In your own home, of course, it will not be someone else who can do this.

I tilted my head and looked at Shi Xiangnan slightly: "Brother Nan..."

He pursed his lips: "Don't be sad, they will be punished sooner or later, just sooner or later." ”

I withdrew my gaze and just smiled at him in response: "Okay, I'm not sad to have you here." ”

Turning around, I also put my arm around his waist: "I don't know what step I can do to Shen Yuexin and Wang Mingcheng, in this way, they are not good at stubble, if they have any intentions for the times on this road, I will risk everything to protect you and the times, I don't want to implicate you." ”

After listening to what I said, Shi Xiangnan lowered his eyes and looked at me, I seemed to see something in his eyes, moved? Or is it moving?

With indescribable feelings, he suddenly hugged me vigorously.

He soothed me like he was soothing a wounded little animal, rubbed my hair, and said hoarsely: "I won't let them hurt you, and I won't hurt me, we'll all be fine, and the bad guys will be punished." ”

Shi Xiangnan leaned close to my ear and lowered his voice: "Trust me." ”

I nodded desperately and hugged him tightly.

"Well, in this world, I only trust you alone."

Shi Xiangnan, I said that I only believe in you alone, I really only believe in you, I will not lie to you, nor will I betray you.

I believe in you, so I will firmly believe in every word and every word you say to me.

So, I hope to get the same treatment from him as I do.

I also hope that he will believe in me at all costs.

At dinner in the evening, he told me about the current situation of the times, although it may sound a little tricky, but he said that he has experienced a lot of such winds and waves, and the times have experienced many ups and downs, and every time he can bring the times on the right track, I prayed to him in my heart, hoping that all this will slowly get better.

Because I had already taken a bath, I went south to take a bath by myself after dinner.

While waiting for him, I took out my mobile phone and looked at Wang Mingcheng's information several times.

I watched it so intoxicated that I didn't even notice it when Shi Xiangnan finished taking a shower, and he didn't react until the phone was taken out of his hand and fell short.

I stared at him, but he wiped his body dry and got directly into the quilt, hugged me into his arms, and muttered, "Don't look at it, sleep." ”

Looking at him with a fake angry look, the corners of my mouth went up, and I was even secretly happy in my heart, thinking that this man is really enlightened now, and the man who used to be so cold and arrogant now has such a small man's side, which is really enlightening.

I put my hand on the back of his hand, swayed twice, thought about it and asked him: "Brother Nan, now you, I love you very much, and I love more and more, you are also very good to me, I am really afraid that one day I will lose you, what should I do?" ”

I'm not Shi Xiangnan, I'm not a man, I don't know what the brains of men think, I don't know how long a man's love for a woman lasts, but the only thing I know is how long-lasting my love lasts as a woman.

As it stands, I can be sure that my love is long-lasting, that I can love Shi Xiangnan for a lifetime, and that no matter what he does to me, I will love him for the rest of my life.

I don't know if I'm not satisfied with the status quo, the better Shi Xiangnan treats me, the more I'm afraid of losing.

Shi Xiangnan is so good, and there are too many people around him, I am really afraid that one day he will not be tempted to leave me.

It's been so long, I've been used to having him in my life, and my whole heart has been completely occupied by him.

If I lose him, I don't think I can bear this pain.

Just as I was falling asleep in a daze, I heard the man's deep voice ringing in my ears: "There won't be a day." ”

……

I didn't sleep well that night, I had a dream.

The dream repeats itself as a child, and this scene is still real.

I dreamed that Shen Yuexin had just brought He Hui to my house, and at that time, He Hui had already bullied people, relying on He Guangsheng's love for him, and not taking me and my sister in his eyes.

Shen Yuexin always tried her best to instigate He Hui to bully me and my sister, so as to force my mother to take the initiative to divorce so that she could leave the house.

It was a late autumn afternoon, my sister and I had just come back from school that day, there was a lake in front of my house, and when we walked by the lake, we saw Shen Yuexin sitting there with He Hui from a distance.

When he walked up, He Hui smiled at us, but who knew that this kind of smile was a knife hidden in a smile.

If I had known what kind of person He Hui was at that time, I would have taken my sister on a detour.

As soon as we passed by them, my sister was pushed into the water by He Hui.

I was immediately stunned, my mind felt as if it had been blown open, and as I watched my sister struggle as hard as she could, my eyes revealed infinite despair.

Because I couldn't swim, I ran to Shen Yuexin after watching my sister flutter a few times, and I immediately ran to Shen Yuexin, who had sworn not to say a word to Shen Yuexin, and looked at her almost with pleading eyes, begging her to help me save my sister.

