Chapter 134: I'm Not Going to Make You Cry
I have been benevolent enough to Shen Yuexin and her son, I didn't find out what to do with them before, but let He Hui bully me to the extreme, and this time the punishment of him is also regarded as a punishment for their mother and son.
It's just that when I heard Shen Yuexin say that, I had no choice but to respond coldly: "Since you have already said this, then I won't go around the bush with you, and you don't threaten me with my sister's set, if you have the ability, you can do it, do you think you are still the former Mrs. He?" The company has long been bankrupt, stop pretending to be high, I originally thought that one day I would find you to avenge my mother, but I didn't expect that your son would not be angry, and he would have to provoke me, so I'm sorry he can only eat his own bitter fruit. ”
"You... You little slut, I knew it was you, otherwise our Ah Hui wouldn't have been arrested, and I wouldn't have let you go. Shen Yuexin's words sounded like I had shouted with all my strength.
In the end, he didn't forget to continue to yell indignantly: "You emotionless slut, I don't care who is behind you, as long as the court pronounces the verdict, if Ah Hui can't come out, I will definitely kill you." ”
Ah, that sounds scary.
It's good that Shen Yuexin didn't stand in front of me, if he was standing here, he must have made people feel scared.
But when I heard her say that I have no family affection, why am I so uncomfortable?
Was it because I didn't have family affection, or did they go too far and make me lose family affection from that day on?
I took my phone and paced on the balcony and roared angrily: "Shen Yuexin, am I not emotional, or are you pushing people too much?" Now that I think about it, I'd rather my parents never gave birth to me, I would rather be someone else's daughter in this life than He Guangsheng be my father. ”
"But this is not what I can choose, I am only ashamed to have such a father, in the years without your appearance, our family was really happy, but since you appeared, my sister's innocence and I are gone, until I go to college, my sister and I have never laughed, my mother just washes her face with tears all day long, and in the end she can't come out and chooses suicide because of your shameless third party intervention that caused other people's tragedies."
"I will never forget the day when I heard that my mother committed suicide by turning on the gas, how collapsed my inner world was, even if He Hui is now in prison for a lifetime and can't get out, what is the pain you endured, you can't feel the pain in my heart at all."
Probably the more I talked, the more excited I became, the more I said, the more aggrieved I was, I took the phone away and wanted to throw it away, but I still couldn't get angry, I went back and forth on the balcony angry and uneasy, and continued to sneer: "You must think that we are easy to bully, afraid that we will inherit my father's property, thinking that my mother is gone, no one can protect us, in order to give your son all the He property to kill us, you have repeatedly harassed my sister, so that her illness has recurred, I've faced countless nights of fear that I could bear alone. ”
"There is no one around me to help me at all, I take a step, you just stare at me until you trample me under your feet, at that time I was a student studying in a foreign country, I can't do anything, I can only bear your trampling. Even if I come back to work, you bad guys have never let me go, in order to make me an obedient chess piece, help He Guangsheng's company get a big business order, and do not hesitate to find someone to intimidate my sister, causing her to rescue her for a day and a night, it has always been you who trample on the dignity of me and my sister, how about it, I just want to turn over now, even if I don't do anything to you, but it is worth it to make He Hui unable to get out for the rest of his life, so I will do everything just for him to stay in that prison forever!! ”
As I spoke, I squatted down, crying like a tearful man.
Originally, my emotions were slightly stable before, because in the face of Shen Yuexin, when I thought of my mother and my sister, my tears were no longer controllable by myself, and I almost blurted out a grievance.
Suddenly, I was grabbed tightly by a force, and Shi Xiangnan grabbed my arm and pulled me up.
I burst into tears, my eyes blurred from the tears I had already cried.
I didn't want him to see me crying like a tearful person, so I covered my eyes.
Shi Xiangnan didn't care about anything, even though Shen Yuexin on the other end of the phone was still talking endlessly, he hung up directly for me, threw the phone aside, and hugged me in his arms.
Seeing that I was crying so violently, he gently patted my back, as if to comfort me, telling me not to cry.
But just when I thought of the grievances I had borne alone over the years, I swallowed some of the things I could and couldn't say in my stomach, and I didn't tell my sister anything, her body was so weak, I was really afraid that she wouldn't be able to bear it one day, so I fought all the grievances alone.
Over the years, I have been very tired of walking this road alone, in fact, I am very afraid of the dark and the night.
Many nights, when I dream back at midnight, I often wake up with nightmares.
