Chapter 170: Cry if you want to
I was almost running in the direction of the south.
Seeing him standing in the rain with an umbrella, I felt that the little umbrella couldn't protect his whole body at all, and I smiled while helping him wipe his shoulder.
"Am I that funny?" Shi Xiangnan asked me with a smile today, and he helped me open the car door and help me take my bag.
"Mr. Shi, I'm laughing at how you can be so handsome, the handsome ones are about to arouse the anger of people and gods." I plunged headlong into the co-pilot and teased.
Shi Xiangnan thought that he had no ability to resist my ridicule, so he pinched my face and said in a doting tone: "Naughty." ”
With that, he drove me out of the hospital, and I told Shi Xiangnan that I was going to the bank now.
He didn't ask me what I was doing at the bank, but I always wanted to tell him everything, so I finally told him that when I left the hospital, He Guangsheng gave me a key and told me to go to the bank's safe to pick up something that should have been deposited by him, and said yes it was for me and my sister.
I don't know what these things are, I just think there's a lot of weight inside.
When I got back to the car, I put it straight on the back seat, and then looked at the box to the south, and then at me: "Don't you open it?" ”
I pouted, "Not good. ”
He chuckled, and then prepared to drive: "Okay, if you don't want to watch, don't watch, let's go to dinner." ”
"Mr. Shi came to pick me up for dinner today?" I looked at him quizzically.
"What do you say?"
"Haha, I'm going to eat hot pot, cold."
When I'm driving, my eyes are always on the box from the rearview mirror from time to time.
I didn't think there was anything when I got it, but I became more and more curious, especially when He Guangsheng said that this box was left for me and my sister a long time ago.
Originally, I didn't believe it, but when I went to the bank, the information registered on the computer was the year my mom died, and he saved the box in it.
The more I thought about it, the more curious I became, and I didn't even react when Shi Xiangnan just spoke to me.
Eventually, Xiang Nan slowly turned his head and said to me, "If you want to know, open it and take a look, it's yours anyway, instead of thinking about it, it's better to see it, huh?" ”
I nodded, and when I got home after eating, I took the box into the study, and I didn't even take off my clothes and shoes, and just stared at it for a long time.
The box is already a little old, and it has been precipitated for a long time at first glance, and there are even some signs of yellowing around it.
I still didn't have the courage to open it, and my hand had been on the box repeatedly, but eventually it came back.
When I was in the car, I imagined what was inside, whether it would be a letter or a photo album or something worth remembering at the time.
You'll never know what it is until you open it.
In the end, I still didn't have the courage, so Shi Xiangnan stood in front of me and picked up the box and opened it directly.
He stared at the contents for a long time, his expression was very calm, and then with a faint smile, he pushed the box backhand in front of me.
"Let's see."
When I looked down, I saw that there were several small books in the box, as well as some gold and silver jewelry and a note.
When I took a closer look, I found that those small books were bank passbooks from the past, and the passbook was my mother's name, and the note read, "The password is your mother's birthday." ”
When I think about it, when my mother left the house, she didn't have all the money and her hand ornaments, and we were out of the house.
I thought that He Guangsheng was iron-hearted, and he thought that he had thrown these away, but he never thought that he still kept these.
There was also a diary in the box, old and yellow, and even some of the pen handwriting in it had been blurred by the shade.
But my mother's words are clearly visible no matter how I look at them.
After reading part of the content, before I knew it, tears were crawling all over my face, and my vision was already blurred.
Although so many years have passed, and all grievances have ended today, my heart will still be uncontrollable when I think of the past.
I couldn't stop propping my hands on the desk, trembling, and suddenly I was hugged by a pair of big palms into my warm arms.
Shi Xiangnan stroked my head and comforted me: "If you want to cry, cry out, don't hold back." ”
Hearing her say this, I cried even more unscrupulously, and even wiped a handful of snot and tears on his coat.
This night was destined to be a sleepless night, and the contents of the diary kept appearing in my mind, most of which were real records of the sad days when my mother was facing He Guangsheng and Shen Yuexin.
I sat in front of the window with this diary for a long time, and I only felt that my face was a little painful when I was blown by the wind, which may be the reason for crying for too long.
The last page of the diary reads: "Now it is my life to only leave Yanyan and Ningning, I want to live for them, I will leave this home with them, maybe one day when the youngest Ningning goes to college and grows up and can take care of Yanyan, I don't want to live in this sad world, maybe then it is also time for me to go." ”
"Dear babies, you may see this, but I hope you will forgive your mother for leaving because she can't get out."
