"Say it." Eventually, I encouraged Nanfeng to speak her mind.

"Xiaoshuang, my hunch has always been accurate. So when I was a child, people used to call me Crow's Mouth. Speaking of this, Nanfeng paused, then looked at me and continued: "Just like that night, after you took Xu Lili out, didn't I stop you?" And said that you would be free to stay at my house for a few days? After that, I felt worse and worse, so I desperately called you. ”

"Hmm." I replied softly, my hand holding the bag a little cold, I probably knew what the south wind was going to say.

"I don't have a good premonition right now. So, go to my house for two days? "Speaking of this, Nanfeng felt a little relieved, after all, these words are unlucky, let alone to a person who has just experienced an unexplained event and just came out of the hospital?

Sure enough, as I expected, at that moment, my heart was a little tight, but what appeared on my face was a very indifferent smile, I shook my head firmly, and then said to Nanfeng, "You go back." I didn't know who insisted that my matter could be explained by science in the end, so it became superstitious? ”

"Xiaoshuang ......" Nanfeng wanted to hold on a little longer.

But I was already carrying my luggage, and I turned around as if I didn't care.

After a while, I had already opened the gate of this small courtyard, and I heard the sound of the south windmill starting.

At that moment, my whole body was weak, and I felt a little fragile and unsupportable, I didn't have to refuse the kindness of the south wind, but remembered what my grandmother used to say to me: "Xiaoshuang, the life of a woman in our vein is lonely and hard, if fate cannot be changed, remember that it will not be able to cause trouble to others." ”

Before, I couldn't understand my grandmother's words, but whether it was lonely or hard, I went to check it, and it was not a good word, there was always a meaning of denying others.

Growing up, I didn't have any parents, let alone any relatives, only my grandparents, who disappeared many years ago, and I didn't see anyone alive or dead.

As for my grandmother, she also passed away a few years ago, and even a year ago she had a huge debt on her doorstep.

I don't complain about fate, I just don't have friends, and I can't even fall in love with such a weird life.

I accepted the argument that life is lonely and life is hard.

It wasn't until the south wind appeared that it brought a ray of brightness to my gloomy life, and she was the only friend I could spend half a year and still be by my side, without being alienated or disappearing for inexplicable reasons. How can I bring a little fear upon her? I'd rather take it myself!

Thinking of this, I smiled bitterly, Nanfeng may only know that my love is blocked, and how can I know that I am also hindered in making a friend?

"Who?" I had only been standing in the courtyard for less than a minute, and the voice of the landlady, typical of the S City dialect, was full of a certain vigilance.

I sighed in my heart, she always thought that her small courtyard in the urban village would be robbed from time to time, so she had to say loudly: "Mrs. Chen, I am back." ”

"Nong is coming back? Be quiet, and my son will sleep again. It's good to come back, and you have to pay the rent. "The landlady's room was lit up, and within two seconds I saw one of her sticking out her head and looking at me, and after making sure it was me, she didn't forget to remind me of the rent.

I smiled and responded to the landlady's words, and walked cautiously towards my room.

This self-built building with a small courtyard and three floors is almost full of all kinds of people, etc., and if you accidentally wake up someone to sleep, I am afraid it will also cause unknown consequences, and this consequence is not the first time it has happened, I don't want to cause trouble.

I live on the edge of the second floor, and this small room is a relatively sunny one, and because of this, the landlady has been clamoring for me to increase my rent several times, and I can only bear it. In the huge S City, where else can the rent be cheaper than in the urban village?

What's more, I'm still greedy for that little bit of sunshine.