Lu Xun was lying on the bed with a pillow, looking at the ceiling, there were gray water stains in the corners that penetrated the wall skin, speaking of which this dormitory building has been around for many years, and it rained heavily for a few days a few days ago, and the old house was soaked by the rain for a long time, and the cement began to crack. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

The room was silent, except for the second hand of the wall clock beating back and forth in the light.

"What are you thinking?" Lao Jia asked.

"I want to go to the institute." Lu Xun replied sullenly.

"The one in the library?"

Lu Xun shook his head, "The one in Beijing." ”

"I don't think there's anything worth remembering about the institute in Beijing." Lao Jia paused slightly, "Even if there is...... It's also a painful memory. ”

"I used to read books that one of the signs of a person's maturity is to learn to bury some past events in the bottom of their hearts and stop thinking about it." Lu Xun turned over, "Because it won't help to go through old accounts again, I'm just torturing myself." ”

"You've never read this kind of garbage book." Lao Jia pouted, "Why did you suddenly remember this?" You are now in a very different place from the original world, where no one knows who you are, no one knows where you come from, no one knows your past, and you can completely get rid of the past twenty years and start a new life. ”

"Lemon says I'm a lot like her tonight." Lu Xun said suddenly.

Lao Jia was stunned.

"I was a little frightened at that moment." Lu Xun whispered, "I thought she saw through my ......"

"What did you see?" Lao Jia asked, "The second personality in your heart that is as powerful as a monster?" Or are you the invincible Kestrel mecha? ”

Lu Xun shook his head, his expression was a little sluggish and trance-like, "I can see that I am also a person with blood on my hands...... I can see that I have killed the people I love the most. ”

"Land Patrol!" Lao Jia was furious.

When the young man came back to his senses, he slowly got up, leaned against the head of the bed and looked down at his hands, which were clean and slender.

Lao Jia was silent for a moment, "You're having nightmares again, aren't you?" ”

Lu Xun nodded slowly.

"I didn't dare sleep for a week, because when I did, I would go back to the room in the institute where I used to be." Lu Xun said, "I had this dream over and over again, and in that dream, I was standing in the room, holding a short knife in my hand, and the scarlet blood flowed past my feet, and the person slowly fell in front of my eyes......"

Lao Jia was silent.

"I was completely stunned, I didn't know why I was doing this, she fell to the floor, I threw myself in horror and told her to shout at her to push her and shake her shoulders, but she closed her eyes and didn't move, she couldn't wake up anymore, she couldn't open her eyes to see me again...... The rest of the institute rushed up and pulled me away, and I cried and tried to pounce on me, but I was pressed to the ground by the military police with an electric baton, and I watched as she was carried away......"

Lu Xun's body trembled slightly.

"No wonder you're so active on the night shift during this time." Lao Jia said, "You don't dare to sleep. ”

"As soon as I close my eyes, that nightmare will appear in front of me." Lu Xun whispered, "I'll see her fall in front of me, with a knife in my hand." ”

"Lu Xun has a big problem with your condition...... Do I need to see a psychiatrist? The plumbing guy at the college used to be a psychology professor at UCLA, and he might be able to give you some advice. Lao Jia asked, "Otherwise, if you continue like this, your spirit will collapse." ”

Lu Xun shook his head, "My problem is not big...... I can hold on, and the most pressing issue right now is lemons. ”

"You mean the girl's body?"

Lu Xun nodded.

Lemon's life is only three years left, Lao Jia was also shocked when he heard the news at first glance, three hundred and sixty-five days a year, three years is one thousand and ninety-five days, this girl is just twenty years old this year, but she was declared to have only three years to live, her life has entered the countdown, and one day is one less day.

A thousand days of life...... Damn, this girl's life hasn't started yet!

"I saw that you were so angry tonight, and I thought you wouldn't care about her anymore." Lao Jia said, "From now on, he has completely turned to Ariana and become a good dog under the queen......

Lu Xun was silent for a moment, could he really never care about that stupid girl again? Although Lemon is a killer with a knife on her body to see who is unhappy, she is really a stupid and pitiful girl, Lu Xun sometimes wonders how Lemon came over for so many years, she almost doesn't know anything, she doesn't know anything, she doesn't get close to others or stay away from others, when everyone sits together in a meeting, chats, drinks and farts, the girl sits alone five meters away, holding the long knife in a daze.

She doesn't fit into any group, she doesn't know anyone, and the only thing that keeps her company is her knife and shadow.

This is a poor little girl who is alone, and life is a blank slate.

Really...... Still can't put it down, right?

You see her standing alone under the eaves, her figure shivering in the cold wind, so thin that it makes people feel distressed, how can you resist not giving her a hug and telling her that everything will be fine, that the world is actually very warm?

It looks hard and sharp, but it's actually a soft and fragile person.

"Seriously, Lu Xun...... Sometimes I feel like your affection for lemons is largely a matter of Freemasonry. Lao Jia said, "Lemon said that she is very similar to you, but it is true, you also think that she is very similar to yourself." ”

"I don't know......" Lu Xun shook his head.

"Emotionally, you are a blank slate like her." Lao Jia sighed, "People who have never been in love will mistake other feelings for likes, in fact, it may also be the attraction between the same kind, you find a person similar to yourself in the vast sea of people, of course, you will subconsciously approach her, standing in an artificial intelligence perspective, I hope it is the latter." ”

"Why?" Lu Xun was stunned.

"Do you remember what Zhao Gao said to you at the beginning? There can be no result between you and the lemon, let alone any good result. Lao Jia replied, "A girl like Lemon is too thin, too fragile and too sharp, like a knife as thin as a cicada's wings but extremely sharp, if you get too close to her, you will either break her or scratch yourself." ”

"When did you become so petty bourgeois? Such words can come out of the mouth of a big old man like you......" Lu Xun rolled his eyes, "It's like a bandit reciting the song of long hatred aloud while the tiger is descending the mountain......"

"I've always been a philosopher, okay? Kant and Hegel are all in my head! I don't understand, why do you keep obsessing lemons? What's wrong with the Queen? If you want to have a figure, you have to have a good look, you are still her little brother, and you will get the moon first near the water. Lao Jia retorted-for-tat, it used white rotten words to white rotten words, and used spit to complain.

But his tone became heavy again.

"Seriously, Lu Xun...... You and Lemon won't end well, that girl has been a tool since birth, and she's already too deep for you to give her. ”

Lu Xun didn't speak, he lay on his back on the bed and blinked.

"I didn't think about it that much, I just wanted to save her...... That's all. ”