"Mommy will always love you."
If I saw it early, would I be able to save my mother's life in time?
It's just that it's too late, in my eyes, does my mother really love us?
Perhaps, at least when it didn't leave us, it was because of love that it lived.
But maybe she doesn't love so much, maybe she has more of herself in her heart, because she still chose to commit suicide in order not to let herself suffer.
Eventually, I wiped my face with the back of my hand, wiped away my tears, and turned to lie on the bed.
No matter how sad you feel in your heart, you should let go of these, and life will still have to be lived after all.
When I woke up the next day, the rain had stopped, and it was a good sunny day, and I opened the window to feel the oncoming wind, and I really felt that spring was really coming, and the wind was softer a lot.
I pressed my red eyes, washed up, and went downstairs.
Shi Xiangnan sat on the sofa, wearing glasses with a gold wire rimmed glasses and was looking at the document intently.
Seeing me come down, he took off his glasses and smiled slightly, the man I liked, he did everything I liked very much, and even laughed at me, I thought he was very handsome.
When the servant saw me coming down, he brought me a bowl of blood swallow soup, saying that it was to replenish blood and qi, and I heard that I had been crying for so long last night, so he made soup for me.
I took the soup and walked up to Shi Xiangnan and asked him, "What's wrong, I seem to be in a good mood today, smiling so warmly?" ”
He patted his leg and motioned for me to sit down, and I looked at my bulging belly and felt that I still had let go of my legs, so I sat down beside him, put my arms around his neck, his chin resting on his shoulder, and tugging at his stiff hair.
"There's a piece of news that you should be happy to hear."
I blinked and looked at him.
He touched my head, and then said slowly: "I have a suitable heart, I have had someone test it last night, and it is matched with your sister's, this time it is no problem." ”
I immediately stroked my stomach happily and almost jumped up from the sofa: "Brother Nan, you didn't lie to me, did you?" ”
"I didn't lie to you, it's true, it's just that you need to wait, that patient has been sentenced to death by the doctor, and there is probably only about a month left."
I choked with excitement and almost trembled and couldn't speak.
Shi Xiangnan hugged me gently: "It may be in time for you to give birth, and you will be in a hurry when you bump into a piece, so you don't let your sister's body have any problems now, do a good check-up, and prepare in advance." ”
I nodded violently with tears in my eyes, and Shi Xiangnan looked at me like this and smiled softly: "You will make others think that I have bullied my wife, and I have been crying for two days, so I am not allowed to cry." ”
I quickly wiped away those tears, leaned on Shi Xiangnan's arms, and said in a low voice: "Brother Nan, thank you, and thank you for my sister, meeting you in this life is the lucky beginning of my life." ”
Shi Xiangnan also nodded heavily, and then said in a mocking tone: "So you have to be by my side for the rest of your life." ”
Of course, I won't leave him for the rest of my life.
Just when the two of us were in love, something hurt the Times Group a lot.
I also had to be distracted from these things in the hospital.
Three patients at Mahkota Hospital have been infected with HIV during treatment.
At the same time, Times Real Estate uses inferior building materials in the real estate under construction in more than 15 cities in China, and there are varying degrees of damage, and even the newly handed houses have cracked walls.
These two explosive and sudden events plunged our Times Real Estate and the hospital into a huge whirlpool of public opinion for a while, and were criticized by all netizens and media, which almost caused a huge impact on the Shanghai market and also brought a heavy blow to the Shanghai market of Times Group.
Originally, Times Real Estate is a hot enterprise in the real estate industry in Shanghai, and many consumers who buy houses in order to buy the house of the times, they always keep the number in the sales office every night before the opening, but as soon as such news comes out, consumers take the purchase contract and ask to check out, and the sales office is overcrowded for a while.
As for the hospital, it is not much better, the medical committee of Shanghai City sent people to conduct a thorough investigation of the medical accident, and all the nurses and doctors who handled it, as well as the blood in the blood bank and the surgical equipment, had to conduct a reasonable examination, and for a time they were also on the cusp.
The impact on hospitals and real estate will naturally cause greater losses to the entire Times Group.
However, Shi Xiangnan always refused to disclose the progress of the situation in front of me, and always showed that there was nothing to do, although he didn't say anything, I was still worried.
So I called Fu Chen directly and asked him if he knew what was going on, at least what he could know from him.
It's just that when I asked this question, Fu Chen said the same thing as Shi Xiangnan, as if two people colluded.