I couldn't stop crying at the thought of this, as if I was enchanted.
I have never mentioned these past events to others, after all, it is a family ugly, but today I opened it alive on the phone so that Shi Xiangnan knew it clearly.
"If you want to cry, cry out as soon as you want, it's all over, and I'm still there." Shi Xiangnan spoke.
Then he took a deep breath: "With me, I won't let you cry." ”
I plunged deep into his arms, as if only this was the only way I could feel his heart.
"In fact, I have exercised a strong psychology over the years, and I don't cry casually anymore, but I can't help it when I think of the past just now, especially when I think of my mother and my sister, I burst into tears."
I said this, and Shi Xiangnan put his hand on my back like that, as if to soothe a frightened pet.
I have never mentioned to Shi Xiangnan about my family's previous things before, but since I have made it clear to Shen Yuexin today, I can't help but want to say it to Shi Xiangnan, and a lot of words are uncomfortable enough to hold in my heart.
"The time when my mother committed suicide was the most difficult for me, I knew that my mother was wronged and committed suicide with hatred, I was still in Zurich at that time, I didn't dare to go out when I heard the news, I was afraid of the night, especially at night, when I closed my eyes, I could surface my mother when she was forced to divorce and leave the house. During that time, I almost adjusted my emotions, otherwise I would have made a wrong step, and it might have been a different situation now. So Brother Nan, I hate the third party the most in my life, if you fall in love with someone else in the future, you can tell me happily, I don't want to wait until I find out, you and others are already in the boat. ”
"Don't talk nonsense, there is no such if." Shi Xiangnan heard my words and immediately stroked my shoulder.
I cried a little hard, and even some breathlessness: "I know, but I still want to tell you, even if there is no such if, there may be other ifs, if you fall in love with someone else, don't drive me, tell me, let me leave with dignity, I am by no means a person who can be entangled to the end." ”
At this time, I just want him to know what kind of person I am, and I am by no means as entangled as a woman like Qin Yanran.
More often than not, as long as I say "I don't love you anymore", I can turn around and leave.
It's not that my love is shallow, but I know that once the other person can say such things, it is no longer a whim or a whim.
It must have been thinking about it for a long time before I could say it.
So if that's the case, I'll turn around and leave without hesitation, and I can really do what I can say.
"Brother Nan, you are a man, maybe you can't cry, maybe you hide all your suffering in your heart, I'm a woman, maybe no one will say anything when you cry. But after a certain age, it is difficult to have the opportunity to cry, and you can only cry out loud once through such a thing. ”
I know that Shi Xiangnan must have some indescribable emotions in his heart now.
Maybe what I said was a bit selfish, but I still couldn't help but want to tell him that I am not strong when I look strong on the outside, but I have actually experienced darkness on the inside.
There is a man who will let me rely on, and I am willing to unload everything that has been disguised as strong for so long.
Now this man is right in front of me.
No matter what I said, Shi Xiangnan didn't let go of me, he hugged me very tightly, and even trapped me firmly.
"I promise you, the rest of your life will be mine, I will take care of you, I will protect you, there is no one else between us, no third party, you are not allowed to say it again."
Shi Xiangnan's voice sounded choked up.
Probably he was feeling sorry for me too, so I wiped my tears, and wiped the snot mixed with tears directly on his clothes, regardless of the image.
Then he couldn't help laughing when he saw the embarrassment of the south.
Shi Xiangnan didn't blame me, nor was he angry, but smiled like me: "You woman is really different from other women, it always makes me want to laugh inexplicably, although I will be a little petty, but..."
I looked at him with wide eyes and rubbed against him in his arms: "But what? Say it quickly, say it quickly. ”
"But I like it." He said.
But my little temperament began to make trouble again, although he said this, I like to listen to it, but when I think of what he just said I am different from other women, how many women are there.
As soon as I thought of this, my heart was sour, as if I had drunk a jar of sour vinegar.
So I pouted a little, and my expression was not very pleasant.
"What's wrong?" Shi Xiangnan clasped my head tightly with his chin and asked me worriedly.
I said a little sullenly, "You... You just said that I am different from other women, how many women have you dated? ”
I only heard Shi Xiangnan's low laughter: "I knew that you would think about it when you said that." ”
Then he reached out and stroked my belly, close to my ear: "The one you know, no one else, but..."
"Huh? But what? I twisted my face and held his face, and my mouth was a little angry.
"I'm so good, there's a lot of people chasing me." He said as he put me on the bed.