, even Zhang Guangliang, who usually only stares at the computer with a pair of thief eyes, said, "How do I think Li Yuxiu is getting more and more beautiful." ”
It's not just Li Yuxiu who is getting more and more beautiful.
Yuan Yuan has also become more fashionable and beautiful.
It seems that Ren Zhe has experienced a small setback.
Instead, it frustrated her self-confidence and courage.
Her attire is more daring and avant-garde.
Everywhere you go, it's a bright spot.
It is said that beautiful women are generally not short of money.
Her car was also changed.
Changed to an Audi.
This is not very common among the average college student.
Ren Zhe and Yuan Yuan also meet sometimes.
But she would leave him behind like a passerby.
At this time, Ren Zhe would frown and look at her more.
He also felt that they were not people of the same world in the first place.
In the spring of the second year, Ren Zhe and Li Yuxiu lived together.
This is the second semester of Ren Zhe's junior year.
Ren Zhe rented an apartment in the Science and Education City.
Three-bedroom house.
Except for Ren Zhe and Li Yuxiu.
Jiang Zuo and Wang Zhenzhen occupied a room.
Chow Dawei occupies one.
When Yang Lin didn't go.
Zhang Guangliang will also rely on Chow Dawei to play games together.
A couple of young people are usually busy with their own work.
On holidays, they also get together to eat and go out.
Life is easy and enjoyable.
In order to have more time with Ren Zhe.
Lee Yu-so made a sacrifice.
She moved her job to the day shift.
At the same time, the mobile phone number was changed.
The salary is lower, but I want to have peace of mind.
For the sake of life without compromise.
Ren Zhe found a part-time job as a tutor.
There is not much money, but the desire is not strong either.
In Li Yuxiu's words: "Enough." ”
After the Dragon Boat Festival, it was Li Yuxiu's birthday.
Ren Zhe invited Zhou Dawei and them to dinner together to celebrate Li Yuxiu's birthday.
During the meal, Li Yuxiu had a small jade pendant around her neck.
It was Ren Zhe's birthday gift to Li Yuxiu.
Or she chose it herself.
Zhou Dawei was the first to see it.
"Damn, Li Yuxiu, why did you tie such a thick rope to such a small thing."
Yang Lin gently slapped Zhou Dawei in the face.
"If you're looking closest, where are you looking?"
It was already getting warmer.
Li Yuxiu only wore a single shirt.
"I was wrong, I was wrong." , Zhou Dawei raised his hand and surrendered.
Seeing the small pendant in the middle of Li Yuxiu's slender and white neck, Ren Zhe was both amused and guilty.
It was a jade carving that couldn't be smaller, a few hundred yuan.
Even so, Li Yuxiu still braided a thick rope and hung it carefully around his neck.
It felt like a little teddy dog on a chained with the thickness of an arm.
Ren Zhe secretly made a wish that he must give Li Yuxiu a better life.
Li Yuxiu didn't care about this.
She was grinning and giggling all night.
The big guys laughed a little inexplicably.
"I think your laughter is good." Zhang Guangliang squinted while eating.
"Stop~", Ren Zhe gave him a chopstick dish, "Your careful thinking is too dirty." ”
"By the way, Guangliang, what is your goddess doing these days, it seems that she hasn't been active with us for a long time."
"Who knows, I won't answer the phone." , Zhang Guangliang said while eating.
"How did I hear from the people in the hospital office that Mr. Cai took leave and returned to his hometown. Say there's something going on at home. ”
"Oh", Zhang Guangliang snorted thoughtfully.
After that he went out for a while.
After dinner, I came out of the restaurant.
Zhang Guangliang quietly pulled Ren Zhe aside.
"Boss, can you go somewhere with your buddy?"
"Where are you going?"
"Three-0-three hospitals."
"What's wrong?"
"I can't tell for a while. I just want to see a person. ”
Ren Zhe originally wanted to accompany Li Yuxiu to go shopping.
But Zhang Guangliang is so earnest and so mysterious.
There must be a reason not to let him go.
Ren Zhe asked Li Yuxiu to follow Jiang Zuo and them back home first.
I took a taxi with Zhang Guangliang and went to 303 Hospital.
