Women are like moths, knowing that moths fighting fires are self-defeating, but they still move forward bravely, and they will not look back if they hit the south wall.

What's more, she does have confidence in Ah Fei.

If a man is not even afraid of death, he must protect her. If she can't believe such a man, who else can she trust?

"That's the fate......"

Liu Yulan sighed, as if she was caught in a memory.

"Back then, I was like that. The same is true for you today. Seeing you now, Mom is like seeing herself back then. Fortunately, over the years, my mother has gritted her teeth and survived. And your dad, he ...... That's it, let's not talk about that. Let's get some rest. ”

Liu Yulan seemed to remember her past, and halfway through her words, she gave up again.

Su Xintang rolled his eyes, curiously lifted the corner of his mother's quilt, and went directly into his mother's quilt. hugged Liu Yulan's arm and coquettishly said: "Mom, I want to hear the story of you and Dad." Just tell me about it, talk about ......."

"What's there to hear?"

Liu Yulan was obviously so sticky that she couldn't stand it, and after hesitating for a long time, she still told their story at the beginning.

"Actually, our story is really mediocre. At that time, the whole country had just been liberated, and Wang Yaxuan and I were both new comrades in the Propaganda Department, responsible for propagating the party's program. Later, during a mission to quell the rebellion, I accidentally met your father. Your dad was not very old at the time, and your grandfather was not lightly injured by a bullet in the waist at that time, and your dad came to take care of him. After coming and going, he became acquainted with me and Wang Yaxuan. ”

"At that time, Wang Yaxuan was enthusiastic and unrestrained, cheerful and very popular, even if she stood in the crowd, the first thing people saw was always her as hot as fire."

"When I was a child, I was not only not good at words, but also rejected people thousands of miles away, and I didn't care if anyone came."

"But with such two women with completely different personalities, your father noticed me."

"You know what happened next. Wang Yaxuan was unwilling to fail, or rather, she didn't believe that a man could escape her charm, she was unwilling, and then became obsessed. ”

"Obsession ruined the youth of the three of us, and all three of us were trapped in it and couldn't extricate ourselves. Until that happened......"

Liu Yulan was silent again, and after a long time, she sighed, sat up, turned on the light, and sat down with her knees hugged.

"Mom, if you don't want to say it, don't say it."

Su Xintang herself has a lot of things she doesn't want to say, she doesn't have to force her mother to say it, she just hopes that her mother can come out of her heart. If it backfires, she'd rather not hear anything.

"There's nothing you can't say."

Liu Yulan supported her forehead with her palm and smiled: "The three of us are separated, and I will go back to your grandmother's house." During this period, your grandmother also introduced me to several candidates, which I never liked. Later, the ghost sent the gods, and someone actually pulled the line between me and your father. ”

Su Xintang was excited and got up.

"Really? Mom, what are you and Dad called? This is called a thousand miles of marriage! ”

"Now that I think about it, it's not a thousand miles of marriage."

Liu Yulan also smiled heartily: "But at that time, I had a knot in my heart, and I didn't have a good face for your father." Your dad didn't expect that his blind date was me, and after reacting, he pestered me all day long. I have a knot in my heart, but I don't agree with him. He's pestering me......"

Speaking of this, Liu Yulan smiled and buried her head in the crook of her arm.

"It turns out that Dad, he still has such a past! Presumably at that time, Dad suffered a lot, right? ”

With my mother's temperament, my father chases his wife, and it's strange if he doesn't suffer enough!

"It's not that I can't say that I haven't endured hardship. Later, I accidentally learned that Wang Yaxuan got married a few years ago and even had children! ”

"Then Mom, did you immediately agree to Dad's proposal?"

"But that's it, I'm even more angry!"

The smile on Liu Yulan's face retracted: "You want to!" Wang Yaxuan is married, and he Su Xingzhi came back to me, what is this? Can I not be angry? ”

"So, how did you and Dad get together?"

Su Xintang was fascinated by what he heard.

"How did we get together? I don't think your dad even knows about it. ”

Speaking of this, Liu Yulan was proud: "I really didn't figure it out at the beginning, but once, I overheard your father talking to your grandfather. I just learned that the reason why Wang Yaxuan met her current husband was simply facilitated by your father. He originally just wanted to divert Wang Yaxuan's attention, but he didn't expect that they actually looked at the right eye. ”

"As for the blind date between me and your father, he worked hard and deliberately facilitated it."

"When I heard that, I was angry with him. But then, I figured it out. If he hadn't had me in his heart, why would he have done so much. ”

"Hmm."

Su Xintang nodded again and again: "So, you just nod and marry Dad!" Hehe, I can't imagine that Mom, you were also deceived by Dad's rhetoric! ”

"Ghost girl, you can."

Liu Yulan nodded her forehead: "This can't be called a lie, this is what you want me to do." Zhou Yu beats Huang Gai - one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer. However, Mom's situation is different from yours, Tang Tang. ”

"Mom and your dad have had a relationship foundation for many years, so Mom is willing to guard your dad. In addition, my mother's work in the Women's Federation is also very busy, and she doesn't feel sad when she comes and goes, so she raised you and your brother. ”

"But what about you? You're young, you're not even eighteen years old, do you really understand, what love is? ”

She understands!

How could she not understand love, she has been in love with the same man for two lifetimes, and no one can she know better what love is.

It's just these words, she can't say.

"Mom, maybe I'm really young and don't know anything, I have to learn everything, but it doesn't prevent me from learning how to love a man. I can tell what love is and what love is. For example, Brother Wen Chao! When I faced him, I didn't have the feeling of heartbeat when I faced Ah Fei. ”

"But...... Have you really thought about it? In case, my mother said that if Xiao Lingfei has no ability to stay in the army and return to the grassroots level in the future, he can't be appointed as a small village party secretary or a small county magistrate, can you follow him to endure hardships? Tang Tang, Mom feels sorry for you! ”

Liu Yulan analyzed it earnestly.

"Oh! - I see. It turns out that my mother is not against me getting close to Ah Fei, but is worried that in the future, if Ah Fei is incompetent, I will follow him to suffer? ”

Su Xintang suddenly realized, and then smiled: "Mom, do you not believe Tang Tang, or can you not believe Tang Tang's vision?" Believe me, Ah Fei is very capable! His future achievements will definitely not stop here! ”

"Okay! Since you have even thought about the future, Mom will not do anything about beating mandarin ducks. But on your father's side, you can ask for more blessings. It's not early, let's rest early. ”

Liu Yulan turned off the light, lay down next to Su Xintang, and gently patted her back.

Just like when she was a child.

"Daddy......"

Su Xintang closed his eyes, lay down in his mother's arms and fell asleep, with a light smile on the corner of his mouth.