But I was wrong, I didn't expect that when Shen Yuexin's mouth showed a treacherous smile, I had already been kicked into the lake by her.

I felt cold and biting, and for a moment, I felt all the water flowing through my ears, nose and mouth.

For a while, the feeling of suffocation hit, and I saw my sister struggling in the distance, but I couldn't do anything.

I wanted to swim over, but I didn't have the strength to do it, so I could only watch my sister sink on the surface of the lake little by little until she disappeared and disappeared completely.

Shen Yuexin took He Hui farther and farther away from me, I wanted to catch them and pull them down the lake, but I couldn't catch them.

But now I suddenly rose from the lake, and I ran, calling my sister's name, but I couldn't find her.

I went crazy looking for her, and when I finally cried with the last of my strength, I struggled to sit up.

At this moment, I was sweating profusely, even dripping down, and the cold sweat behind my back had soaked my pajamas, I gasped for breath, looking at the surroundings, I realized that this was a dream.

But this dream is a fact that has happened before, and every time I think of it, I am terrified, and even afraid.

Shi Xiangnan was awakened by my scream, and sat up sharply and hugged me: "Is it a nightmare?" ”

I clutched my chest and breathed deeply, nodding desperately: "Well, well, I had a nightmare that once existed. ”

In the dark, Shi Xiangnan turned on the wall lamp, poured me a glass of water, stroked my back and said, "Don't be afraid, this is not a dream, look at me by your side." ”

I leaned into his arms and tried to calm myself down.

I know that after so long, everything has passed, and my sister is still alive, although so many years have passed since that incident, but the shadow that surrounds my heart always feels that it is shrouded in my heart, and that nightmare cannot be removed.

As for the real dream, I was drowned later, and I don't know who rescued me and my sister.

But when I woke up, my mother sat on the edge of our bed and cried endlessly, and her eyes were swollen like walnuts.

At that time, I saw that my sister was also rescued, although she had severe pulmonary hydrops, but fortunately she survived, and it also made me feel a lot more at ease.

I also asked my mother who saved us, and she said that she also heard from the nurse that two boys of the same age as us saved us, and left without leaving a name.

I don't know who it is, but I don't dare to forget it.

Later, of course, Shen Yuexin got her wish, my mother really took me and my sister and chose to leave this house, she was afraid that we would be hurt again, so she finally left the house.

Thinking of this, I wiped the sweat from my forehead, sighed and looked at the watch on the wall, it was already twelve o'clock in the night, although it was very late, but I was really not worried about my sister, so I said to the south: "I dreamed of my sister just now, the condition in the dream is not very good, I am not at ease, I want to go and see her." ”

After hearing what I said, Shi Xiangnan immediately put on his clothes, and said while dressing, "I'll take you there." ”

I put on a dress and waved my hand: "Brother Nan, no need, you still have a cross-border meeting tomorrow morning, it's so late, don't delay." ”

With Shi Xiangnan's character, he will definitely not let me go no matter what, but I still don't want to delay him from going to work.

It's just that he didn't pay any attention to what I said, and in the blink of an eye, he was already dressed.

looked at me with a relaxed look: "Let's go, I'll disturb your sister's rest if it's too late." ”

Needless to say, he was decided, and I had no choice but to put on my coat and pedal south downstairs.

On the way to the hospital, although it was a little late, but Shanghai was like this, no matter how late it was, the road was still neon.

Under the silhouette of the street lamp at night, I looked at Shi Xiangnan, the man I loved, was so kind to me, I still couldn't help but be moved.

The car he drove on the road was very stable, but my heart was not so stable, I had this dream, I always felt that something would happen, I kept my brows deep, Shi Xiangnan held my hand in his hand, and comforted me while driving: "It's just a dream, don't worry." ”

Of course I knew, but I still couldn't help but think about it in my heart, and I had to grab his hand with my backhand in order to stabilize my mind: "You spared no effort to find a suitable donor for me, and I was dragged up to see my sister anytime and anywhere, I feel that I owe you too much, and I don't know how to pay you back in this life." ”

Shi Xiangnan glanced at me, and then smiled: "Then you will love me for the rest of your life, and you are not allowed to change your mind and use this to repay me." ”

I looked at him in a daze, this man, who is so bad, has been holding me for the rest of his life.

"Don't want to?"

Like a machine, I nodded my head: "Yes, of course I do." ”

I also especially want to tell Shi Xiangnan, I am a very simple person, a special axis, I fell in love with a man, and I will never change my mind in this life, even if I don't remember him, my heart can tell me who the person I love is.

It never occurred to me that my words would be truly validated later in life.