The hospital is on the other side of the city.
Ren Zhe really couldn't figure out what kind of medicine was sold in Zhang Guangliang's gourd.
Arrived at the 303 Hospital.
Zhang Guangliang took Ren Zhe around three times and two times to the gynecology ward of the hospital.
Looks like he's been here.
When he arrived at the door of a ward, Zhang Guangliang glanced in.
Then he turned his back and pulled a bouquet of flowers out of his bag.
"What are you doing?" , Ren Zhe was taken aback.
In the middle of the night, I went to the hospital to see the patients and took a bunch of red stars.
"Who the hell is that?" , Ren Zhe asked.
Zhang Guangliang made a silent gesture at Ren Zhe.
"I'll go in and look at the looks, and remember, whatever I say, follow me."
After speaking, Zhang Guangliang turned around and gently pushed the door open.
This is a double ward.
There was no one on the bed by the door.
There is a curtain between the two beds.
On the other side of the curtain was a man who fell asleep with his back to him.
Woman.
The dim bedside lamp was lonely on.
Looming over the lonely figure on the bed.
"Mmmmmmmm
A series of rattles came out of his throat.
The man on the bed hesitated for a moment, then slowly turned back.
Cai Wenting.
Looking at each other, Ren Zhe and Cai Wenting were suffocated at the same time.
"Teacher Cai~Okay", Zhang Guangliang straightened up and held the flowers on his chest.
"Zhang Guangliang, why are you", Cai Wenting propped up her upper body with some difficulty, "Sit, sit down." ”
Zhang Guangliang hurriedly put the flowers on the cabinet next to the pillow, grabbed Cai Wenting's arm and helped her.
"Ren Zhe's relatives are hospitalized here, and I accompanied him to visit." , Zhang Guangliang stroked his fingers and said, "I didn't expect to meet you here." ”
Ren Zhe was embarrassed.
Zhang Guangliang's lie is comparable to a cold joke.
First of all, it's not about encountering, it's about finding.
And the relative who appeared out of thin air in the middle of the night and was hospitalized.
It's even more chilly in the back.
Ren Zhe could only echo like a fool.
Cai Wenting didn't say anything.
She didn't speak after they sat down.
Just take your eyes and scan them back and forth a few times like a scanner.
Then she sighed.
The three of them talked about the class and the problems of their studies for a while.
"Ren Zhe, can you pour me a glass of water?" , Cai Wenting said suddenly.
Ren Zhe looked at the thermos on the windowsill, picked up the cup and walked out.
Ren Zhe paused in the hallway for a moment.
When she came back, Cai Wenting still looked calm.
But Zhang Guangliang seemed to be suppressing the indescribable excitement.
Coming out of the hospital, Zhang Guangliang was silent all the way.
Ren Zhe knew that there were some things he shouldn't ask.
When passing by the kiosk downstairs.
Zhang Guangliang suddenly folded in as if he had thought of something.
When he came out, he was carrying two bottles of soju in his hands.
"I want to go back to my dorm." , Zhang Guangliang said.
"You have it, what time is it, you don't bother Aunt and don't bother to open the door." , Ren Zhe said and directly pulled Zhang Guangliang into the door.
That night, several people didn't say anything, and accompanied Zhang Guangliang to drink two bottles of soju.
Zhang Guangliang was drunk from the first cup.
The days flickered to September.
On the first night of the first day of school in their senior year, Jiang Zuo and Wang Zhenzhen had a treat.
It's still a few old.
Ren Zhe took Li Yuxiu, Zhou Dawei and Zhang Guangliang.
Ren Zhe had already completed all the courses in his junior year.
Just waiting for this semester's internship.
This is really an enviable thing.
Wang Zhenzhen said to Jiang Zuo melancholy, "I also received nine years of compulsory education, you look at Ren Zhe, the beauty is on the side, scolding Fang Xuan, and then look at yourself, hey Jiang Zuo, are you honest enough to say that you have passed Deng Lun?" ”
"Wang Zhenzhen, can you not provoke our brother's revolutionary feelings. When Ren Zhe was studying hard in the first two years, who added eggs to my egg scones, where did I use my energy, you don't know? ”
"Stinky rascal." , Wang Zhenzhen smiled and patted Jiang Zuo.
"Besides, can't you compare me to others? I have to find a Ren Zhe. You ask Zhang Guangliang's grandson, if he has missed class. ”
Zhang Guangliang was absent-minded and didn't seem to hear it.
Zhou Dawei slapped him on the head.
"What do you want?"
"You say, Cai Wenting has gained a lot of weight." , Zhang Guangliang said mysteriously.
"Ouch, I beg you, big brother. It's been four years, and you haven't grown a little. Look at your virtue. If I were you, I'm afraid I would be as tall as you with Cai Wentingwa. ”
"Fuck you Zhou Dawei, your mouth is born to be honest with Yang Lin."
When everyone was waiting to see Zhang Guangliang and Zhou Dawei pinching each other.
Zhang Guangliang didn't make a sound, didn't say a word, picked up the chopsticks and ate again.
"Ren Zhe, has your internship been decided?" , Jiang Zuo asked.
"It's decided, Professor Cao recommended him to a subordinate unit of a ministry."
"Lao Cao is eccentric, which is clearly the rhythm of pushing to the ministry. Say, is there any black box operation. Zhou Dawei said sourly.
"Why don't you talk about the unspoken rules, Ren Zhe's grades are there, and Lao Cao, who doesn't know that he is an honest man." , Wang Zhenzhen said.
"Not necessarily." , Zhang Guangliang, who had been eating vegetables, said sullenly.
It was very late to come out after eating, but I met Cai Wenting at the intersection.
She was alone on the road.
After Zhang Guangliang's previous reminder, everyone found that she was a little bloated.
It's still very hot in September.
But she wore a voluminous sweatshirt.
"Teacher Cai, Zhang Guangliang was still talking about you just now, so coincidentally, I met here." Zhou Dawei said and pushed Zhang Guangliang forward.
"Less nonsense." Zhang Guangliang glanced at Cai Wenting as he spoke.
"Zhang Guangliang, is there anything wrong with Chang Gan's grace? How do you feel a little empty. Zhou Dawei took advantage of the fire to rob.
They are used to this kind of joke, and they don't think there's anything about it.
If it was usual, Cai Wenting would scold softly, "Little brat." ”
But that day she only smiled faintly.
Everyone stood at the corner of the street and chatted for a long time.
It's not too early.
Cai Wenting said goodbye to everyone.
When parting, she unexpectedly gave everyone a hug.
It's a little awkward, but it's sincere.
At three o'clock in the middle of the night, Ren Zhe received a call from Zhang Guangliang.
Cai Wenting committed suicide.
Ren Zhe immediately woke up Zhou Dawei and Jiang Zuo, and they rushed to the hospital.
Zhang Guangliang was covered in blood.
Sit on the floor in the hallway outside the operating room.
His face was full of frustration, but his eyes were full of longing.
That is the reverence for life.
The desire to live.
Zhang Guangliang sat so blankly that he couldn't ask what he wanted.
Ren Zhe briefly adjusted his mood.
A division of labor was made for several people.
Jiang Zuo was responsible for informing the family.
Zhou Dawei looked at Zhang Guangliang in charge.
Wang Zhenzhen is responsible for finding a way to ask for leave for Cai Wenting.
Li Yuxiu is responsible for handling all procedures.
No one knows why Cai Wenting committed suicide.
I don't know why Zhang Guangliang was at the scene.
Ren Zhe said that before the matter is clarified, no one is allowed to make a statement or act rashly.
Cai Wenting's rescue lasted nearly 10 hours.
Her parents arrived from out of town.
A little past noon, the operation was done.
Cai Wenting was rescued.
Zhang Guangliang's dull bloodshot eyes closed at this time.
It's been closed for a long time.
The doctor then informed the family of the condition.
Only then did everyone know what Cai Wenting had done.
Said by the doctor.
The crowd was terrified.
Although the cause of the suicide is unknown.
But it seems that Cai Wenting has a strong temperament.
She chose the most tragic way to die.
Seppuku.
The reason for her doing so is not entirely certain.
May be related to a four-month-old fetus in the womb.